
Recovery stories without the soft focus.
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Rise Above with Kevin Lanning centers on long, candid conversations with people whose lives have been marked by addiction, anxiety, grief, violence, illness, and recovery. The tone is direct and emotionally exposed, with room for blackout history, family wreckage, and the awkward work of living differently afterward.
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About Rise Above with Kevin Lanning
Rise Above with Kevin Lanning is a recovery interview show with a high tolerance for hard truth. The conversations often begin in crisis and stay there long enough for the details to matter. Guests talk about addiction as a force that reshapes bodies, relationships, work, parenting, identity, and time. The show is blunt. It can also be tender. One episode follows Brenda Zane through the fear and exhaustion of parenting a son in fentanyl addiction, including overdoses, arrest, jail, medical emergencies, and the painful decision to send him away for treatment. Another follows Kimberly through PTSD, anxiety, cancer, alcohol, meth, and the strange logic of trying to survive while still protecting the substances that were destroying her. Other stories center on Xanax and alcohol blackouts, Adderall and gambling, grief after a son’s killing, and the private damage that partners absorb before sobriety arrives. Kevin Lanning keeps the format loose and immediate. He asks the obvious questions without sanding them down, and he often recognizes the recovery patterns as someone speaking from sobriety himself. That shared frame gives the show its momentum. It is not a lecture series. It is more like sitting close to a difficult conversation and hearing the parts people usually summarize away. The strongest episodes make room for the people around addiction: parents who need help, partners who stay too long or stay through change, and guests who have to name the behavior before they can describe the repair. There are moments of chaos, humor, disbelief, and relief. There is also repeated attention to what sober life actually interrupts: secrecy, performance, compulsive risk, isolation, and the need to keep numbing out. Rise Above with Kevin Lanning is best for listeners who want recovery stories with the weight still on them. It does not make pain decorative. It treats survival as the beginning of a harder, more honest conversation.
Made for: For listeners drawn to candid recovery stories about addiction, trauma, anxiety, family fallout, and sober rebuilding. It especially suits people who want emotionally direct interviews rather than polished wellness advice.
What sets it apart: The show gives equal weight to crisis and consequence, letting guests describe the messy mechanics of addiction before turning toward repair. Kevin Lanning’s questioning is personal, plainspoken, and rooted in shared sobriety.
In their own words
Welcome to Rise Above with Kevin Lanning. Join Kevin, a former Google executive in sobriety, as he shares inspiring stories of resilience. Each episode features individuals who have faced life’s toughest challenges—addiction, trauma, anxiety, and more—and emerged stronger. These conversations aren’t just about survival; they’re about thriving and finding practical solutions to rise above adversity. Kevin’s own journey through addiction and childhood trauma fuels his passion for sharing stories that uplift, educate, and inspire. Tune in and discover the strength within you.
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Episodes
- 1
I Drank a Liter of Vodka a Day While Raising My Kids
A woman shares her journey of achieving three years of sobriety after drinking a liter of vodka daily while raising her children, discussing the impact on her family and personal growth.
·1h 22m - 2
Inside a Heroin Addict's SHOCKING Addiction | How I Lost Everything and Now 12 Years Sober
A recovering heroin addict shares his journey of losing everything to addiction and achieving 12 years of sobriety through a supportive program.
·1h - 3
I Was Drinking at 12 and Doing LSD by 15 | Drugs, Modeling Party Culture & 11 Years Sober
A conversation about the guest's 11-year sobriety journey, exploring how alcohol and drug use intertwined with modeling industry culture and workplace social pressures.
·1h 2m - 4
Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle | Shooting During Pregnancy, Human Trafficked & Sobriety
A recovering heroin addict shares her journey from a life of addiction involving human trafficking and shooting up during pregnancy to finding sobriety, working in recovery, and dealing with parental guilt while being present for her children.
·1h 20m - 5
I Couldn’t Stop Drinking Once I Started… I Blacked Out Every Time
A bartender shares harrowing experiences with aggressive customers and discusses her journey to two years of sobriety after struggling with alcohol-induced blackouts.
·1h 7m - 6
From A Bronx Tale to Prison & Redemption | Lillo Brancato on Heroin, Rikers Island & 20 Years Sober
Lillo Brancato discusses his journey from heroin addiction and incarceration at Rikers Island to achieving 20 years of sobriety, highlighting a pivotal moment of realization after an overdose in jail.
·1h 28m - 7
Alcohol Nearly Killed Me at 27 | 13 Rehabs, Psych Wards & Near Death Experience
A recovering alcoholic shares his journey through multiple rehab attempts, near-death experiences, and the long process of achieving sobriety after years of struggle.
·1h 13m - 8
I Had No Veins Left… Fentanyl Was Eating My Body | Dr. Phil, Grand Theft Auto & Sobriety
A recovering addict shares his harrowing journey from prescription opioids to fentanyl and heroin addiction, culminating in his three-and-a-half-year sobriety milestone.
·1h 2m - 9
Overcoming a 300mg/Day Adderall Habit | 8 Years Sober
An interview with Anthony discussing his eight-year journey overcoming a 300mg/day Adderall addiction, focusing on the distinction between sobriety and recovery and the importance of lifestyle changes after five years.
·1h 14m - 10
Alcohol Was Killing Me | Hallucinations, Severe Esophagitis and How I Found Sobriety
A personal account of hitting rock bottom with alcoholism after losing a job and relationship, leading to a moment of self-admission and the beginning of a sobriety journey.
·1h 14m - 11
The "Perfect" Mom's Secret: Breaking the Cycle of Addiction
A mother discusses how her teenage children's experimentation with alcohol forced her to confront and manage her own drinking habits.
·55m - 12
“I Died for 10 Minutes” | Fentanyl Overdose, Crack Addiction & How I Got Sober
This episode features an interview with Crystal, who shares her journey from a challenging childhood and severe addiction to fentanyl and crack to achieving sobriety, including a near-death overdose experience.
·1h 39m - 13
"I Wanted The Batch That Killed 5 People" | Inside A Brutal Fentanyl Addiction
A former fentanyl addict shares how his recovery journey and personal struggles have shaped his successful real estate career by fostering deep connections and trust with clients.
·1h 15m - 14
Addicted to Heroin: Inside an Escort's Life of Chaos and Survival
A former escort with six and a half years of sobriety discusses her journey through heroin addiction, chaotic lifestyle, and how she developed tools to handle life's challenges.
·1h 54m - 15
I Overdosed 9 Times in One Month on Fentanyl | Oxy, Meth Psychosis, Jail & How I Finally Got Sober
A recovering addict shares her harrowing journey of overdosing nine times in one month on fentanyl, battling meth psychosis, facing jail, and ultimately finding sobriety, while also discussing spiritual principles and relatable struggles like travel stress.
·1h 28m - 16
Inside a Rockstar's BRUTAL Addiction to Fentanyl | The Miracle Call That Saved My Life
A musician shares his relapse into opiate addiction after a decade of sobriety, triggered by prescribed pain medication for kidney stones and dental issues during COVID.
·1h 14m - 17
A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Life in Kensington | Jail Withdrawals, My Mom Taught Me to Shoot, Sobriety
A recovering heroin addict shares his chaotic childhood in Philadelphia, marked by parental addiction, family separation, and early exposure to drugs and crime.
·1h 10m - 18
I Was a Drink Away From Dying | Cancer, Prison & How Alcohol Took Everything
A woman shares her journey through alcoholism, trauma, and recovery, reflecting on how childhood sexual abuse led to addiction and impacted her role as a mother during her son's formative years.
·1h 18m - 19
I Made $1.2 Million Selling Sneakers While High on Lean & Percocet
A conversation about navigating dating and social life while maintaining sobriety, highlighting challenges with societal norms and personal anxiety.
·1h 2m - 20
Addiction Recovery: How to Get Sober, Avoid Relapse, Handle Cravings & Stay Sober Long-Term
This episode features a collaborative Q&A session where the hosts address listener questions about addiction recovery, sobriety, relapse prevention, and handling cravings.
·1h 15m - 21
The Day I Lost Everything | My Battle With Alcohol & The Truth About My Struggle
A former D1 athlete and coach shares his personal journey through alcohol addiction, recovery, and the role of sports in his life.
·1h 13m - 22
“I Shot Heroin Until I Flatlined” | Rikers Island to 10 Years Sober
A comedian shares his journey from heroin addiction and incarceration at Rikers Island to achieving 10 years of sobriety, discussing his past mindset, current life with three children, and work as a non-union tradesman.
·53m - 23
I Was Held Hostage by a Biker Gang | Shooting Heroin at 15 Nearly Killed Me
A recovering addict shares her journey from heroin addiction and homelessness at age 15 to becoming a sober single mother, discussing her past struggles and current gratitude.
·1h 22m - 24
After Hours with Kevin & LJ | What You Don’t See on the Podcast, Addiction Recovery Uncut
The host gives a tour of his newly renovated podcast studio, shares stories about gifts from guests like Chevy Chase, and highlights a mural created by a sober artist friend.
·29m - 25
I Tried Heroin at 16… and Everything Went Downhill From There
A person from Michigan discusses their normal childhood and how addiction can affect anyone regardless of background, framing it as a disease rather than a result of specific trauma.
·1h 28m - 26
From Executive Bodyguard to Homeless Alcoholic | Jail, Alcoholism, Oxy Addiction & Getting Sober
This episode features an interview with Mike, who shares his journey from being an executive bodyguard to struggling with homelessness, alcoholism, and oxy addiction before achieving three years of sobriety.
·1h 8m - 27
I Was Drinking Every Day at 16… Flipped My Jeep Drunk at 17 | Then Gambled $3.7 MILLION in Sobriety
A recovering addict discusses how helping others in sobriety transformed his mental obsession from seeking substances to understanding his behavior and supporting others.
·1h 34m - 28
I Was Either Going to Die by Accident or on Purpose...and I Still Drank | A Young Woman’s Sobriety Story
A young woman from New Jersey shares her sobriety journey, discussing how she navigates social situations with heavy-drinking friends while setting boundaries to avoid triggers.
·1h 27m - 29
I Was Having Cocaine-Induced Seizures 5x a Day | Gang Life, Trauma & Redemption
A personal narrative about growing up with an abusive, narcissistic father, leading to trauma, insecurity, and a search for direction that eventually spiraled into gang life and severe cocaine addiction.
·1h 52m - 30
I Fought in the UFC on LSD | Cartel Arrest, Ayahuasca in Peru & Getting Sober
A person shares their journey of getting sober at age 24, moving to California at 27, and struggling with addiction despite becoming a Christian earlier.
·1h 57m - 31
Inside a Xanax & Alcohol Addict's Brutal Blackouts | I Was "The Devil"
A recovering addict shares her journey through seven years of alcohol and Xanax addiction, blackouts, and toxic relationship dynamics before achieving two years of sobriety and planning marriage.
·1h 6m - 32
A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Double Life | 18 Arrests, Federal Prison & a Multi-Million Dollar Fraud Ring
A former heroin addict shares his journey from a seemingly normal childhood to federal prison after 18 arrests and involvement in a multi-million dollar fraud ring.
·2h 10m - 33
Bath Salt Overdose, Crack Addiction & Kratom Relapse After 7 Years Sober | I Lost Everything
A recovering addict shares his journey of achieving seven years of sobriety, experiencing relapse with substances like bath salts and crack, and his current path toward recovery while discussing his new book and family life.
·1h 34m - 34
Addiction Sent Me to Federal Prison | Drug Trafficking, Sobriety & Managing Surf Legend Andy Irons
A conversation about overcoming addiction and drug trafficking that led to federal prison, with personal anecdotes about childhood and managing surf legend Andy Irons.
·57m - 35
The Dark Side of Alcoholism | I Was Slowly Dying From Alcohol
A person shares their journey of overcoming alcoholism and grief after their mother's death, leading to a mission to educate others about recovery through a new business called Spike Rush.
·1h 22m - 36
Kidney Failure at 21 from Alcohol & Drugs | I Was Hours From Death
A 24-year-old shares their harrowing journey of addiction leading to kidney failure at age 21 and their path to recovery and sobriety.
·1h 36m - 37
Inside a Ketamine Addict’s Brutal Lifestyle | The Crash That Left Me Blind in One Eye
A recovering ketamine addict discusses their difficult childhood with a single mother and strained sibling relationships, setting the stage for their later addiction and life-altering accident.
·1h 9m - 38
I Started Drugs at 6 & Became a Heroin Addict | Armed Robberies, Overdose & Recovery
A recovering heroin addict shares his early childhood experiences with family chaos, parental struggles, and sibling relationships that set the stage for his later addiction and criminal activities.
·1h 35m - 39
My Son Was Murdered… and the Man Who Killed Him Walked Free | A Father’s Unthinkable Nightmare
A father shares his personal journey of grief and self-discovery after his son's murder, discussing themes of authenticity, cultural identity, and coping mechanisms.
·1h 2m - 40
I Married A Junkie | Trauma, Detox, Narcissism & Real Recovery
A conversation about witnessing an execution and interacting with murderers in prison, touching on trauma, body language, and violent crime.
·1h 15m - 41
“I Lost My Business, My Identity, and Myself to Addiction” | An Executive’s Fall & Recovery
This episode features an interview with an executive who shares their personal story of losing their business and identity to addiction, discussing recovery, faith, and trauma education.
·1h 23m - 42
Addiction Destroys Families | The Truth About Loving Someone With Mental Illness & Addiction
A licensed mental health counselor discusses how addiction and mental illness affect families, sharing personal experiences with sobriety and ADHD while addressing stigma and self-medication.
·54m - 43
Abandoned as a Child, Foster Care, Strip Clubs & Addiction Nearly Killed Me
A woman shares her traumatic childhood experiences of parental abandonment, foster care, and family dysfunction that led to addiction and working in strip clubs.
·51m - 44
Fentanyl Addiction Nearly Killed Me | Overdose, Relapse & How I Got Sober
A personal interview about overcoming fentanyl addiction, including experiences with overdose and relapse, set against the backdrop of the opiate epidemic on Long Island.
·1h 8m - 45
I Thought I Could Drink Again After Nearly a Decade Sober | Kratom, Relapse, and Finding Sobriety
A recovering addict discusses their journey of sharing sobriety experiences on TikTok, overcoming fear of judgment, and finding fulfillment in helping others through addiction recovery.
·1h 4m - 46
I Swore I Was Quitting Every Morning… and Used Again by Noon | The Reality of Alcohol Addiction
A guest shares his personal journey of overcoming alcohol addiction, describing the daily cycle of shame and morning resolutions to quit before ultimately achieving two years and seven months of sobriety.
·1h 1m - 47
No One Knew How Bad It Was | Living With an Eating Disorder
This episode features a conversation with Michelle about her personal experience living with an eating disorder and her journey to recovery.
·58m - 48
Adderall Destroyed My Life | Gambling Addiction, Psychosis & Sobriety
Kevin Lanning interviews Tony, a YouTuber celebrating over a year of sobriety, who shares his journey from addiction to a transformed life with family and peace.
·1h 11m·5 clips - 49
She Hid Alcoholism Until Liver Failure Nearly Killed Her | Cirrhosis, Withdrawals & Survival
Kevin Lanning interviews Kayleen, who traveled from LA with her dad, discussing their close relationship and her marriage officiated by her father.
·1h 18m·5 clips - 50
Alcohol Broke Me | I Was Suicidal in Active Addiction
Kevin Lanning discusses the role of acceptance and ego in recovery, sharing personal insights on divine guidance and time perception.
·1h 18m·5 clips - 51
My Son Was Doing Fentanyl at 16… I Had to Let Him Go to Save His Life
Hidden gemOn Rise Above with Kevin Lanning, Brenda Zane describes supporting her son Enzo through adolescent marijuana use, alcohol misuse, fentanyl-related danger, and repeated treatment decisions.
Apr 14, 2026·1h 23m·5 clips - 52
Inside A 14-Year-Old Stripper’s Brutal Addiction | Meth, Overcoming Cancer & Sobriety
On Rise Above with Kevin Lanning, Kimberly describes leaving an abusive Kansas home at 14, working while underage, and later being diagnosed with essential thrombocytosis at 23.
Apr 11, 2026·1h 2m·4 clips - 53
Heroin Was Killing Me | I Smuggled Drugs into Rikers Island & Nearly Died
Apr 11, 2026·2h 13m - 54
I Blacked Out at 16… Then Tried to End It All | How I Rebuilt My Life in Sobriety
Molly describes growing up in Tampa, feeling outside her peer groups, and using judgment and isolation to manage insecurity.
Apr 9, 2026·1h 13m·2 clips - 55
Fentanyl Nightmare in Kensington | I Witnessed Hell
After Cassidy left a heroin-using acquaintance, his mother called to say his three-year-old daughter found him dead.
Apr 7, 2026·1h 34m·2 clips - 56
From Combat Hero to Homeless Addict: An Unbelievable True Story
Sean Young describes surviving childhood violence while his father repeatedly staged attacks disguised as punishment.
Apr 7, 2026·1h 25m·2 clips - 57
"I Didn’t Want to Exist Anymore" | She was the #1 European Tennis Pro But Her Mental Health was Secretly Unraveling
Emma, a Bosnian professional tennis player born in 1992 as the war began, tells host Kevin Lanning that her "perfect" life as a No.
Apr 5, 2026·1h 11m·2 clips - 58
I Started Shooting Heroin as a Teen | Overdosed & Flatlined at 18, Homeless to Sober at 19
Dec 26, 2025·59m - 59
OxyContin Destroyed My Life | Trapped on Suboxone, Near-Death Trauma & Sobriety
Dec 23, 2025·1h 7m - 60
I Stuck a NeedIe in My Arm 2 Hours After Prison Release | IV Drug Use, Prison Riots & Getting Sober
Dec 21, 2025·1h 23m - 61
A Marine’s Toughest Battle Wasn’t War — It Was Starting Over as a Single Mom
Dec 19, 2025·1h 11m - 62
New Year, New Me: From 2 Bottles of Wine a Night to Sobriety — Now I’m Living Beyond My Wildest Dreams
Dec 18, 2025·1h 6m - 63
I Was a Blackout Alcoholic at 16 — Near Liver Failure | How I Recovered From Alcoholism
Dec 15, 2025·1h 23m - 64
I Went from Snorting Pills to Snorting Heroin...10 Months Later I Was in Prison
Dec 11, 2025·1h 15m - 65
Cross-Addicted to Alcohol, Drugs, Gambling, Women & Nicotine | A SHOCKING Story of Recovery
Dec 10, 2025·1h 23m - 66
My Son’s Opioid Addiction Nearly Destroyed Our Family | A Mother’s Journey to Recovery
Dec 9, 2025·1h 13m - 67
Cocaine Ruined My Life | Dr. Jason Rudolph’s Rise from Addiction to Renowned Psychologist
Dec 8, 2025·1h 35m - 68
Underoath’s Frontman Exposes SHOCKING Drug Spiral: Snorting Xanax, Dirty Cops & a Double Life
Dec 6, 2025·1h 30m - 69
I Lost My Daughter to Fentanyl… Then I Spiraled Into Alcoholism
Dec 3, 2025·57m - 70
Bipolar Depression Pushed Me to Suicide | Opiate Addiction & Painkillers Almost Took My Life
Dec 2, 2025·1h 27m - 71
I Drank 20 Drinks a Day | Surviving a 0.40 BAC, Losing My Sister & Crawling Back From ROCK BOTTOM
Nov 29, 2025·1h 18m - 72
Homeless Fentanyl Addict’s SHOCKING Survival Story Living Under a Bridge
Nov 27, 2025·1h 18m - 73
Fentanyl Nearly Killed Me | Gangster Disciple’s Descent Into Addiction, Drive-Bys & Sobriety
Nov 25, 2025·45m - 74
From ‘Fun Drunk’ to Full-Blown Alcoholic | My Terrifying Descent Into Addiction
Nov 23, 2025·1h 3m - 75
I Lost Everything to Crack | My Descent Into Hell and the Fight Back
Nov 22, 2025·1h 20m - 76
How Trauma Shapes Your Life: Dr. Monica Vermani Breaks Down Stress, Anxiety & Healing
Nov 20, 2025·1h 14m - 77
I Overdosed on Fentanyl Mid-Flight | My Descent Into Fentanyl Hell & How I Finally Got Sober
Nov 17, 2025·1h 15m - 78
Relapse After 13 Years Sober: The Dark Side of Addiction
Nov 16, 2025·47m - 79
From Olympic Ice to Shooting Meth in a NYC Bathroom | How I Overcame Addiction and Found Sobriety
Nov 14, 2025·1h 18m - 80
I Shot Heroin for the First Time in Prison | My Shocking Story of Recovery
Nov 12, 2025·1h 33m - 81
$25K Gamble to Build an Empire | How I Became One of America’s Most Powerful Female Attorneys
Nov 10, 2025·52m - 82
Everyone In Her Family Was Addicted to Drugs | How to Break Generational Trauma
Nov 10, 2025·46m - 83
She Lost Everything to Heroin—But Found Recovery & Purpose | Powerful Addiction Transformation Story
Nov 5, 2025·1h 29m - 84
He Broke His Neck…Then Came Back to Win 5 World Titles | The INSANE Life of Vinny Paz
Nov 4, 2025·39m - 85
OxyContin Turned My Life Into a Nightmare | A Survivor’s Shocking Story
Oct 31, 2025·48m - 86
I Was a Reality TV Star—and a Raging Alcoholic | How Addiction Took Over My Life
Oct 29, 2025·1h 6m - 87
"I Was Stripping, Dealing, and Shooting Heroin" | Raw Addiction & Recovery Story
Oct 26, 2025·1h 19m - 88
Addiction Lawyer Helps Families Lost in Addiction | Finding Hope & Taking Action
Oct 25, 2025·1h 2m - 89
A Fentanyl Addict's Raw Story of Addiction & How He Found Sobriety
Oct 23, 2025·1h 19m - 90
Addicted to Roxy: Wall Street Drug Dealer Busted at Ground Zero | $12K/Month Oxy Habit & Sobriety
Oct 20, 2025·1h 30m - 91
Hooked on the Needle | The Dark Reality of IV Heroin Addiction
Oct 17, 2025·1h 35m - 92
I Lost Everything to Alcohol | Homeless, Addicted & My Journey to Recovery
Oct 15, 2025·1h 29m - 93
A Mother’s Fight to Save Her Addicted Daughter | Healing, Letting Go, and How She Finally Got Sober
Oct 14, 2025·1h 42m - 94
How Sobriety Transformed My Life After Addiction | Therapist Shares Recovery & Trauma Healing Tools
Oct 10, 2025·1h 17m - 95
Inside a Heroin Addict’s Dark Journey in Kensington | Robbing Family, Jail & Getting Sober
Oct 8, 2025·1h 2m - 96
From Surf Prodigy to Crack Houses & Prison | Insane Addiction Story
Oct 7, 2025·1h 12m - 97
Hooked on Heroin & Homeless in Detroit | From Opioid Addiction & Jail to 10 Years Sober
Oct 4, 2025·1h 13m - 98
I Was Shooting Heroin With My Mom Living in a Tent | Jail, Homelessness & How I Got Clean & Sober
Oct 1, 2025·1h 35m - 99
I Was Living in Hotels Snorting Meth & Drinking Vodka All Day | Bubba Sparxxx Opens Up on Addiction & Recovery
Sep 29, 2025·1h 17m - 100
Inside a Binge Drinker’s Double Life on Cocaine & Alcohol | Rock Bottom, Jail & 13 Years of Sobriety
Sep 28, 2025·59m - 101
"I Was Throwing Up Blood and Still Drinking" | Alcoholic Seizures, Hopelessness & How I Got Sober
Sep 24, 2025·2h 8m - 102
Harvey Weinstein Assaulted Me at 16 | Alcohol Abuse, Xanax Addiction, Weinstein Trial and Getting Sober
Sep 22, 2025·1h 8m - 103
Blackouts, Shame & the Illusion of Control | The Brutal Reality of Alcoholism
Sep 20, 2025·51m - 104
I Smoked Myself Into a Crack Psychosis | 33 Felonies, 3 Raids, 40 Year Prison Sentence, Sobriety
Sep 17, 2025·1h 21m - 105
Coming Off Adderall Was the Worst Experience of My Life | My Brutal 15 Year Addiction to Stimulants
Sep 16, 2025·1h 6m - 106
I Caught My Wife Cheating, Blacked Out & Landed in Prison | Domestic Violence, Prison & Sobriety
Sep 14, 2025·1h 5m - 107
Inside a Police Officers Brutal Addiction to Painkillers | Addiction, PTSD, Brain Trauma & Recovery
Sep 12, 2025·1h 24m - 108
My Mugshot Was Everywhere: The Brutal Consequences of a DUI
Sep 11, 2025·53m - 109
"Once I Shot Heroin, It Was GAME OVER" | My Dark Descent Into Addiction
Sep 8, 2025·1h 7m - 110
Chevy Chase RAW & UNCUT | Hollywood Stories, Wild Years & Untold Moments
Sep 7, 2025·28m - 111
A Heroin Addict's SHOCKING Descent | D1 Football Full Scholarship, Prison Time, Homelessness & His Road to Recovery
Sep 5, 2025·1h 15m - 112
I Started Smoking Crack at 17 | Drug Addiction Story, Family Tragedy & Sobriety Recovery Journey
Sep 2, 2025·1h - 113
The Needle Became My Addiction | From OxyContin to Shooting Heroin & Facing 8 Years in Prison
Aug 29, 2025·1h 24m - 114
Addicted to Heroin at 17 | Trap Houses, Overdose, Jail & How She Got Clean and Sober
Aug 25, 2025·1h 2m - 115
Inside the BRUTAL Psychosis of a Bipolar Drug Addict
Aug 23, 2025·1h 20m - 116
My Addiction Wasn’t Just Heroin, It Was the Needle | Jail, Heroin & My Fight for Survival
Aug 21, 2025·1h 11m - 117
Valedictorian Turned Addict: Inside His Secret Life of Drugs & Overdoses
Aug 20, 2025·1h 9m - 118
The Dark Side of Alcoholism | Half a Gallon of Fireball a Day
Aug 18, 2025·1h 8m - 119
Incest Survivor | Raised in a House of Horrors
Aug 17, 2025·1h 1m - 120
I Was a Teacher—and a Raging Alcoholic | How I Lost Everything
Aug 14, 2025·1h 1m - 121
Alcohol Was My Freedom Until It Destroyed Everything – The Dark Side of Addiction
Aug 12, 2025·59m - 122
Addicted to Fentanyl: Inside a Stripper’s Life of Chaos and Survival
Aug 10, 2025·42m - 123
Fentanyl Nearly Killed Me: The Darkest Days of Addiction and the Fight for Survival
Aug 8, 2025·1h 14m - 124
I Started Shooting Heroin at 16 | Childhood Abuse, Baker Acted & How I Finally Got Clean & Sober
Aug 6, 2025·1h 4m - 125
I Blew a .37 and Woke Up in a Hospital | DUI, Benzos, Cocaine & a Life Rebuilt
Aug 4, 2025·1h 7m - 126
Fentanyl Sent Me Into Psychosis | Brutal Jail Detox & My Journey to Get Clean and Sober
Jul 31, 2025·1h 13m - 127
Addicted to Porn: The Brutal Truth About Porn Addiction
Jul 30, 2025·1h 9m - 128
28 Years on Adderall: Ricki Friedman’s Story of Addiction, Recovery, and Rebuilding Her Life
Jul 27, 2025·1h 18m - 129
Doctor Turned Drug Addict | Inside A Doctor's Brutal Addiction To Opioids
Jul 25, 2025·52m - 130
Inside an Alcoholic’s Brutal Fall: From National Champion to Homelessness Drinking Hand Sanitizer
Jul 23, 2025·1h 14m - 131
The Dark Side of IV Heroin Use: Jail Time, Overdose, and the Road to Sobriety
Jul 21, 2025·53m - 132
My Brutal Addiction to Perc 30s, Locked Up, and Left for Dead
Jul 19, 2025·46m - 133
Inside an Alcoholic's Battle with Severe Depression | How I Got Sober & Found Mental Clarity
Jul 15, 2025·1h 22m - 134
I Was Living a Double Life | Addicted to Coke & Alcohol, Cheating & Wanting to Die
Jul 12, 2025·1h 38m - 135
The Dark Side of Alcoholism: I Lost Everything to Alcohol | Relapse in Sobriety
Jul 10, 2025·1h 31m - 136
Inside the Dark Reality of Drug Psychosis: Murder Trial, Public Shame & the Road to Sobriety
Jul 8, 2025·1h 29m - 137
She Risked Everything to Follow Her Own Path | Nigerian Immigrant Story of Adversity & Purpose
Jul 6, 2025·52m - 138
Undercover Agent Exposes Shocking Truth About Ch*ld Trafficking: What I Saw Changed My Life Forever
Jul 3, 2025·1h 17m - 139
I Was Addicted to the Needle | How I Survived a Brutal Drug Spiral and Found Sobriety
Jul 1, 2025·1h 43m - 140
I Pulled the Trigger Just to Pay Rent | Crack Addiction, Kidnapping & a Life Sentence to Redemption
Jun 29, 2025·50m - 141
Cop Turned Cocaine Dealer | The Vicious Grip of Cocaine Addiction
Jun 25, 2025·1h 9m - 142
I Married a Doctor… and Ended Up With a Drug Addict I Didn’t Recognize
Jun 24, 2025·1h 25m - 143
"I Woke Up in Jail for Trying to Decapitate My Mom" | Alcohol & Opiate Addiction Spiral
Jun 22, 2025·1h 2m - 144
Addiction Recovery: God saved me from a Drug + Alcohol Addiction | Rise Above Reflections
Jun 20, 2025·29m - 145
"My 40 Roxy-a-Day Addiction Nearly Killed Me" | Exposing Florida’s Ruthless Pill Mill Empire
Jun 17, 2025·1h 32m - 146
"I Was Doing 30 Oxycontins a Day" | Brutal Painkiller Addiction Story & How I Got Sober
Jun 14, 2025·1h 11m - 147
Inside an Alcoholic’s Chaotic Life | Sexually Abused, Abandoned & Addicted
Jun 11, 2025·1h 19m - 148
Inside the SHOCKING Fall of an Aspiring NHL Star | How Addiction Destroyed Everything
Jun 8, 2025·1h 21m - 149
My Husband’s Hidden Opiate Addiction | Surviving a Spouses Addiction & a Federal Raid
Jun 5, 2025·1h 19m - 150
"I Tried Heroin in a Laundry Room" | David Koechner Exposes His Darkest Addiction Struggles
Jun 2, 2025·1h 8m - 151
I Started Shooting Heroin at 15 | Human Trafficked, Prison, and How I Finally Got Clean & Sober
Jun 1, 2025·1h 13m - 152
“I Married a Junkie” | Dr. Cali Estes Exposes the Dark Reality of Fentanyl and Heroin Addiction, Detox & Recovery
May 28, 2025·1h 10m - 153
Inside a PCP Addicts Brutal Lifestyle | Molested at 10, Pregnant by 16, and Selling Crack by 20
May 25, 2025·1h 3m - 154
Inside the Brutality of Drug Psychosis | D1 Baseball Star at 16 Spirals into Addiction
May 21, 2025·1h 3m - 155
The Alcoholic's Struggle: How Sobriety Changed My Life and Saved My Mental Health
May 18, 2025·1h 3m - 156
Inside a War Hero’s Brutal Return Home: Addiction, Jail, Redemption (Security for Da Baby & Lil Baby)
May 14, 2025·57m - 157
The Secret Hell of Anorexia: My Road to Recovery, Relapse Triggers & What It's Like to Live With It
May 12, 2025·54m - 158
UFC Champion Kayla Harrison: From Sexual Abuse Survivor to UFC Bantamweight Champion
May 9, 2025·1h 39m - 159
Inside a Drug-Fueled Armed Robber’s SHOCKING Double Life
May 7, 2025·1h 38m - 160
Inside an OxyContin Addict's SHOCKING Lifestyle | Survivor's Guilt
May 4, 2025·1h 6m - 161
Undefeated BKFC Fighter Quentin "QG" Gaskins Reveals Traumatic Upbringing | Jake Paul, Rise To Fame
Apr 30, 2025·46m - 162
A Mother's Worst Nightmare: Losing My Son to Fentanyl After a Lifetime of Struggle
Apr 27, 2025·1h 35m - 163
I Was Shot 5 Times: An Undefeated Boxer’s Incredible Comeback Story
Apr 24, 2025·51m - 164
Surviving Trauma, PTSD, and a Household Shattered by Addiction: My Journey to Healing and Saving My Mental Health
Apr 21, 2025·1h 18m - 165
I Was a Death Row Guard — What I Saw Still Haunts Me
Apr 17, 2025·55m - 166
Inside an Alcoholic's Chaotic Lifestyle | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction & How I Found Sobriety
Apr 13, 2025·1h 6m - 167
The Fatal Accident That Shattered Everything | How I Escaped Opiates After 45 Surgeries
Apr 13, 2025·1h 10m - 168
Inside a Nitrous Oxide Addict’s Brutal Lifestyle After Being Paralyzed by the COVID Vaccine
Apr 5, 2025·56m - 169
Brooklyn's Drug Kingpin | From Prison at 16 to Building a Jewelry Empire
Apr 2, 2025·48m - 170
Joe "Tiger King" Exotic Drops BOMBSHELL About Trump Pardon… Tiger King 2 Coming?!
Mar 30, 2025·20m - 171
Inside A Heroin Addict's BRUTAL Lifestyle
Mar 26, 2025·1h 22m - 172
The Ex-GOOGLE Exec Who Stole Millions With John McAfee | Tech's Dark Side
Mar 23, 2025·1h 22m - 173
Inside a College Football Player’s Tragic Injury That Left Him Paralyzed & His Unbelievable Comeback
Mar 20, 2025·1h 10m - 174
I Am An Alcoholic | How I Knew I Had a Problem & Got Treatment for Alcoholism
Mar 18, 2025·1h 5m - 175
I Was Childhood Friends With the 20th 9/11 Hijacker – The FBI Came for Me, Then I Became a Spy
Mar 14, 2025·1h 14m - 176
Overcoming Alcoholism | Inside An Addicts Brutal Lifestyle
Mar 12, 2025·1h 14m - 177
Former Rikers Island Chief Reveals the Mental Health Crisis Behind Bars & Its Deadly Consequences
Mar 10, 2025·57m - 178
Inside A Kingpin's Multi-Million Dollar Health Clinic Scam | From Federal Prison to Media Mogul
Mar 6, 2025·1h 5m - 179
Surviving Iraq: The Psychological Impact of War on an Air Force Sergeant
Mar 4, 2025·1h 32m - 180
An IV Heroin User's DARK Reality in Kensington | Surviving a Self-Inflicted Headshot Su*cide Attempt
Feb 26, 2025·1h 2m - 181
Inside a Google Executive's SHOCKING Opioid Addiction
Feb 26, 2025·1h 58m - 182
Inside The Fatal Night at University of South Florida That Changed My Life Forever
Feb 19, 2025·1h 18m - 183
Inside Florida’s Most Notorious Pill Mill: Exposing the OxyContin Empire Backed by Big Pharma
Feb 16, 2025·1h 39m - 184
ADDICTION, FRAUD & POWER | Inside a $140M Wall Street Empire
Feb 12, 2025·1h 42m - 185
The Truth About Reality TV Fame: Big Brother Star Zach Rance’s Story of Struggle & Success
Feb 11, 2025·1h 1m - 186
Inside Dpeezy's Brutal Addiction to Xanax, Methadone and Lean | Daniel Phaithaisong
Feb 5, 2025·49m - 187
Inside The SHOCKING Double Life of an Alcoholic
Feb 4, 2025·1h 21m - 188
Inside a Doctor’s $10M Insurance Fraud Scheme That Takes a Shocking Turn
Jan 29, 2025·1h 31m - 189
An Alcoholic's Testimony | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction
Jan 28, 2025·1h 15m - 190
Inside the SHOCKING Life of a Fentanyl Addict | What Fentanyl Actually Does To The Brain
Jan 24, 2025·1h 19m - 191
The Violent Night That Cost An NBA Prospect Everything
Jan 21, 2025·1h 8m - 192
Inside An IV Fentanyl Addict's BRUTAL Lifestyle
Jan 18, 2025·2h 3m - 193
Florida's Drug Kingpin | From Serving 23 Years in Prison to Becoming a Real Estate Mogul
Jan 15, 2025·1h 2m - 194
Inside A Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor’s Brutal Upbringing
Jan 13, 2025·1h 40m - 195
How Stress Discolored My Skin
Jan 10, 2025·29m - 196
Inside a Stripper's Brutal Addiction to Fentanyl
Jan 7, 2025·1h 26m - 197
Inside An Oxycontin Addict's Brutal Life of Crime
Jan 4, 2025·1h 8m - 198
Inside Joe "Tiger King" Exotic's Chaotic Lifestyle | Exclusive Prison Interview
Jan 4, 2025·32m - 199
The Alcoholic's Struggle: How Sobriety Changed My Life and Saved My Mental Health
Jan 1, 2025·1h 12m - 200
Inside A Lifelong Battle With Hashimoto's Thyroiditis
Dec 30, 2024·42m - 201
Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle
Dec 26, 2024·57m - 202
Private Investigator EXPOSES Shocking Truth in Karen Read & Turtleboy Scandal
Dec 24, 2024·1h 26m - 203
Inside A Nurse's Addiction To Fentanyl
Dec 18, 2024·51m - 204
Inside A Violent 1% Outlaw's Brutal Lifestyle
Dec 15, 2024·45m - 205
Ex-CFO Exposes $5M Tax Fraud Scandal: Shocking Truth Behind NYC’s Taxi King Empire
Dec 11, 2024·59m - 206
Inside An Alcoholic's Brutal Lifestyle | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction
Dec 9, 2024·1h 27m - 207
Inside A Detective’s Chilling School Shooter Takedown
Dec 4, 2024·1h 10m - 208
Surviving America’s Opioid Epidemic | Ginjer’s Brutal Lifestyle
Dec 2, 2024·1h 55m - 209
Inside A Professional Bank Robber's Brutal Lifestyle Fueled By Addiction to Heroin
Nov 27, 2024·59m - 210
Trafficking For The Cartel | Taken Down by DEA, Brutal Prison Conditions and Getting Clean & Sober
Nov 22, 2024·1h 43m - 211
How A Career Criminal Went From Prison to Hip Hop Icon
Nov 20, 2024·53m - 212
Inside a Warden’s Groundbreaking Prison Reform Strategy
Nov 18, 2024·47m - 213
Inside A Kingpin's Brutal Lifestyle
Nov 13, 2024·59m - 214
Star Athlete Becomes A Prisoner After Fatal Car Accident
Nov 10, 2024·1h 2m - 215
One Punch, A Lifetime Changed: How A Bar Fight Turned Fatal
Nov 6, 2024·1h 4m - 216
Inside the Underworld of Wiretapping: A Military Officer’s Journey to Organized Crime
Nov 4, 2024·1h 4m - 217
How My Family Was Brutally Murdered In Front of Me By The Cartel | From Orphan to Millionaire
Oct 30, 2024·43m - 218
How My Family Was Brutally Murdered In Front of Me By The Cartel | From Orphan to Millionaire
Oct 30, 2024·47m - 219
Inside a Salvadoran's Brutal Escape from MS-13
Oct 28, 2024·49m - 220
Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle
Oct 21, 2024·53m - 221
Dr. Nadine Macaluso Reveals Dark Truths of Marriage to The Wolf of Wall Street: Inside Narcissism
Oct 15, 2024·51m - 222
Prison Inmate Interview | Cricket
Oct 9, 2024·23m - 223
Surviving the Horror: My Family’s Darkest Secret Exposed | Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor
Oct 7, 2024·1h 1m - 224
Child Abuse Survivor Reveals How Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson Saved His Life
Oct 2, 2024·1h 22m - 225
Prison Shot Caller JD Delay Reveals Brutal Prison Secrets, Meth Addiction, and Path to Sobriety
Sep 30, 2024·1h 19m - 226
How a Drunk Driving Tragedy Led Me to Get Sober and Change My Life
Sep 25, 2024·37m - 227
Inside the Violent Night That Changed My Life Forever: Facing Life in Prison
Sep 22, 2024·1h 11m - 228
Inside a Violent Biker Life: Matt’s Brutal Lifestyle & Journey to Sobriety | A Story of Redemption
Sep 18, 2024·1h 18m - 229
Gabriel-Kane Day-Lewis Reveals The Truth About His Battle With Addiction and How He Found Sobriety
Sep 11, 2024·1h 13m - 230
Against All Odds | A Con Man's Mind-Blowing Scam Leads Him to Go on the Run and Do the Unthinkable
Sep 4, 2024·1h - 231
Drug Lord's Billion-Dollar Empire: Smuggling for the Mob | Secrets of the Underworld
Aug 28, 2024·1h 37m - 232
Rise Above with Kevin Lanning Trailer
Aug 23, 2024·1m - 233
Colombian Cartel Mule's Shocking Survival in Ecuador's Deadliest Prison | 7 Years of HELL
Aug 21, 2024·1h 26m - 234
Florida Shuffle Trafficking Victim Reveals the Harsh Reality of Her Journey Through Addiction
Aug 20, 2024·1h 18m - 235
Ex-Con’s Shocking Decision Lands Him in Prison for a Decade | His Miraculous Road to Redemption
Aug 7, 2024·1h 11m - 236
Sentenced to Prison and On The Run, Jamie Does The Unthinkable | From Failure to Success
Jul 31, 2024·1h 5m - 237
After Being Addicted To OxyContin For 10 Years Jon Resorts to Drug Trafficking To Support His Habit
Jul 27, 2024·33m - 238
Lone Survivor of Deadly Car Crash Falls into Horrifying Drug Addiction and Does the Unthinkable
Jul 17, 2024·52m - 239
Shocking Truth About Dating | Love Bombing, Narcissism and Gas Lighting
Jul 16, 2024·1h 22m - 240
Childhood Trauma Secrets Revealed: How EMDR & ART Therapy Transform Lives
Jul 16, 2024·1h 1m - 241
Judge Threatens Jail Time For 3rd DWI | Finding Sobriety and Then This Happens...
Jul 16, 2024·51m - 242
PFL Light Heavyweight Champion Impa Kasanganay's Humble Beginnings to Global Success
Jun 12, 2024·1h 33m - 243
Licensed Clinician Reveals Shocking Grips of His Addiction Which Led Him to Get Sober
Jun 11, 2024·1h 5m - 244
EP 15: Healing Through Tragedy: Mental Health Insights with Shannon, LCSW
May 29, 2024·1h 16m - 245
EP 14: 17-Year-Old Mastermind's Million Dollar Ponzi Scheme | Ian Bick's Shocking Prison Redemption Story
May 22, 2024·56m - 246
EP 13: Finding Strength Within | Cat's Inspiring Story of Recovery and Transformation
May 9, 2024·1h 36m - 247
EP12: Unbreakable: A Pro MMA Fighter's Journey Blooms in Adversity
May 2, 2024·1h 24m - 248
EP11: Man In Coma Has Near-Death Spiritual Awakening
Apr 25, 2024·1h 43m - 249
EP10: Miracle Sobriety Story | From Addiction & Jail to Counselor
Apr 18, 2024·1h 18m - 250
EP7: Nuclear Submarine Navy Veteran's Tragedy to Triumph Story
Apr 4, 2024·1h 31m - 251
EP5: Being Taken, Surviving Addiction In NYC Streets to Entrepreneurship
Apr 4, 2024·1h 37m - 252
EP8: UFC Fighter Jared 'Flash' Gordon's Chilling Story | Grips of Addiction to UFC Octagon
Apr 4, 2024·1h 51m - 253
EP4: Defying the Odds: Bella's Journey from Division 1 Softball Star to Overcoming Paralysis and Painkiller Addiction
Apr 4, 2024·1h 48m - 254
EP3: Triumph Over Childhood Trauma and Sobriety - Jose's Story
Apr 4, 2024·1h 40m - 255
EP2: Nuclear Submarine Vet's Harrowing Resilience Journey
Apr 4, 2024·1h 43m - 256
Alec's Inspirational Journey from Rock Bottom to Radiant Success
Apr 4, 2024·1h 29m - 257
EP6: Struggle to Strength: Overcoming Xanax Addiction & Embracing Transformation
Apr 4, 2024·1h 20m