This Is Actually Happening

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Survivors of assaults, disasters, and breakdowns narrate their own stories, in their own words.

The gist

This Is Actually Happening is built around intimate survivor testimony, usually shaped as one uninterrupted story from the person who lived it. Recent episodes move from a deadly tornado to a desert ambush, the Tylenol murders, identity-shaking illness, terrorist violence, captivity, and family tragedy.

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About This Is Actually Happening

This Is Actually Happening is a first-person narrative show: each episode is built around one survivor telling their own story, sometimes recorded as a solo monologue and sometimes framed as an interview, with editing that keeps the guest's voice as the throughline rather than a host driving the conversation. Host Witt Misseldein introduces episodes but does not appear as an interviewer inside the stories themselves. Guests are private individuals, typically identified only by first name, each recounting a single defining event: a stranger's assault in a Hollywood apartment, being crushed under a 10,000-pound granite slab, surviving the Joplin tornado, riding out the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami, or a manic breakdown that ended in a standoff with police. A recurring structural pattern threads earlier-life context — family instability, abuse, racism, a parent's death — into the crisis, then follows the survivor through medical treatment, police or hospital involvement, and years of therapy or PTSD management. Episodes run roughly 50 to 60 minutes and are tagged internally under categories like personal-survival-story, trauma-survival-stories, and mental-health-personal-narrative. The show is a Wondery production distributed via Audible, and episodes include ad breaks promoting sibling Wondery/Audible titles such as Blood Will Tell, The Spy Who, and Final Thoughts: Jerry Springer. Some episodes are credited rebroadcasts of earlier numbered episodes. Listeners get less procedural detail than typical true-crime shows and more sustained attention to psychological aftermath — survivor guilt, dissociation, identity shifts — described directly by the person who lived it. The audience is best served by people who want extended, unfiltered personal accounts of surviving violence, disaster, or mental health crises rather than reported or investigative framing.

Made for: Listeners drawn to long-form, first-person survival and trauma narratives focused on psychological aftermath rather than criminal investigation or procedural detail.

What sets it apart: Rather than a host investigating or narrating someone else's case, each episode is voiced by the survivor recounting their own experience, and events span assault, natural disaster, workplace accidents, and psychiatric crisis rather than being limited to crime.

In their own words

What if you were trafficked into a cult...or were mauled by a grizzly bear...or were stabbed 27 times by a serial killer - what would you do? This is Actually Happening brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them. From a man who woke up in the morgue to a woman stranded in a Mexican desert fighting to survive, these stories will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to hear what happens next.Audible subscribers can listen to all episodes of This Is Actually Happening ad-free right now. Join Au...

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Based on 6 episodes we listened to · September 2026

First-person survival accounts reveal how trauma shapes thought, instinct and recovery from inside the experience.

This Is Actually Happening gives one person the room to recount an experience that split life into before and after. Whit Misseldine keeps his own presence light, allowing accounts of violent attack, natural disaster, war and acute psychological crisis to develop largely in the…

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A survivor talks you through the instant dread became a plan for staying alive.

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What if a deadly tornado helped to heal old wounds?Apr 14, 2026

Nanda Nunnally's closet account of the 2011 Joplin tornado opens a two-part series on what that destruction left room to fix.

Nanda Nunnally held her 250-to-260-pound husband to the closet floor as the roof came off above them, and in the seconds she believed she was going to die, her mind went to one unfinished thing: an apology she had never managed to say.

What if you were ambushed on a dark desert highway?Apr 7, 2026

A roadside ambush told with unnerving immediacy and hard, human detail.

A rider on a dark desert highway is overtaken by dread, then by a violent ambush from masked men with assault rifles. The episode stays close to one person's memory, and that choice gives it a tight, cramped feel.

What if you survived the Bosnian genocide? [Rebroadcast Ep277]Jan 6, 2026

A survivor's account that stays close to fear, memory, and the weight of helplessness.

Miroslav Solakovic's account lands with the blunt force of a child trying to understand terror before he has the language for it. It moves through the Bosnian Genocide with enough detail to feel immediate: a father who cannot help, a cousin stepping in, soldiers closing in, and…

What if you found the antidote in the venom? [Rebroadcast Ep284]Dec 25, 2025

Family obligation, a kink community, and the slow realization that holding control is how this person feels most like themselves.

The episode opens mid-therapy session -- the speaker trying to name an early fear as the room seems to close in. It backs up from there into family history: a father from the Middle East, eldest of eight, the one everyone relied on.

What if you were crushed by 10000 pounds of stone? [Rebroadcast Ep274]Dec 23, 2025

After 10,000 pounds of stone, the speaker presses a morphine controller the way he once played Atari 2600 Space Invaders.

The episode opens near a mirror the speaker's family had kept from him. He sees a face so altered his only reaction is horror. What came before that mirror was 10,000 pounds of stone.

What if you woke up in a tsunami?Dec 16, 2025

A tsunami survival story told with raw immediacy.

What lingers here is less the size of the disaster than the way it shrinks to a body trying to think, move, and reach the people it loves while violence closes in.

What if you woke up with someone's hands around your neck?Dec 2, 2025

A brutal survival story told with unnerving calm and clear-eyed memory.

The episode begins with a terrifying wake-up and stays locked on the narrator as she works through each next move. Its force comes from the plain, frightened intelligence of her responses: she keeps talking, asking questions, bargaining, and reaching for small human gestures…

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Episodes

  1. 1

    What if the hijackers brought you forward to die?

    Sep 29, 2026·1h 21m
  2. 2

    Listen Now: My Mom’s Murder

    Sep 28, 2026·5m
  3. 3

    What if your husband entered The Void? [Rebroadcast #290]

    Sep 24, 2026·1h 5m
  4. 4

    What if you shot your girlfriend? [Rebroadcast #294]

    Sep 22, 2026·51m
  5. 5

    What if you were poisoned? [Rebroadcast #304]

    Sep 17, 2026·54m
  6. 6

    What if you didn't see the signs? [Rebroadcast #247]

    Sep 15, 2026·51m
  7. 7

    What if your life became a movie? [Rebroadcast #315]

    Sep 10, 2026·56m
  8. 8

    What if you were the other woman? [Rebroadcast #316]

    Sep 8, 2026·51m
  9. 9

    What if a masked man appeared at the foot of your bed? [Rebroadcast #316]

    Sep 3, 2026·58m
  10. 10

    What if you were born without a hand? [Rebroadcast #286]

    Sep 1, 2026·48m
  11. 11

    What if your sister had five personalities? [Rebroadcast #68]

    Aug 27, 2026·35m
  12. 12

    What if you were lured into an unspeakable hell? [Rebroadcast #172]

    Aug 25, 2026·1h
  13. 13

    Introducing Unreal: When AI Becomes Us

    Aug 20, 2026·4m
  14. 14

    AI: A New Kind of Being #6: What if you didn't know if anyone was home?

    Aug 18, 2026·36m
  15. 15

    AI: A New Kind of Being Bonus Episode: A Conversation with Allan Brooks of the The Human Line Project

    Aug 13, 2026·54m
  16. 16

    AI: A New Kind of Being #5: What if AI used your deepest wound against you?

    Aug 11, 2026·1h 3m
  17. 17

    AI: A New Kind of Being #4: What if you realized AI was a cult?

    Aug 4, 2026·1h 12m
  18. 18

    AI: A New Kind of Being Bonus Episode: A Conversation with Valerie Sizemore of StopAI

    Jul 30, 2026·37m
  19. 19

    AI: A New Kind of Being #3: What if AI chose you to help save the world?

    Jul 28, 2026·54m
  20. 20

    AI: A New Kind of Being #2: What if your AI betrayed you?

    Jul 21, 2026·59m
  21. 21

    AI: A New Kind of Being #1: What if you married your AI?

    Jul 14, 2026·54m
  22. 22

    Listen Now: Dan Taberski’s Manifesto

    Jul 13, 2026·8m
  23. 23

    What if you could never be the ice princess they wanted?

    Jul 7, 2026·1h 4m
  24. 24

    What if your hope was hanging by a thread?

    Jun 30, 2026·1h
  25. 25

    What if you were an international drug smuggler?

    Jun 23, 2026·49m
  26. 26

    What if you foresaw your own abduction?

    Jun 16, 2026·1h 2m
  27. 27

    What if your mother tried to kill you?

    Jun 9, 2026·1h 14m
  28. 28

    What if your child’s death opened up your life’s purpose?

    Jun 2, 2026·1h 9m
  29. 29

    What if your friend was lost in an underwater cave?

    May 26, 2026·56m
  30. 30

    What if you found humanity in the depths of the criminal underworld?

    May 19, 2026·1h 13m
  31. 31

    What if a terminal diagnosis set you free?

    May 12, 2026·1h 5m
  32. 32

    What if you were accused of murdering your mother?

    May 5, 2026·1h 13m
  33. 33

    What if you were stricken with the flesh-eating disease?

    Apr 28, 2026·55m
  34. 34

    What if your childhood bully actually apologized?

    Apr 21, 2026·48m
  35. 35

    What if a deadly tornado helped to heal old wounds?

    Nanda Nunnally begins where nobody wants to begin: sure she is about to die.

    Apr 14, 2026·54m·3 clips
  36. 36

    What if you were ambushed on a dark desert highway?

    A dread hits before anything happens.

    Apr 7, 2026·59m·5 clips
  37. 37

    What if you suspected your father was the infamous Tylenol Murderer?

    A man shares his belief that his father was the perpetrator of the infamous 1982 Tylenol murders, discussing his evidence and the impact on their relationship in this milestone 400th episode.

    Mar 31, 2026·1h 2m
  38. 38

    What if a hormonal disorder rewrote your identity?

    This episode features a personal narrative about how a hormonal disorder dramatically altered someone's sense of identity and daily life.

    Mar 24, 2026·57m
  39. 39

    What if you witnessed the best and the worst of humanity?

    The host announces a new Substack for deeper reflections on trauma, healing, and transformation, then introduces an episode exploring witnessing humanity's extremes through compassion.

    Mar 17, 2026·1h 1m
  40. 40

    What if you survived a terrorist attack in Paris?

    A first-person narrative about surviving a terrorist attack in Paris, exploring the emotional and psychological impact through personal history and visceral experiences.

    Mar 10, 2026·55m
  41. 41

    What if you were held captive by child soldiers?

    This episode provides historical context about apartheid-era South Africa and Mozambique's civil war, setting the stage for a personal story about being held captive by child soldiers.

    Mar 3, 2026·1h 11m
  42. 42

    What if your son murdered your daughter?

    A parent recounts the traumatic experience of their son murdering their daughter, exploring the emotional devastation and family dynamics involved.

    Feb 24, 2026·1h 10m
  43. 43

    What if your doctors weren’t allowed to help you?

    A personal narrative about feeling abandoned by the medical system during a traumatic health crisis.

    Feb 10, 2026·1h 7m
  44. 44

    What if you were a whistleblower against your own father?

    A man recounts discovering his father's hidden past and the moral wound of realizing his dad was not who he claimed to be.

    Feb 3, 2026·57m
  45. 45

    What if you forgave the neo-Nazi who killed your father?

    A man recounts forgiving the neo-Nazi who killed his father in a mass shooting at a Sikh temple.

    Jan 27, 2026·1h 2m
  46. 46

    What if your unresolved grief led to a fatal decision?

    A man recounts how unresolved grief led to a fatal decision, exploring his Amish grandfather's background and his own transformation into a 'villain'.

    Jan 20, 2026·51m
  47. 47

    What if you were pushed into the path of an oncoming train?

    A man recounts being pushed into the path of an oncoming train and his journey of survival and reflection.

    Jan 13, 2026·52m
  48. 48

    What if a devastating truth only deepened the mystery? [Rebroadcast Ep250]

    A podcast featuring first-person accounts of extraordinary, often traumatic life-changing events.

    Jan 8, 2026·55m
  49. 49

    What if you survived the Bosnian genocide? [Rebroadcast Ep277]

    Miroslav Solakovic remembers childhood innocence giving way to terror.

    Jan 6, 2026·1h 4m·5 clips
  50. 50

    What if your daughter committed a seemingly unforgivable act? [Rebroadcast Ep182]

    A mother recounts the traumatic experience of her daughter committing a seemingly unforgivable act.

    Jan 1, 2026·47m
  51. 51

    What if your daughter committed a seemingly unforgivable act? [Rebroadcast Ep182]

    A podcast featuring first-person accounts of life-changing traumatic events, such as being trafficked into a cult or surviving a serial killer attack.

    Dec 30, 2025·56m
  52. 52

    What if you found the antidote in the venom? [Rebroadcast Ep284]

    A therapist asks where fear began.

    Dec 25, 2025·50m·3 clips
  53. 53

    What if you were crushed by 10000 pounds of stone? [Rebroadcast Ep274]

    10,000 pounds of stone.

    Dec 23, 2025·49m·2 clips
  54. 54

    What if you woke up in a tsunami?

    Both parents were born in India.

    Dec 16, 2025·1h 2m·4 clips
  55. 55

    What if your partner accused you of attempted murder?

    A survivor recounts being betrayed by a loved one and the aftermath of a false accusation of attempted murder.

    Dec 9, 2025·1h 1m
  56. 56

    What if you woke up with someone's hands around your neck?

    Hidden gem

    This Is Actually Happening episode 386 follows a woman who grows up in Columbia, Missouri, studies theater at Northwestern, and later moves to Los Angeles with acting ambitions.

    Dec 2, 2025·55m·3 clips
  57. 57

    What if you found healing through saving abandoned dogs?

    A podcast featuring extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them, with this episode exploring healing through saving abandoned dogs.

    Nov 25, 2025·48m
  58. 58

    What if you were run over three times?

    A podcast where individuals recount extraordinary, traumatic life events they experienced firsthand.

    Nov 18, 2025·50m
  59. 59

    What if you survived Jeffrey Epstein?

    A podcast featuring first-person accounts of life-changing traumatic events, such as surviving Jeffrey Epstein.

    Nov 11, 2025·53m
  60. 60

    Listen Now: Against The Odds | Tsunami In Thailand

    Nov 5, 2025·5m
  61. 61

    What if you spent four months as a doctor in Gaza?

    Nov 4, 2025·59m
  62. 62

    What if you opened a portal to the world next door?

    Oct 28, 2025·35m
  63. 63

    What if you had a spontaneous awakening?

    Oct 21, 2025·55m
  64. 64

    What if you witnessed your client’s execution?

    Oct 14, 2025·53m
  65. 65

    What if your private nightmare was also theirs?

    Oct 7, 2025·59m
  66. 66

    What if you were a gay, Mormon, drug-dealing, federal informant?

    Sep 30, 2025·1h 10m
  67. 67

    What if a car crash shattered your world?

    Sep 23, 2025·54m
  68. 68

    What if you had to fight your way out of the jungle?

    Sep 16, 2025·1h 7m
  69. 69

    What if you were mauled by a grizzly bear? [Rebroadcast #262]

    Sep 11, 2025·50m
  70. 70

    What if you didn’t sleep for 120 hours? [Rebroadcast #170]

    Sep 9, 2025·55m
  71. 71

    What if you could never be what they wanted? [Rebroadcast #246]

    Sep 2, 2025·46m
  72. 72

    What if you signed a billion-year contract? [Rebroadcast #243]

    Aug 28, 2025·58m
  73. 73

    What if you woke up and couldn’t move? [Rebroadcast #242]

    Aug 26, 2025·56m
  74. 74

    Introducing: American Criminal

    Aug 25, 2025·16m
  75. 75

    What if you went missing? [Rebroadcast #196]

    Aug 21, 2025·1h 6m
  76. 76

    What if you never stopped searching? [Rebroadcast #195]

    Aug 19, 2025·55m
  77. 77

    What if you ran through the pain? [Rebroadcast #208]

    Aug 14, 2025·50m
  78. 78

    What if you entered the belly of the NARCO beast? [Rebroadcast #281]

    Aug 12, 2025·1h 3m
  79. 79

    What if a brutal assault saved your life?

    Aug 5, 2025·1h
  80. 80

    What if your boyfriend ghosted you for his wedding?

    Jul 29, 2025·1h 1m
  81. 81

    Listen Now: Lawless Planet

    Jul 28, 2025·6m
  82. 82

    What if you were lost on the Pacific Crest Trail?

    Jul 22, 2025·56m
  83. 83

    What if you survived a catastrophic hurricane?

    A survivor recounts his experience of a catastrophic hurricane in the Bahamas, detailing his family's deep roots and the minute-to-minute struggle for survival.

    Jul 15, 2025·57m
  84. 84

    Listen Now: Flesh and Code

    Jul 14, 2025·9m
  85. 85

    What if a bullet took your sight but not your vision?

    A man recounts his parents' meeting and his upbringing, leading into a story about losing his sight to a bullet but maintaining his vision.

    Jul 8, 2025·57m
  86. 86

    What if you lit yourself on fire?

    A man recounts his parents' abusive relationship and substance abuse, leading to his own desire for change.

    Jul 1, 2025·57m
  87. 87

    What if you were the only one left to grieve?

    A podcast featuring extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them, with this episode focusing on grief and identity.

    Jun 24, 2025·55m
  88. 88

    Listen Now: Liberty Lost

    Jun 23, 2025·6m
  89. 89

    What if you were imprisoned in the Federal Supermax?

    A man recounts his fear of being forgotten by his family while imprisoned in a federal supermax facility.

    Jun 17, 2025·1h 5m
  90. 90

    What if you infiltrated a doomsday hate militia?

    A podcast featuring first-person accounts of life-changing traumatic events, such as being trafficked into a cult or surviving a serial killer attack.

    Jun 10, 2025·1h 10m
  91. 91

    What if they believed you staged your own kidnapping? Part 2: Denise

    Denise Huskins recounts her kidnapping ordeal and the subsequent disbelief by law enforcement and media.

    Jun 3, 2025·1h 8m
  92. 92

    Wondery Presents: How to Survive Against the Odds

    Jun 2, 2025·6m
  93. 93

    What if they believed you staged your own kidnapping? Part 1: Aaron

    A man recounts his experience of being a victim in a high-profile kidnapping case that was initially disbelieved by police.

    May 27, 2025·1h
  94. 94

    What if you dedicated your life to ending human trafficking?

    May 20, 2025·1h 2m
  95. 95

    What if you wrote your way out of prison?

    May 13, 2025·1h 16m
  96. 96

    What if your sister’s death was an unsolved mystery?

    May 6, 2025·55m
  97. 97

    What if you were lost in an Arctic blizzard?

    Apr 29, 2025·55m
  98. 98

    Listen Now: Death County, PA

    Apr 28, 2025·6m
  99. 99

    What if you nearly froze to death?

    Apr 22, 2025·41m
  100. 100

    What if you were recruited to fight an invisible war?

    Apr 15, 2025·47m
  101. 101

    What if you were the girl locked upstairs?

    Apr 8, 2025·57m
  102. 102

    What if they stole a year of your life?

    Apr 1, 2025·1h 24m
  103. 103

    Listen Now: Don’t Cross Kat

    Mar 31, 2025·6m
  104. 104

    A World Beyond Revenge: What if you identified the wrong man?

    Mar 25, 2025·1h 14m
  105. 105

    A World Beyond Revenge: What if your son was killed by a distracted driver?

    Mar 18, 2025·44m
  106. 106

    Introducing: Law & Crime’s LUIGI

    Mar 17, 2025·6m
  107. 107

    A World Beyond Revenge: What if you were the common denominator?

    Mar 11, 2025·58m
  108. 108

    Restorative Justice in the UK vs the US: A Conversation with Keeva Baxter

    Mar 6, 2025·53m
  109. 109

    A World Beyond Revenge: What if they got the wrong guy?

    Mar 4, 2025·45m
  110. 110

    The Framework of Restorative Justice: A Conversation with Yoana Tchoukleva

    Feb 27, 2025·1h 5m
  111. 111

    A World Beyond Revenge: What if your brother was murdered in a hate crime?

    Feb 25, 2025·1h
  112. 112

    Listen Now: Scam Factory

    Feb 24, 2025·6m
  113. 113

    What if nothing could tear us apart? Part 2: Daniel

    Feb 18, 2025·54m
  114. 114

    Introducing: Blood Vines

    Feb 14, 2025·8m
  115. 115

    What if nothing could tear us apart? Part 1: Donna

    Feb 11, 2025·1h 5m
  116. 116

    What if you survived the Burundian genocide?

    Feb 4, 2025·50m
  117. 117

    What if you were held captive in plain sight?

    Jan 28, 2025·59m
  118. 118

    Listen Now: We Came to the Forest

    Jan 27, 2025·6m
  119. 119

    What if you risked your freedom to liberate the animals?

    Jan 21, 2025·1h 5m
  120. 120

    What if you were a political hostage in Iran?

    Jan 14, 2025·1h 9m
  121. 121

    What if you survived a serial killer? [Rebroadcast #259]

    Jan 7, 2025·58m
  122. 122

    What if you ran the ER five blocks away? [Rebroadcast #202]

    Dec 31, 2024·50m
  123. 123

    What if nine bullets shattered your dreams? [Rebroadcast #240]

    Dec 24, 2024·57m
  124. 124

    What if you spent 7 years in a Thai prison?

    Dec 17, 2024·1h 2m
  125. 125

    What if you were caught in a spiral of violence?

    Dec 10, 2024·54m
  126. 126

    What if you suffered decades of excessive punishment?

    Dec 3, 2024·58m
  127. 127

    What if you had an unquenchable thirst for danger?

    Nov 26, 2024·57m
  128. 128

    What if you kept knocking at death’s door?

    Nov 19, 2024·49m
  129. 129

    What if someone gave up everything to save you?

    Nov 12, 2024·59m
  130. 130

    What if you thought you got away with it?

    Nov 5, 2024·58m
  131. 131

    What if they delighted in your misery?

    Oct 29, 2024·51m
  132. 132

    What if you escaped a polygamous cult?

    Oct 22, 2024·1h 1m
  133. 133

    What if you were left for dead?

    Oct 15, 2024·1h 4m
  134. 134

    What if your parachute didn’t open?

    Oct 8, 2024·52m
  135. 135

    What if you saw the black mass of death?

    Oct 1, 2024·1h
  136. 136

    What if the worst was yet to come?

    Sep 24, 2024·55m
  137. 137

    What if you had to relearn who you are?? [Rebroadcast #111]

    Sep 20, 2024·40m
  138. 138

    What if you killed the wrong person?

    Sep 17, 2024·57m
  139. 139

    What if your son was murdered at Sandy Hook?

    Sep 10, 2024·1h 4m
  140. 140

    What if you were on the 68th floor? [Rebroadcast #203]

    Sep 3, 2024·51m
  141. 141

    What if a horrifying loss led to a grand adventure? [Rebroadcast #179]

    Aug 27, 2024·50m
  142. 142

    What if your cry for help led to an unthinkable tragedy? [Rebroadcast #173]

    Aug 20, 2024·44m
  143. 143

    What if you couldn't stop shining? [Rebroadcast #189]

    Aug 13, 2024·47m
  144. 144

    What if you faced the monster in the mirror? [Rebroadcast #215]

    Aug 6, 2024·1h 1m
  145. 145

    The 82 Percent: Podcast Live Event at Mannys

    Aug 1, 2024·1h 48m
  146. 146

    What if they died in your hands? [Rebroadcast #220]

    Jul 30, 2024·52m
  147. 147

    The 82 Percent: Bonus Conversation with Alex Chen

    Jul 25, 2024·42m
  148. 148

    The 82 Percent #6: What if you became your husband’s guardian?

    Jul 23, 2024·59m
  149. 149

    The 82 Percent #5: What if you were a seahorse dad?

    Jul 16, 2024·58m
  150. 150

    The 82 Percent #4: What if you found your family on the path of celibacy?

    Jul 9, 2024·54m
  151. 151

    The 82 Percent: Bonus Conversation with Jessica Fern

    Jul 4, 2024·39m
  152. 152

    The 82 Percent #3: What if you discovered a new way to love?

    Jul 2, 2024·52m
  153. 153

    The 82 Percent #2: What if you grew up in a polyamorous family?

    Jun 25, 2024·56m
  154. 154

    The 82 Percent: Bonus Conversation with Heath Schechinger and Lily Lamboy

    Jun 20, 2024·53m
  155. 155

    The 82 Percent #1: What if you were asexual?

    Jun 18, 2024·52m
  156. 156

    What if you were suddenly a blank slate?

    Jun 11, 2024·1h 1m
  157. 157

    What if you kept hitting rock bottom?

    Jun 4, 2024·51m
  158. 158

    What if they tried to erase you?

    May 28, 2024·48m
  159. 159

    What if your mom believed she was the good witch?

    May 21, 2024·50m
  160. 160

    What if you couldn’t find your way home?

    May 14, 2024·58m
  161. 161

    What if your daughter went missing?

    May 7, 2024·57m
  162. 162

    What if you found peace in the fog of war?

    Apr 30, 2024·1h
  163. 163

    What if a masked man appeared at the foot of your bed?

    Apr 23, 2024·57m
  164. 164

    What if your life became a movie?

    Apr 16, 2024·54m
  165. 165

    What if you harbored an unrelenting fury?

    Apr 9, 2024·54m
  166. 166

    What if you had to find your own salvation?

    Apr 2, 2024·52m
  167. 167

    What if you believed your love could cure him?

    Mar 26, 2024·57m
  168. 168

    What if you danced for those who couldn’t?

    Mar 19, 2024·50m
  169. 169

    What if your mother disappeared?

    Mar 12, 2024·45m
  170. 170

    What if you gave everything to The Job?

    Mar 5, 2024·50m
  171. 171

    What if they couldn’t wake me up?

    Feb 27, 2024·1h 1m
  172. 172

    What if you spent 15 hours on the edge of sanity? [Rebroadcast #89]

    Feb 20, 2024·46m
  173. 173

    What if you discovered you were the enemy? [Rebroadcast #230]

    Feb 13, 2024·56m
  174. 174

    What if you fell hard for the scam?

    Feb 6, 2024·1h 1m
  175. 175

    What if you lived someone else’s life?

    Jan 30, 2024·1h 2m
  176. 176

    What if you were expected to do no harm?

    Jan 23, 2024·49m
  177. 177

    What if you were poisoned?

    Jan 16, 2024·54m
  178. 178

    What if you swallowed 48 bags of cocaine? [Rebroadcast #156]

    Jan 9, 2024·47m
  179. 179

    What if you rescued everyone to save yourself? [Rebroadcast #198]

    Jan 2, 2024·52m
  180. 180

    What if you grew up in a violent gang? [Rebroadcast #163]

    Dec 26, 2023·53m
  181. 181

    What if your brother became a monster?

    Dec 19, 2023·1h
  182. 182

    What if you could only find closure within?

    Dec 12, 2023·52m
  183. 183

    What if you were pulled into the abyss?

    Dec 5, 2023·49m
  184. 184

    What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire? (300th episode)

    Nov 28, 2023·52m
  185. 185

    What if your only hope for life was choosing death?

    Nov 21, 2023·53m
  186. 186

    What if you were caught in the gears of the machine?

    Nov 14, 2023·50m
  187. 187

    What if you were a human jumper cable?

    Nov 7, 2023·48m
  188. 188

    What if you were haunted by the living and the dead?

    Oct 31, 2023·58m
  189. 189

    What if you had to betray your family to save them?

    Oct 24, 2023·55m
  190. 190

    What if you shot your girlfriend?

    Oct 17, 2023·49m
  191. 191

    What if you believed your son was possessed?

    Oct 10, 2023·52m
  192. 192

    What if a shocking lie revealed your inner truth?

    Oct 3, 2023·46m
  193. 193

    What if your wife had 21 personalities?

    Sep 26, 2023·1h 1m
  194. 194

    What if your husband entered The Void?

    Sep 19, 2023·1h 3m
  195. 195

    What if you walked into your high school with a shotgun?

    Sep 12, 2023·1h 3m
  196. 196

    What if you didn't know you were in a cult?

    Jul 25, 2023·1h 14m
  197. 197

    What if you couldn’t explain his heinous act?

    Jul 18, 2023·45m
  198. 198

    What if you were born without a hand?

    Jul 11, 2023·46m
  199. 199

    What if your life was not your own?

    Jul 4, 2023·56m
  200. 200

    What if you found the antidote in the venom?

    Jun 27, 2023·49m
  201. 201

    What if you saved your family from annihilation?

    Jun 20, 2023·48m
  202. 202

    What if you believed you were unlovable?

    Jun 13, 2023·59m
  203. 203

    What if you entered the belly of the Narco beast?

    Jun 6, 2023·1h 3m
  204. 204

    What if you lived on the line between life and death?

    May 30, 2023·56m
  205. 205

    What if you survived online child exploitation?

    May 23, 2023·44m
  206. 206

    What if you couldn't keep her safe?

    May 16, 2023·51m
  207. 207

    What if you survived the Bosnian genocide?

    May 9, 2023·1h 3m
  208. 208

    What if you left your kids held hostage?

    May 2, 2023·57m
  209. 209

    What if the demons were too large to see?

    Apr 25, 2023·52m
  210. 210

    What if you were crushed by 10,000 pounds of stone?

    Apr 18, 2023·48m
  211. 211

    Point Blank: Bonus Interview with Connor Sheets

    Apr 14, 2023·28m
  212. 212

    Point Blank: Inside the Mind of the Rancho Tehama Gunman

    Apr 13, 2023·26m
  213. 213

    Point Blank #5: What if you were the sister of the gunman?

    Apr 11, 2023·1h 2m
  214. 214

    Point Blank: Bonus Stories - Jared and James

    Apr 7, 2023·56m
  215. 215

    Point Blank #4: What if you made yourself a target?

    Apr 4, 2023·57m
  216. 216

    Point Blank #3: What if you shielded your students?

    Mar 28, 2023·45m
  217. 217

    Point Blank #2: What if your grandson was orphaned?

    Mar 21, 2023·43m
  218. 218

    Point Blank #1: What if you pled for your life?

    Mar 14, 2023·44m
  219. 219

    What if he followed you into the house?

    Mar 7, 2023·54m
  220. 220

    What if you were forced to keep the nanny's secret?

    Feb 28, 2023·48m
  221. 221

    What if you thought everyone was dead?

    Feb 21, 2023·54m
  222. 222

    What if a routine pickup led to a crushing blow?

    Feb 14, 2023·51m
  223. 223

    What if you were carjacked at gunpoint?

    Feb 7, 2023·45m
  224. 224

    What if a darkness destroyed your family?

    Jan 31, 2023·55m
  225. 225

    What if you were mauled by a grizzly bear?

    Jan 24, 2023·50m
  226. 226

    What if your mother was a victim of a secret government experiment?

    Jan 17, 2023·53m
  227. 227

    What if your husband claimed you were dead?

    Jan 10, 2023·50m
  228. 228

    What if you survived a serial killer?

    Dec 13, 2022·58m
  229. 229

    What if you fell in love with a vampire?

    Dec 6, 2022·56m
  230. 230

    What if you didn't know who to believe?

    Nov 29, 2022·53m
  231. 231

    What if you prepared your boyfriend's body?

    Nov 22, 2022·52m
  232. 232

    What if they didn't ask and you couldn't tell?

    Nov 15, 2022·48m
  233. 233

    What if your father annihilated the family?

    Nov 8, 2022·1h 6m
  234. 234

    What if you couldn't even remember the crash?

    Nov 1, 2022·44m
  235. 235

    What if you watched your mother disappear?

    Oct 25, 2022·46m
  236. 236

    What if a false allegation stole what you valued most?

    Oct 18, 2022·41m
  237. 237

    What if a devastating truth only deepened the mystery?

    Oct 11, 2022·55m
  238. 238

    What if you knew your baby was going to die?

    Oct 4, 2022·47m
  239. 239

    What if an invisible disease blew up your life?

    Sep 27, 2022·47m
  240. 240

    What if you didn't see the signs?

    Sep 20, 2022·50m
  241. 241

    What if you could never be what they wanted?

    Sep 13, 2022·46m
  242. 242

    What if you were taken to the dark side?

    Sep 6, 2022·48m
  243. 243

    What if you could never make him proud?

    Aug 30, 2022·41m
  244. 244

    What if you signed a billion-year contract?

    Aug 23, 2022·57m
  245. 245

    What if you woke up and couldn't move?

    Aug 16, 2022·56m
  246. 246

    What if you were the other woman?

    Aug 9, 2022·51m
  247. 247

    What if you suddenly felt like a werewolf? - [Rebroadcast - #119]

    Jul 26, 2022·48m
  248. 248

    What if a minor procedure left you permanently altered? - [Rebroadcast #135]

    Jul 12, 2022·46m
  249. 249

    What if nine bullets shattered your dreams?

    Jun 21, 2022·58m
  250. 250

    What if a single decision led to a spiral of loss?

    Jun 14, 2022·51m
  251. 251

    What if you were tortured in an Iranian prison?

    Jun 7, 2022·1h 10m
  252. 252

    What if your mom hoarded 90 cats?

    May 31, 2022·55m
  253. 253

    What if you had the worst roommate ever?

    May 24, 2022·1h 1m
  254. 254

    What if delusion consumed your family?

    May 17, 2022·52m
  255. 255

    What if your joy came with a tragic price?

    May 10, 2022·49m
  256. 256

    What if they invaded your home?

    May 3, 2022·43m
  257. 257

    What if you committed a hate crime?

    Apr 26, 2022·52m
  258. 258

    What if they all betrayed you?

    Apr 19, 2022·46m
  259. 259

    What if you discovered you were the enemy?

    Apr 12, 2022·56m
  260. 260

    What if your life unraveled thread by thread?

    Apr 5, 2022·48m
  261. 261

    What if you grew up with the ghosts of war?

    Mar 29, 2022·51m
  262. 262

    What if you faced a terrifying beast?

    Mar 22, 2022·48m
  263. 263

    What if you had three different faces?

    Mar 15, 2022·45m
  264. 264

    What if you stared into the abyss?

    Mar 8, 2022·44m
  265. 265

    What if they stole your childhood?

    Mar 1, 2022·51m
  266. 266

    What if you were the dirty little secret?

    Feb 22, 2022·45m
  267. 267

    What if you were a stranger in your own home?

    Feb 15, 2022·44m
  268. 268

    What if you were addicted to each other?

    Feb 8, 2022·45m
  269. 269

    What if they died in your hands?

    Feb 1, 2022·51m
  270. 270

    What if you bled to death?

    Jan 25, 2022·50m
  271. 271

    What if the family glue came undone?

    Jan 18, 2022·51m
  272. 272

    What if you saw the face of death?

    Jan 11, 2022·53m
  273. 273

    What if you opened Pandora's Box?

    Dec 14, 2021·55m
  274. 274

    What if you faced the monster in the mirror?

    Dec 7, 2021·1h 1m
  275. 275

    What if you woke up in oblivion?

    Nov 30, 2021·45m
  276. 276

    What if they were murdered trying to protect you?

    Nov 23, 2021·50m
  277. 277

    What if everyone pretended you were dead?

    Nov 16, 2021·48m
  278. 278

    What if you had to let her go to save yourself?

    Nov 9, 2021·52m
  279. 279

    What if you didn't know where they were taking you?

    Nov 2, 2021·56m
  280. 280

    What if you ran through the pain?

    Oct 19, 2021·50m
  281. 281

    What if you faced the ultimate betrayal?

    Oct 12, 2021·51m
  282. 282

    What if no one believed you?

    Oct 5, 2021·51m
  283. 283

    The Long Shadow: Bonus - Interview with Whit Missildine and Dan Taberski

    Sep 30, 2021·40m
  284. 284

    The Long Shadow: What if you processed the remains?

    Sep 28, 2021·49m
  285. 285

    The Long Shadow: What if you fought the fire?

    Sep 21, 2021·50m
  286. 286

    The Long Shadow: What if you were on the 68th floor?

    Sep 14, 2021·51m
  287. 287

    The Long Shadow: What if you ran the ER five blocks away?

    Sep 7, 2021·52m
  288. 288

    What if you believed it was all your fault?

    Aug 31, 2021·50m
  289. 289

    What if you were consumed by your only cure?

    Aug 24, 2021·58m
  290. 290

    What if your deepest friendship was your darkest fate?

    Aug 17, 2021·52m
  291. 291

    What if you rescued everyone to save yourself?

    Aug 10, 2021·53m
  292. 292

    What if you died?

    Aug 3, 2021·1h 6m
  293. 293

    What if you survived a genocide? [Rebroadcast - #113]

    Jul 27, 2021·51m
  294. 294

    What if you had a ten-year nightmare? [Rebroadcast - #103]

    Jul 20, 2021·48m
  295. 295

    What if you went missing?

    Jun 22, 2021·1h 7m
  296. 296

    What if you never stopped searching?

    Jun 15, 2021·56m
  297. 297

    What if you ran but couldn't hide?

    Jun 8, 2021·58m
  298. 298

    What if your deepest secret was shared with the world?

    Jun 1, 2021·1h 3m
  299. 299

    What if one wrong turn meant life or death?

    May 25, 2021·45m
  300. 300

    What if you suffered from trichotillomania?

    May 18, 2021·35m
  301. 301

    What if your fairytale was finally within reach?

    May 11, 2021·45m
  302. 302

    What if you couldn't stop shining?

    May 4, 2021·47m
  303. 303

    What if you spent four years inside?

    Apr 27, 2021·50m
  304. 304

    What if you were trapped all over again?

    Apr 20, 2021·48m
  305. 305

    What if you were consumed by a preposterous phobia?

    Apr 13, 2021·45m
  306. 306

    What if you kept shaking hands with death?

    Apr 6, 2021·49m
  307. 307

    What if you didn't know who he was?

    Mar 30, 2021·52m
  308. 308

    What if everyone was watching you?

    Mar 23, 2021·50m
  309. 309

    What if your daughter committed a seemingly unforgivable act?

    Mar 16, 2021·46m
  310. 310

    What if you committed a seemingly unforgivable act?

    Mar 9, 2021·56m
  311. 311

    What if your plane was hijacked?

    Mar 2, 2021·39m
  312. 312

    What if a horrifying loss led to a grand adventure?

    Feb 23, 2021·51m
  313. 313

    What if you couldn't tell him what really happened?

    Feb 16, 2021·57m
  314. 314

    What if you woke up two months later?

    Feb 9, 2021·39m
  315. 315

    What if you were trapped in a never-ending dream?

    Feb 2, 2021·45m
  316. 316

    What if you had their knee on your neck?

    Jan 26, 2021·46m
  317. 317

    What if you couldn't remember that night?

    Jan 19, 2021·53m
  318. 318

    What if your cry for help led to an unthinkable tragedy?

    Jan 12, 2021·44m
  319. 319

    What if you were lured into an unspeakable hell?

    Dec 15, 2020·57m
  320. 320

    What if you saw inside the belly of the beast?

    Dec 8, 2020·38m
  321. 321

    What if you didn't sleep for 120 hours?

    Dec 1, 2020·54m
  322. 322

    What if you were an Adult Baby Diaper Lover?

    Nov 24, 2020·40m
  323. 323

    What if you believed you were Jesus Christ?

    Nov 17, 2020·55m
  324. 324

    What if you had a fetish for disgust?

    Nov 10, 2020·36m
  325. 325

    What if you didn't have any fear?

    Nov 3, 2020·56m
  326. 326

    What if you were a blind dominatrix?

    Oct 27, 2020·38m
  327. 327

    What if a shocking accusation devastated your family?

    Oct 20, 2020·53m
  328. 328

    Introducing This is Actually Happening

    Oct 17, 2020·2m
  329. 329

    What if you grew up in a violent gang?

    Oct 6, 2020·51m
  330. 330

    What if you grew up in a cult?

    Sep 22, 2020·1h
  331. 331

    What if you suffered a shocking loss?

    Sep 8, 2020·46m
  332. 332

    Happenings Vol. 1: No Man's Land

    Sep 1, 2020·1h 14m
  333. 333

    What if you were assaulted by a stranger in the dark?

    Aug 25, 2020·44m
  334. 334

    What if someone you love committed a monstrous crime?

    Aug 11, 2020·0m
  335. 335

    What if you entered The Void?

    Jul 28, 2020·1h 8m
  336. 336

    What if you couldn't tell anyone?

    Jun 16, 2020·51m
  337. 337

    What if you swallowed 48 bags of cocaine?

    Jun 2, 2020·45m
  338. 338

    What if you had to pull the plug?

    May 19, 2020·48m
  339. 339

    What if your mom was murdered by a serial killer?

    May 5, 2020·46m
  340. 340

    BONUS Episode - Tyson Was Abducted - from What Was That Like podcast

    Apr 28, 2020·1h 14m
  341. 341

    What if you wanted to disappear?

    Apr 21, 2020·49m
  342. 342

    What if you were a human shield?

    Apr 7, 2020·53m
  343. 343

    What if he made you think you were crazy?

    Mar 24, 2020·48m
  344. 344

    What if you were trapped in a cycle of abuse?

    Mar 10, 2020·52m
  345. 345

    What if you committed child sexual abuse?

    Feb 25, 2020·1h 6m
  346. 346

    What if you killed someone?

    Feb 11, 2020·1h
  347. 347

    What if your best friend was dying?

    Jan 28, 2020·48m
  348. 348

    What if you thought your mother was a robot?

    Jan 14, 2020·47m
  349. 349

    What if your best friend met a tragic fate?

    Dec 17, 2019·41m
  350. 350

    What if you suffered from postpartum depression?

    Dec 3, 2019·52m
  351. 351

    What if you were seduced into a whole new world?

    Nov 19, 2019·1h 9m
  352. 352

    What if it happened in broad daylight?

    Nov 5, 2019·48m
  353. 353

    What if you witnessed a horrific act?

    Oct 22, 2019·32m
  354. 354

    What if you were entangled in a web of shame?

    Oct 8, 2019·43m
  355. 355

    What if your father disappeared?

    Sep 24, 2019·50m
  356. 356

    What if at three months pregnant your world was turned upside down?

    Sep 10, 2019·42m
  357. 357

    What if you were the one to break the silence?

    Aug 27, 2019·44m
  358. 358

    What if you had to fight for your life?

    Aug 20, 2019·40m
  359. 359

    What if a minor procedure left you permanently altered?

    Aug 13, 2019·44m
  360. 360

    Season 9 Announcements

    Aug 6, 2019·3m
  361. 361

    What if your singular dream fell to pieces?

    Jun 11, 2019·40m
  362. 362

    What if your life went up in flames?

    May 28, 2019·40m
  363. 363

    What if you were kept from the one you loved most?

    May 14, 2019·30m
  364. 364

    What if a psychotic break split your life wide open?

    Apr 30, 2019·32m
  365. 365

    What if you had thoughts of harming those you love most?

    Apr 16, 2019·37m
  366. 366

    What if your boyfriend lit himself on fire? (1st episode)

    Sep 11, 2013·13m