Still My Baby

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Still My Baby is a powerful, intimate limited series that tells the untold story of one of the most pivotal moments in modern American history - the murder of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri. Told from the perspective of Lezley McSpadden, Mike Brown’s mother, this is not a courtroom drama or a political explainer. It’s a portrait of Mike’s family told by those closest to him. The series traces the years before August 9, 2014, when Lezley was a young mom and Mike was just a funny, big-hearted kid. Then, everything changed. And in the deafening noise that followed - public shaming, national outrage, and a 400+ day uprising - one family was left behind, trying to pick up the pieces in priva…

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Mike Mike had Disney movies with Grandpa; you can hear the childhood behind the Ferguson headlines.

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  • to know Mike through his family's memories of his childhood, including his love of video games
  • to hear Lezley McSpadden describe making funeral arrangements while the world watched Ferguson
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Justice for Mike MikeJun 10, 2025

Leslie McSpadden moves from private grief toward public purpose after Michael Brown's murder.

Justice for Mike Mike stays close to Leslie McSpadden as she carries the shock of seeing Michael Brown under a white sheet into the long, uneven work of living after his murder.

They Shot Mike MikeJun 3, 2025

A mother's funeral preparations anchor Ferguson's national reckoning over Michael Brown's killing.

Michael Brown's killing is told through Leslie's grief as Ferguson becomes the center of a national movement. While protesters face riot gear, flash grenades, and tear gas, she is choosing a blue cardigan and plaid shirt, arranging a funeral, and writing an obituary for her son.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    Featuring: Julia Gets Wise with Ruth Reichl

    Julia Louis-Dreyfus revisits a conversation with Ruth Reichel about food, grief, and life, sharing a personal story of pregnancy loss.

    Nov 27, 2025·59m
  2. 2

    Listen Now: That Can’t Be True with Chelsea Clinton

    Oct 2, 2025·13m
  3. 3

    Listen Now: Alive with Steve Burns

    Sep 17, 2025·11m
  4. 4

    Listen Now: Talkaboutable

    Sep 9, 2025·9m
  5. 5

    Justice for Mike Mike

    Hidden gem

    Leslie McSpadden says she bought a Ferguson property and knocked on over 3,000 doors to run for city council.

    Jun 10, 2025·56m·2 clips
  6. 6

    They Shot Mike Mike

    Hidden gem

    Leslie McSpadden tells the story of August 9, 2014, when a call from her sister led her from Straub's to Canfield Drive and to the white sheet over Mike Brown.

    Jun 3, 2025·47m·2 clips
  7. 7

    Welcome to the World, Mike Mike

    Still My Baby: Welcome to the World, Mike Mike follows Leslie McSpadden's account of Michael Brown's birth on May 20, 1996, and childhood in St.

    May 27, 2025·48m·2 clips
  8. 8

    Introducing: Confessions of a Female Founder with Meghan

    Apr 8, 2025·8m
  9. 9

    Introducing: Pantsuit Politics

    Feb 24, 2025·1h 20m
  10. 10

    Listen Now: Being Trans

    Feb 14, 2025·49m
  11. 11

    Introducing: When It Clicked

    Jan 29, 2025·30m
  12. 12

    The Untold Story: Providing Access to Housing After Incarceration

    Hidden gem

    Still My Baby examines post-incarceration housing barriers through Leslie Creedle of Justice for Housing and Bernadette Butler of Impact Justice's Homecoming Project.

    Oct 3, 2023·31m·2 clips
  13. 13

    The Untold Story: Why we can’t incarcerate our way to public safety

    Nov 27, 2022·1h
  14. 14

    The Untold Story: Travon Asks If Microphones Really Stop Bullets

    Oct 25, 2022·48m
  15. 15

    The Untold Story: Travon Unravels the Racist Roots of Excited Delirium

    Still My Baby's episode, The Untold Story, examines how excited delirium was invoked after deaths involving George Floyd, Daniel Prude, Elijah McClain, Emmanuel Ellis, and Pat Burns.

    Oct 25, 2022·53m·2 clips
  16. 16

    The Untold Story: Travon Explores the Humanitarian Crisis on Rikers Island

    Oct 25, 2022·44m
  17. 17

    The Untold Story: Jay Learns Who Really Pays for Prison Time

    Mar 1, 2022·36m
  18. 18

    The Untold Story: Jay Learns that Forensic Science Isn't Very Scientific

    Feb 22, 2022·49m
  19. 19

    The Untold Story: Jay Learns that a Pair of Jeans Could Ruin Your Life

    Feb 15, 2022·46m
  20. 20

    The Untold Story: Breonna Taylor, No-Knock Raids and What We Can Do

    Nov 24, 2020·40m
  21. 21

    The Untold Story: Jay’s Ready to Nix the 6

    Aug 17, 2020·24m
  22. 22

    The Untold Story: Jay Separates Fact from Pseudo-Science

    A limited series exploring the murder of Michael Brown from his mother's perspective, blending personal narrative with crime analysis.

    Aug 12, 2020·36m
  23. 23

    The Untold Story: Jay Finds Activists Who Bear Witness, Take Notes, and Make Change

    The episode recounts a police traffic stop that escalates into violence, setting the stage for the Michael Brown case.

    Aug 4, 2020·32m
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    The Untold Story: Jay Learns Why Police Unions Matter

    This episode explores personal memories of police encounters and introduces a series about holding police accountable and creating change.

    Jul 28, 2020·24m