TrueLife

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Fictional chemistry, real nervous-system pressure.

The gist

TrueLife works like a lab notebook written during a metaphysical emergency. Its recent episodes move between invented compounds, altered-state trip reports, casino-floor visions, bodily panic, shame, dignity, and the strange comedy of consciousness noticing itself.

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About TrueLife

TrueLife treats consciousness as a place where chemistry, dread, comedy, and revelation keep interrupting one another. Its recent run is full of fictional compounds with elaborate names and mechanisms: KATAPT, THALASSINE-7, DIGNIN, Lexicon 7, and Psi-Collapse. Those inventions are not just worldbuilding props. They give the show a way to stage altered perception with technical vocabulary, bodily consequence, and emotional pressure all running at once. One episode begins with an unintended overdose in a kitchen and turns toward panic, comparison, money, and the habit of looking away. Another frames a hypothetical oceanic compound around a rip current, a daughter on someone's back, and the body's decision to continue. The casino stories change the setting but keep the same nervous-system charge. Suit 488 moves through parking lots, employee corridors, soft count rooms, machines, cameras, uniforms, and the strange daylight after a night shift. Money becomes smell, weight, residue. Prayer beads on a casino floor become a small object with more gravity than the room around it. TrueLife is often extravagant, but it is not loose. It builds scenes out of repeated details: timestamps, machines, rooms, bodies, surfaces, tasks, and the exact second when ordinary control fails. The show can be funny in the middle of abstraction. It can also be severe. Mirrors talk, bathroom floors become quantum jokes, and clinical terms bump against family fear, institutional processing, and the private arithmetic of shame. The voice is direct, ritualistic, and rhythm-heavy, with short lines cutting through long visionary passages. It does not present a clean boundary between real mechanism and invented mythology. That tension is the point. TrueLife gives a listener fictional drugs, casino mysticism, and altered-state monologues, then keeps returning to one question: what remains when the protective story drops?

Made for: Suits a listener who wants speculative altered-state fiction with dense sensory writing, invented pharmacology, and emotional stakes. It is best for someone comfortable with intense interior narration rather than tidy explanation.

What sets it apart: Suits a listener who wants a show where fictional compounds are written like technical case reports and spiritual ordeals at the same time. The casino episodes widen that method into workplace ritual, money, exhaustion, and accidental grace.

In their own words

What happens when a scientist, a mystic, and a comedian walk into your nervous system and refuse to leave? TrueLife is speculative audio that takes the most dangerous ideas in neuroscience, consciousness, and human potential — and makes them impossible to unhear. Fictional compounds. Real mechanisms. Experiences that don’t have names yet. For the seekers, the rebels, and everyone who has ever suspected that reality is significantly stranger than advertised.

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The bathroom mirror starts giving metaphysical advice; you may never brush your back molars quite the same.

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  • your imaginary compounds described with enough technical confidence to make you check whether they exist
  • to hear a toothbrush become an argument about who, exactly, is doing the brushing
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Looking Into The Mirror On Drugs - KATAPT♾️ - Bifurcated tryptamine-salvinorin hybridMar 19, 2026

Ketept turns a bathroom mirror into a dry, funny argument about consciousness and toothbrushing.

Ketept treats consciousness as inverted rather than expanded, then lets a bathroom mirror patiently argue the point through selfhood, perception, and toothbrushing.

The Chaos Begins: An Unintended OverdoseMar 1, 2026

A planned microdose becomes a domestic crisis, then a reluctant look at what the mind has been avoiding.

A 50-microgram microdose plan unravels in a Hawaii kitchen, with spilled ethylade, chicken soup, a crockpot, and a wife due home at five turning a controlled experiment into a full-body emergency.

New Drug - THALASSINE-7 - Next Generation Psychedelic Compounds - Synthesis, Trip ReportFeb 24, 2026

A drug's molecular theory turns into a rip-current fight, where every stroke carries the weight of a decision.

Thalassine-7 frames its strange premise through the voice of a 7-O-metrogonine-DMT conjugate, part 7-hydroxymetrogonine derivative, part dimethyltryptamine moiety, part cortistatin analog.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    Designing the Systems That Come After | On Value, Collapse, and Coherence

    ·1h 51m
  2. 2

    The Mathematics of Spirit, The Spirit of Mathematics

    ·1h 42m
  3. 3

    Adam Lopez: Future Blues - The Last Outlaw of Sound

    ·1h 44m
  4. 4

    Matt Ritchey - Kill The Guru, Build The Circle

    ·1h 10m
  5. 5

    8 Old Gods That Are Dying Before Our Eyes

    ·1h
  6. 6

    Rev.Dr. Jessica Rochester - From Screens to Society: The Hidden Effects of Social Media on Behavior

    ·1h 10m
  7. 7

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Prayer Beads

    ·25m
  8. 8

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Money Temple

    ·17m
  9. 9

    New Drug - Lexicon 7 (N-Dimensional-Semantic-Tryptamine)— Synthesis/Trip Report

    ·48m
  10. 10

    Adam Butler - Nothing Left To Hold Onto

    ·2h 15m
  11. 11

    Looking Into The Mirror On Drugs - KATAPT♾️ - Bifurcated tryptamine-salvinorin hybrid

    ·30m
  12. 12

    The Chaos Begins: An Unintended Overdose

    ·31m
  13. 13

    New Drug - THALASSINE-7 - Next Generation Psychedelic Compounds - Synthesis, Trip Report

    ·26m
  14. 14

    New Drug - DIGNIN - Next Generation Psychedelic Compounds

    ·20m
  15. 15

    New Drug - 4-NarrO-DMT — Synthesis/Trip Report

    ·29m
  16. 16

    Flatland - The Logos Virus

    ·33m
  17. 17

    Flatland - Intro to the Ineffable

    ·26m
  18. 18

    Flatland - Your Future Self, Reaching Back to Edit Your Present

    ·21m
  19. 19

    Flatland- You Are Living in Flatland (And You Don’t Even Know It)

    ·20m
  20. 20

    Don Quixote - The Final Battle

    ·21m
  21. 21

    Don Quixote - Is Your Vision Real or Are You Delusional

    ·21m
  22. 22

    Don Quixote - Sancho Panza & The Gig Economy

    ·18m
  23. 23

    Don Quixote - Windmills & Algorithms

    ·16m
  24. 24

    A Conversation W/François Vix: Beauty, Health, & the Immune System

    ·1h 37m
  25. 25

    Daily Transmission - The Irony of the Billionaire Beast

    ·27m
  26. 26

    Daily Transmission - You are Not Witnessing Chaos; You are Being Consolidated

    ·20m
  27. 27

    Daily Transmission - The Mechanics of Debt Perpetuation

    ·19m
  28. 28

    Daily Transmission - Cultivating Dependence

    ·18m
  29. 29

    Daily Transmission - Engineered Shortages & Scarcity Warfare

    ·16m
  30. 30

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Racist. Your Being Played

    ·16m
  31. 31

    Daily Transmission -Synthetic Biology Exposed: Genetic Control and Human Rewriting

    ·11m
  32. 32

    Daily Transmission - Forbidden Breathwork Secrets: The Waves They Dread You’ll Master

    ·10m
  33. 33

    Daily Transmission - Unveiling the Power of Forgotten Frequencies

    ·11m
  34. 34

    Daily Transmission - Dangerous Ideas

    ·12m
  35. 35

    Daily Transmission - The Predators You Call Civilasation

    ·10m
  36. 36

    From Broken System to National Network: The Untold Story of Trevor Colhoun

    ·1h 10m
  37. 37

    Daily Transmission - Weakness Is the New Virtue

    ·9m
  38. 38

    THE MEN WHO CAME BACK ON FIRE

    ·1h 27m
  39. 39

    What Kat Walsh Saw in the Dark Will Change the Psychedelic Movement Forever

    ·1h 33m
  40. 40

    Daily Transmission - Obedience Masquerades as Morality

    ·9m
  41. 41

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Informed…You Are Conditioned

    ·10m
  42. 42

    Layered Reality, Participatory Consciousness, and Sacred Architecture of Existence

    ·1h 23m
  43. 43

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Burned Out…..You’re Being Farmed

    ·10m
  44. 44

    Post-Truth Rebellion: Who Controls the Past Controls the Future

    ·34m
  45. 45

    Why Everyone Is Angry: Rage Bait, Political Violence & the Attention Economy (2025 Year in Review)

    ·39m
  46. 46

    Tanya Griffin - Sex, Drugs, & Counterculture

    ·1h 30m
  47. 47

    Beyond the Hero’s Journey: Dr. Suzy Ross Reveals the Hidden Half of Transformation (Figure 8 Model)

    ·1h 40m
  48. 48

    Dr. Aubrey de Grey: Why We Will Defeat Aging in Our Lifetime (and How You Can Help)

    ·1h 7m
  49. 49

    The Outlaw Who Became a Mycelial King: Building the Biggest Psilocybin Community in the U.S.

    ·1h 43m
  50. 50

    The Lila Code: The Fourth Law That Explains Cancer, War, Consciousness, and Collapse

    ·2h
  51. 51

    Health Reform 2025

    ·1h 27m
  52. 52

    The Immortality Grift: Why We Fear Death, and How Real Spiritual Adulthood Begins

    ·1h 7m
  53. 53

    The War on Consciousness: Psychedelics, Rebellion, and the Stories That Won’t Die

    ·1h 12m
  54. 54

    From Microphone to Movement: The Psychedelic Podcast Masterclass

    ·1h 34m
  55. 55

    The DMT Code: Danny Goler on Proving We Live in a Simulation

    ·1h 39m
  56. 56

    Noah Healy: Algorithmist with a Conscience Redesigning Global Markets, Ethical Finance, and the Future of Commodity Trading

    ·2h 13m
  57. 57

    Memory Is Rebellion: Chris Claussen on Brain Health, Cognitive Performance & Functional Mushrooms

    ·1h 44m
  58. 58

    Hamilton Souther: When the Algorithm Dreams in Chlorophyll – Shamanic Intelligence in the Age of AI

    ·1h 9m
  59. 59

    True & Necessary: A Manifesto Against the Manufactured Mind

    ·1h 17m
  60. 60

    Christopher Hadnagy - Human Hacking

    ·1h 38m
  61. 61

    The Man Teaching Microbes to Dream

    ·1h 21m
  62. 62

    The Next Evolution of A.I. - Building Computers From Living Neurons

    ·1h 5m
  63. 63

    Molecules of Tomorrow: Psychedelic Science at the Edge of Innovation

    ·2h 29m
  64. 64

    Whistleblowers in the Kingdom of Lies

    ·1h 46m
  65. 65

    Rev. Dr. Jessica Rochester - The Dark Side of Beauty

    ·1h 14m
  66. 66

    Voyage of Initiation - Where Were You The Last Time You Felt Loved?

    ·2h 18m
  67. 67

    Doug Lynam - Integration, The Enneagram, & Stacking Psychedelics,

    ·1h 34m
  68. 68

    Rivers Through Stone - Chaos, Care, & Medicine

    ·1h 43m
  69. 69

    Rev. Dr. Jessica Rochester - The Geometry of Collaboration

    ·1h 3m
  70. 70

    Ryan Latreille - Quiet Courage Changes Everything

    ·1h 35m
  71. 71

    The Hidden Geometry of Psychedelic Collaboration

    ·1h 21m
  72. 72

    Jessie Monreal - Psychedelics & The Underground Railroad of Recovery

    ·59m
  73. 73

    Stephan Kerby - Healing at the Edge of Reality

    ·1h 7m
  74. 74

    The New Eleusinian Mysteries - Shark Tank Aftershock

    ·1h 45m
  75. 75

    Adam Miezio - The Good, The Bad, & The Octopus

    ·1h 54m
  76. 76

    EVE: Intimacy After Infinity

    ·1h 29m
  77. 77

    Smoke, Storm, & Ceremony - The Rebirth of Heather Mack

    ·1h 28m
  78. 78

    The Machine We Built To Serve Us

    ·1h 23m
  79. 79

    Zachary Marlow - Transmissions From The Edge

    ·1h 28m
  80. 80

    Jessica - Addiction Took Everything, Now She is fighting Back

    ·1h 4m
  81. 81

    Sabba Nazhand & Jack Gorsline - Psychedelic Science Exodous

    ·18m
  82. 82

    Jenny Chen Robertson - Psychedelic Science 2025

    ·37m
  83. 83

    Keith Heinzerling - This Man Is Rewiring Humanity

    ·48m
  84. 84

    Veronica Oquendo - Psychedelics From Ecuador to Denver

    ·25m
  85. 85

    Dr. Lucía Levenberg - Psychedelics, Psychotherapy, & Argentina

    ·24m
  86. 86

    Dr. Corina Romo - Bloodlines, Botanicals, and Breakthroughs

    ·23m
  87. 87

    Lewis Goldberg - Crafting the Psychedelic Narrative: Inside KCSA’s Media Strategy

    ·36m
  88. 88

    Vicente Alonso - Iboga, Initiation, & Introspection

    ·1h 33m
  89. 89

    Blood, Plants, & Power: W/Stephanie Abrams & Jenn Zuckerman

    ·1h
  90. 90

    Speak Loud. Die Free. Broadcast Truth. - Jack Gorsline & Alex Detmering

    ·1h 56m
  91. 91

    Greg Shanken - The Psychedelic Playhouse

    ·1h 4m
  92. 92

    Joshua Moyer - How Music Finds Us in Our Darkest Moments

    ·1h 13m
  93. 93

    Anders Beatty - Iboga: Escape the Healing Industrial Complex

    ·1h 35m
  94. 94

    Rev. Dr. Jessica Rochester - Ayahuasca Awakenings, Equality

    ·1h 31m
  95. 95

    Eric Postow - Where Law Meets Mysticism

    ·1h 11m
  96. 96

    Sabba Nazhand - The Last Sermon on Leadership

    ·1h 1m
  97. 97

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Money Temple

    ·17m
  98. 98

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Prayer Beads

    ·25m
  99. 99

    Daily Transmission - Manufactured Outrage, Media Manipulation, & Viral Anger,

    This episode critiques how media and power structures engineer outrage to exhaust and misdirect public anger, turning it into a tool for control rather than change.

    ·20m
  100. 100

    New Drug - Psi-Collapse (3,4-Methylenedioxy-N-Superposition-Amphetamine)- Synthesis/Trip Report

    The host introduces a fictional psychedelic compound called Psi-Collapse, describing its theoretical synthesis and effects.

    ·37m
  101. 101

    Daily Transmission - Understanding the Normalization of Surveillance

    This episode critiques the normalization of pervasive surveillance in modern life, arguing that convenience masks a system of total monitoring.

    ·20m
  102. 102

    Calm Is Power: The Secret Science Founders Don’t Know

    Vladislav Andreev discusses how calmness and stillness can be strategic tools for founders to enhance leadership and performance.

    ·1h 9m
  103. 103

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Prayer Beads

    A security guard recounts a mysterious encounter with a white owl in a casino parking lot at 1 a.m., setting the stage for an unusual night.

    Mar 26, 2026·25m
  104. 104

    Night Priests of the Casino - The Money Temple

    A night shift security guard reflects on his life and work at a casino, starting with a poignant personal note about his wife's cancer recovery.

    Mar 25, 2026·17m
  105. 105

    Adam Butler - Nothing Left To Hold Onto

    Mar 23, 2026·2h 15m
  106. 106

    Looking Into The Mirror On Drugs - KATAPT♾️ - Bifurcated tryptamine-salvinorin hybrid

    Hidden gem

    A detailed description of a novel psychedelic compound called KATAPT that inverts the directionality of consciousness rather than distorting perception.

    Mar 19, 2026·30m·2 clips
  107. 107

    The Chaos Begins: An Unintended Overdose

    Hidden gem

    A man accidentally overdoses on LSD while attempting a microdose in his kitchen during the pandemic.

    Mar 1, 2026·31m·2 clips
  108. 108

    New Drug - THALASSINE-7 - Next Generation Psychedelic Compounds - Synthesis, Trip Report

    Hidden gem

    A detailed description of a novel psychedelic compound THALASSINE-7, its molecular structure, mechanism of action, and subjective effects.

    Feb 24, 2026·26m·1 clip
  109. 109

    New Drug - DIGNIN - Next Generation Psychedelic Compounds

    Feb 20, 2026·20m
  110. 110

    New Drug - Lexicon 7 (N-Dimensional-Semantic-Tryptamine)— Synthesis/Trip Report

    Hidden gem

    TrueLife presents Lexicon 7 as a fictional tryptamine inspired by octopus communication, 4-HO-DMT, and seven semantic axes.

    Feb 16, 2026·48m·2 clips
  111. 111

    New Drug - Psi-Collapse (3,4-Methylenedioxy-N-Superposition-Amphetamine)- Synthesis/Trip Report

    Hidden gem

    TrueLife presents Psi-Collapse as a fictional MDMA analog whose proposed superposition chemistry violates thermodynamics and quantum mechanics.

    Feb 14, 2026·37m·2 clips
  112. 112

    New Drug - 4-NarrO-DMT — Synthesis/Trip Report

    Hidden gem

    TrueLife builds 4-Naro-DMT as an explicitly imaginary compound, assigning it a proposed 5-HT2A and sigma-1 mechanism.

    Feb 12, 2026·29m·2 clips
  113. 113

    Flatland - The Logos Virus

    The golem wasn't fiction. It was instruction: language arranged precisely becomes flesh.

    Feb 4, 2026·33m·2 clips
  114. 114

    Flatland - Intro to the Ineffable

    Jan 31, 2026·26m
  115. 115

    Flatland - Your Future Self, Reaching Back to Edit Your Present

    Jan 28, 2026·21m
  116. 116

    Flatland- You Are Living in Flatland (And You Don’t Even Know It)

    Jan 27, 2026·20m
  117. 117

    Don Quixote - The Final Battle

    Jan 26, 2026·21m
  118. 118

    Don Quixote - Is Your Vision Real or Are You Delusional

    Jan 23, 2026·21m
  119. 119

    Don Quixote - Sancho Panza & The Gig Economy

    Jan 23, 2026·18m
  120. 120

    Don Quixote - Windmills & Algorithms

    Jan 21, 2026·16m
  121. 121

    A Conversation W/François Vix: Beauty, Health, & the Immune System

    Jan 14, 2026·1h 37m
  122. 122

    Daily Transmission - The Irony of the Billionaire Beast

    Jan 13, 2026·27m
  123. 123

    Daily Transmission - You are Not Witnessing Chaos; You are Being Consolidated

    Jan 9, 2026·20m
  124. 124

    Daily Transmission - The Mechanics of Debt Perpetuation

    Jan 7, 2026·19m
  125. 125

    Daily Transmission - Manufactured Outrage, Media Manipulation, & Viral Anger,

    Jan 7, 2026·20m
  126. 126

    Daily Transmission - Understanding the Normalization of Surveillance

    Jan 6, 2026·20m
  127. 127

    Daily Transmission - Cultivating Dependence

    Jan 2, 2026·18m
  128. 128

    Daily Transmission - Engineered Shortages & Scarcity Warfare

    Jan 1, 2026·16m
  129. 129

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Racist. Your Being Played

    Dec 31, 2025·16m
  130. 130

    Daily Transmission -Synthetic Biology Exposed: Genetic Control and Human Rewriting

    Dec 30, 2025·11m
  131. 131

    Daily Transmission - Unveiling the Power of Forgotten Frequencies

    Dec 29, 2025·11m
  132. 132

    Daily Transmission - Forbidden Breathwork Secrets: The Waves They Dread You’ll Master

    Dec 29, 2025·10m
  133. 133

    Daily Transmission - The Predators You Call Civilasation

    Dec 26, 2025·10m
  134. 134

    Daily Transmission - Dangerous Ideas

    Dec 26, 2025·12m
  135. 135

    From Broken System to National Network: The Untold Story of Trevor Colhoun

    Dec 24, 2025·1h 10m
  136. 136

    Designing the Systems That Come After | On Value, Collapse, and Coherence

    Dec 23, 2025·1h 51m
  137. 137

    THE MEN WHO CAME BACK ON FIRE

    Dec 23, 2025·1h 27m
  138. 138

    Daily Transmission - Weakness Is the New Virtue

    Dec 23, 2025·9m
  139. 139

    Daily Transmission - Obedience Masquerades as Morality

    Dec 22, 2025·9m
  140. 140

    Layered Reality, Participatory Consciousness, and Sacred Architecture of Existence

    Dec 19, 2025·1h 23m
  141. 141

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Informed…You Are Conditioned

    Dec 19, 2025·10m
  142. 142

    Daily Transmission - You Are Not Burned Out…..You’re Being Farmed

    Dec 18, 2025·10m
  143. 143

    Post-Truth Rebellion: Who Controls the Past Controls the Future

    Dec 17, 2025·34m
  144. 144

    Tanya Griffin - Sex, Drugs, & Counterculture

    Dec 16, 2025·1h 30m
  145. 145

    Why Everyone Is Angry: Rage Bait, Political Violence & the Attention Economy (2025 Year in Review)

    A year-in-review episode discussing the prevalence of rage bait, political violence, and the attention economy, focusing on the Israel-Gaza conflict and its impact on social media.

    Dec 16, 2025·39m
  146. 146

    Beyond the Hero’s Journey: Dr. Suzy Ross Reveals the Hidden Half of Transformation (Figure 8 Model)

    Dec 12, 2025·1h 40m
  147. 147

    Dr. Aubrey de Grey: Why We Will Defeat Aging in Our Lifetime (and How You Can Help)

    Dec 10, 2025·1h 7m
  148. 148

    The Outlaw Who Became a Mycelial King: Building the Biggest Psilocybin Community in the U.S.

    Dec 9, 2025·1h 43m
  149. 149

    The Lila Code: The Fourth Law That Explains Cancer, War, Consciousness, and Collapse

    Dec 8, 2025·2h
  150. 150

    Health Reform 2025

    Dec 6, 2025·1h 27m
  151. 151

    The Immortality Grift: Why We Fear Death, and How Real Spiritual Adulthood Begins

    Dec 3, 2025·1h 7m
  152. 152

    The War on Consciousness: Psychedelics, Rebellion, and the Stories That Won’t Die

    Dec 1, 2025·1h 12m