Rise Above with Kevin Lanning

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Recovery stories without the soft focus.

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Rise Above with Kevin Lanning centers on long, candid conversations with people whose lives have been marked by addiction, anxiety, grief, violence, illness, and recovery. The tone is direct and emotionally exposed, with room for blackout history, family wreckage, and the awkward work of living differently afterward.

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About Rise Above with Kevin Lanning

Rise Above with Kevin Lanning is a recovery interview show with a high tolerance for hard truth. The conversations often begin in crisis and stay there long enough for the details to matter. Guests talk about addiction as a force that reshapes bodies, relationships, work, parenting, identity, and time. The show is blunt. It can also be tender. One episode follows Brenda Zane through the fear and exhaustion of parenting a son in fentanyl addiction, including overdoses, arrest, jail, medical emergencies, and the painful decision to send him away for treatment. Another follows Kimberly through PTSD, anxiety, cancer, alcohol, meth, and the strange logic of trying to survive while still protecting the substances that were destroying her. Other stories center on Xanax and alcohol blackouts, Adderall and gambling, grief after a son’s killing, and the private damage that partners absorb before sobriety arrives. Kevin Lanning keeps the format loose and immediate. He asks the obvious questions without sanding them down, and he often recognizes the recovery patterns as someone speaking from sobriety himself. That shared frame gives the show its momentum. It is not a lecture series. It is more like sitting close to a difficult conversation and hearing the parts people usually summarize away. The strongest episodes make room for the people around addiction: parents who need help, partners who stay too long or stay through change, and guests who have to name the behavior before they can describe the repair. There are moments of chaos, humor, disbelief, and relief. There is also repeated attention to what sober life actually interrupts: secrecy, performance, compulsive risk, isolation, and the need to keep numbing out. Rise Above with Kevin Lanning is best for listeners who want recovery stories with the weight still on them. It does not make pain decorative. It treats survival as the beginning of a harder, more honest conversation.

Made for: For listeners drawn to candid recovery stories about addiction, trauma, anxiety, family fallout, and sober rebuilding. It especially suits people who want emotionally direct interviews rather than polished wellness advice.

What sets it apart: The show gives equal weight to crisis and consequence, letting guests describe the messy mechanics of addiction before turning toward repair. Kevin Lanning’s questioning is personal, plainspoken, and rooted in shared sobriety.

In their own words

Welcome to Rise Above with Kevin Lanning. Join Kevin, a former Google executive in sobriety, as he shares inspiring stories of resilience. Each episode features individuals who have faced life’s toughest challenges—addiction, trauma, anxiety, and more—and emerged stronger. These conversations aren’t just about survival; they’re about thriving and finding practical solutions to rise above adversity. Kevin’s own journey through addiction and childhood trauma fuels his passion for sharing stories that uplift, educate, and inspire. Tune in and discover the strength within you.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    I Drank a Liter of Vodka a Day While Raising My Kids

    A woman shares her journey of achieving three years of sobriety after drinking a liter of vodka daily while raising her children, discussing the impact on her family and personal growth.

    ·1h 22m
  2. 2

    Inside a Heroin Addict's SHOCKING Addiction | How I Lost Everything and Now 12 Years Sober

    A recovering heroin addict shares his journey of losing everything to addiction and achieving 12 years of sobriety through a supportive program.

    ·1h
  3. 3

    I Was Drinking at 12 and Doing LSD by 15 | Drugs, Modeling Party Culture & 11 Years Sober

    A conversation about the guest's 11-year sobriety journey, exploring how alcohol and drug use intertwined with modeling industry culture and workplace social pressures.

    ·1h 2m
  4. 4

    Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle | Shooting During Pregnancy, Human Trafficked & Sobriety

    A recovering heroin addict shares her journey from a life of addiction involving human trafficking and shooting up during pregnancy to finding sobriety, working in recovery, and dealing with parental guilt while being present for her children.

    ·1h 20m
  5. 5

    I Couldn’t Stop Drinking Once I Started… I Blacked Out Every Time

    A bartender shares harrowing experiences with aggressive customers and discusses her journey to two years of sobriety after struggling with alcohol-induced blackouts.

    ·1h 7m
  6. 6

    From A Bronx Tale to Prison & Redemption | Lillo Brancato on Heroin, Rikers Island & 20 Years Sober

    Lillo Brancato discusses his journey from heroin addiction and incarceration at Rikers Island to achieving 20 years of sobriety, highlighting a pivotal moment of realization after an overdose in jail.

    ·1h 28m
  7. 7

    Alcohol Nearly Killed Me at 27 | 13 Rehabs, Psych Wards & Near Death Experience

    A recovering alcoholic shares his journey through multiple rehab attempts, near-death experiences, and the long process of achieving sobriety after years of struggle.

    ·1h 13m
  8. 8

    I Had No Veins Left… Fentanyl Was Eating My Body | Dr. Phil, Grand Theft Auto & Sobriety

    A recovering addict shares his harrowing journey from prescription opioids to fentanyl and heroin addiction, culminating in his three-and-a-half-year sobriety milestone.

    ·1h 2m
  9. 9

    Overcoming a 300mg/Day Adderall Habit | 8 Years Sober

    An interview with Anthony discussing his eight-year journey overcoming a 300mg/day Adderall addiction, focusing on the distinction between sobriety and recovery and the importance of lifestyle changes after five years.

    ·1h 14m
  10. 10

    Alcohol Was Killing Me | Hallucinations, Severe Esophagitis and How I Found Sobriety

    A personal account of hitting rock bottom with alcoholism after losing a job and relationship, leading to a moment of self-admission and the beginning of a sobriety journey.

    ·1h 14m
  11. 11

    The "Perfect" Mom's Secret: Breaking the Cycle of Addiction

    A mother discusses how her teenage children's experimentation with alcohol forced her to confront and manage her own drinking habits.

    ·55m
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    “I Died for 10 Minutes” | Fentanyl Overdose, Crack Addiction & How I Got Sober

    This episode features an interview with Crystal, who shares her journey from a challenging childhood and severe addiction to fentanyl and crack to achieving sobriety, including a near-death overdose experience.

    ·1h 39m
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    "I Wanted The Batch That Killed 5 People" | Inside A Brutal Fentanyl Addiction

    A former fentanyl addict shares how his recovery journey and personal struggles have shaped his successful real estate career by fostering deep connections and trust with clients.

    ·1h 15m
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    Addicted to Heroin: Inside an Escort's Life of Chaos and Survival

    A former escort with six and a half years of sobriety discusses her journey through heroin addiction, chaotic lifestyle, and how she developed tools to handle life's challenges.

    ·1h 54m
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    I Overdosed 9 Times in One Month on Fentanyl | Oxy, Meth Psychosis, Jail & How I Finally Got Sober

    A recovering addict shares her harrowing journey of overdosing nine times in one month on fentanyl, battling meth psychosis, facing jail, and ultimately finding sobriety, while also discussing spiritual principles and relatable struggles like travel stress.

    ·1h 28m
  16. 16

    Inside a Rockstar's BRUTAL Addiction to Fentanyl | The Miracle Call That Saved My Life

    A musician shares his relapse into opiate addiction after a decade of sobriety, triggered by prescribed pain medication for kidney stones and dental issues during COVID.

    ·1h 14m
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    A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Life in Kensington | Jail Withdrawals, My Mom Taught Me to Shoot, Sobriety

    A recovering heroin addict shares his chaotic childhood in Philadelphia, marked by parental addiction, family separation, and early exposure to drugs and crime.

    ·1h 10m
  18. 18

    I Was a Drink Away From Dying | Cancer, Prison & How Alcohol Took Everything

    A woman shares her journey through alcoholism, trauma, and recovery, reflecting on how childhood sexual abuse led to addiction and impacted her role as a mother during her son's formative years.

    ·1h 18m
  19. 19

    I Made $1.2 Million Selling Sneakers While High on Lean & Percocet

    A conversation about navigating dating and social life while maintaining sobriety, highlighting challenges with societal norms and personal anxiety.

    ·1h 2m
  20. 20

    Addiction Recovery: How to Get Sober, Avoid Relapse, Handle Cravings & Stay Sober Long-Term

    This episode features a collaborative Q&A session where the hosts address listener questions about addiction recovery, sobriety, relapse prevention, and handling cravings.

    ·1h 15m
  21. 21

    The Day I Lost Everything | My Battle With Alcohol & The Truth About My Struggle

    A former D1 athlete and coach shares his personal journey through alcohol addiction, recovery, and the role of sports in his life.

    ·1h 13m
  22. 22

    “I Shot Heroin Until I Flatlined” | Rikers Island to 10 Years Sober

    A comedian shares his journey from heroin addiction and incarceration at Rikers Island to achieving 10 years of sobriety, discussing his past mindset, current life with three children, and work as a non-union tradesman.

    ·53m
  23. 23

    I Was Held Hostage by a Biker Gang | Shooting Heroin at 15 Nearly Killed Me

    A recovering addict shares her journey from heroin addiction and homelessness at age 15 to becoming a sober single mother, discussing her past struggles and current gratitude.

    ·1h 22m
  24. 24

    After Hours with Kevin & LJ | What You Don’t See on the Podcast, Addiction Recovery Uncut

    The host gives a tour of his newly renovated podcast studio, shares stories about gifts from guests like Chevy Chase, and highlights a mural created by a sober artist friend.

    ·29m
  25. 25

    I Tried Heroin at 16… and Everything Went Downhill From There

    A person from Michigan discusses their normal childhood and how addiction can affect anyone regardless of background, framing it as a disease rather than a result of specific trauma.

    ·1h 28m
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    From Executive Bodyguard to Homeless Alcoholic | Jail, Alcoholism, Oxy Addiction & Getting Sober

    This episode features an interview with Mike, who shares his journey from being an executive bodyguard to struggling with homelessness, alcoholism, and oxy addiction before achieving three years of sobriety.

    ·1h 8m
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    I Was Drinking Every Day at 16… Flipped My Jeep Drunk at 17 | Then Gambled $3.7 MILLION in Sobriety

    A recovering addict discusses how helping others in sobriety transformed his mental obsession from seeking substances to understanding his behavior and supporting others.

    ·1h 34m
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    I Was Either Going to Die by Accident or on Purpose...and I Still Drank | A Young Woman’s Sobriety Story

    A young woman from New Jersey shares her sobriety journey, discussing how she navigates social situations with heavy-drinking friends while setting boundaries to avoid triggers.

    ·1h 27m
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    I Was Having Cocaine-Induced Seizures 5x a Day | Gang Life, Trauma & Redemption

    A personal narrative about growing up with an abusive, narcissistic father, leading to trauma, insecurity, and a search for direction that eventually spiraled into gang life and severe cocaine addiction.

    ·1h 52m
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    I Fought in the UFC on LSD | Cartel Arrest, Ayahuasca in Peru & Getting Sober

    A person shares their journey of getting sober at age 24, moving to California at 27, and struggling with addiction despite becoming a Christian earlier.

    ·1h 57m
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    Inside a Xanax & Alcohol Addict's Brutal Blackouts | I Was "The Devil"

    A recovering addict shares her journey through seven years of alcohol and Xanax addiction, blackouts, and toxic relationship dynamics before achieving two years of sobriety and planning marriage.

    ·1h 6m
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    A Heroin Addict’s Brutal Double Life | 18 Arrests, Federal Prison & a Multi-Million Dollar Fraud Ring

    A former heroin addict shares his journey from a seemingly normal childhood to federal prison after 18 arrests and involvement in a multi-million dollar fraud ring.

    ·2h 10m
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    Bath Salt Overdose, Crack Addiction & Kratom Relapse After 7 Years Sober | I Lost Everything

    A recovering addict shares his journey of achieving seven years of sobriety, experiencing relapse with substances like bath salts and crack, and his current path toward recovery while discussing his new book and family life.

    ·1h 34m
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    Addiction Sent Me to Federal Prison | Drug Trafficking, Sobriety & Managing Surf Legend Andy Irons

    A conversation about overcoming addiction and drug trafficking that led to federal prison, with personal anecdotes about childhood and managing surf legend Andy Irons.

    ·57m
  35. 35

    The Dark Side of Alcoholism | I Was Slowly Dying From Alcohol

    A person shares their journey of overcoming alcoholism and grief after their mother's death, leading to a mission to educate others about recovery through a new business called Spike Rush.

    ·1h 22m
  36. 36

    Kidney Failure at 21 from Alcohol & Drugs | I Was Hours From Death

    A 24-year-old shares their harrowing journey of addiction leading to kidney failure at age 21 and their path to recovery and sobriety.

    ·1h 36m
  37. 37

    Inside a Ketamine Addict’s Brutal Lifestyle | The Crash That Left Me Blind in One Eye

    A recovering ketamine addict discusses their difficult childhood with a single mother and strained sibling relationships, setting the stage for their later addiction and life-altering accident.

    ·1h 9m
  38. 38

    I Started Drugs at 6 & Became a Heroin Addict | Armed Robberies, Overdose & Recovery

    A recovering heroin addict shares his early childhood experiences with family chaos, parental struggles, and sibling relationships that set the stage for his later addiction and criminal activities.

    ·1h 35m
  39. 39

    My Son Was Murdered… and the Man Who Killed Him Walked Free | A Father’s Unthinkable Nightmare

    A father shares his personal journey of grief and self-discovery after his son's murder, discussing themes of authenticity, cultural identity, and coping mechanisms.

    ·1h 2m
  40. 40

    I Married A Junkie | Trauma, Detox, Narcissism & Real Recovery

    A conversation about witnessing an execution and interacting with murderers in prison, touching on trauma, body language, and violent crime.

    ·1h 15m
  41. 41

    “I Lost My Business, My Identity, and Myself to Addiction” | An Executive’s Fall & Recovery

    This episode features an interview with an executive who shares their personal story of losing their business and identity to addiction, discussing recovery, faith, and trauma education.

    ·1h 23m
  42. 42

    Addiction Destroys Families | The Truth About Loving Someone With Mental Illness & Addiction

    A licensed mental health counselor discusses how addiction and mental illness affect families, sharing personal experiences with sobriety and ADHD while addressing stigma and self-medication.

    ·54m
  43. 43

    Abandoned as a Child, Foster Care, Strip Clubs & Addiction Nearly Killed Me

    A woman shares her traumatic childhood experiences of parental abandonment, foster care, and family dysfunction that led to addiction and working in strip clubs.

    ·51m
  44. 44

    Fentanyl Addiction Nearly Killed Me | Overdose, Relapse & How I Got Sober

    A personal interview about overcoming fentanyl addiction, including experiences with overdose and relapse, set against the backdrop of the opiate epidemic on Long Island.

    ·1h 8m
  45. 45

    I Thought I Could Drink Again After Nearly a Decade Sober | Kratom, Relapse, and Finding Sobriety

    A recovering addict discusses their journey of sharing sobriety experiences on TikTok, overcoming fear of judgment, and finding fulfillment in helping others through addiction recovery.

    ·1h 4m
  46. 46

    I Swore I Was Quitting Every Morning… and Used Again by Noon | The Reality of Alcohol Addiction

    A guest shares his personal journey of overcoming alcohol addiction, describing the daily cycle of shame and morning resolutions to quit before ultimately achieving two years and seven months of sobriety.

    ·1h 1m
  47. 47

    No One Knew How Bad It Was | Living With an Eating Disorder

    This episode features a conversation with Michelle about her personal experience living with an eating disorder and her journey to recovery.

    ·58m
  48. 48

    Adderall Destroyed My Life | Gambling Addiction, Psychosis & Sobriety

    Kevin Lanning interviews Tony, a YouTuber celebrating over a year of sobriety, who shares his journey from addiction to a transformed life with family and peace.

    ·1h 11m·5 clips
  49. 49

    She Hid Alcoholism Until Liver Failure Nearly Killed Her | Cirrhosis, Withdrawals & Survival

    Kevin Lanning interviews Kayleen, who traveled from LA with her dad, discussing their close relationship and her marriage officiated by her father.

    ·1h 18m·5 clips
  50. 50

    Alcohol Broke Me | I Was Suicidal in Active Addiction

    Kevin Lanning discusses the role of acceptance and ego in recovery, sharing personal insights on divine guidance and time perception.

    ·1h 18m·5 clips
  51. 51

    My Son Was Doing Fentanyl at 16… I Had to Let Him Go to Save His Life

    Hidden gem

    On Rise Above with Kevin Lanning, Brenda Zane describes supporting her son Enzo through adolescent marijuana use, alcohol misuse, fentanyl-related danger, and repeated treatment decisions.

    Apr 14, 2026·1h 23m·5 clips
  52. 52

    Inside A 14-Year-Old Stripper’s Brutal Addiction | Meth, Overcoming Cancer & Sobriety

    On Rise Above with Kevin Lanning, Kimberly describes leaving an abusive Kansas home at 14, working while underage, and later being diagnosed with essential thrombocytosis at 23.

    Apr 11, 2026·1h 2m·4 clips
  53. 53

    Heroin Was Killing Me | I Smuggled Drugs into Rikers Island & Nearly Died

    Apr 11, 2026·2h 13m
  54. 54

    I Blacked Out at 16… Then Tried to End It All | How I Rebuilt My Life in Sobriety

    Molly describes growing up in Tampa, feeling outside her peer groups, and using judgment and isolation to manage insecurity.

    Apr 9, 2026·1h 13m·2 clips
  55. 55

    Fentanyl Nightmare in Kensington | I Witnessed Hell

    After Cassidy left a heroin-using acquaintance, his mother called to say his three-year-old daughter found him dead.

    Apr 7, 2026·1h 34m·2 clips
  56. 56

    From Combat Hero to Homeless Addict: An Unbelievable True Story

    Sean Young describes surviving childhood violence while his father repeatedly staged attacks disguised as punishment.

    Apr 7, 2026·1h 25m·2 clips
  57. 57

    "I Didn’t Want to Exist Anymore" | She was the #1 European Tennis Pro But Her Mental Health was Secretly Unraveling

    Emma, a Bosnian professional tennis player born in 1992 as the war began, tells host Kevin Lanning that her "perfect" life as a No.

    Apr 5, 2026·1h 11m·2 clips
  58. 58

    I Started Shooting Heroin as a Teen | Overdosed & Flatlined at 18, Homeless to Sober at 19

    Dec 26, 2025·59m
  59. 59

    OxyContin Destroyed My Life | Trapped on Suboxone, Near-Death Trauma & Sobriety

    Dec 23, 2025·1h 7m
  60. 60

    I Stuck a NeedIe in My Arm 2 Hours After Prison Release | IV Drug Use, Prison Riots & Getting Sober

    Dec 21, 2025·1h 23m
  61. 61

    A Marine’s Toughest Battle Wasn’t War — It Was Starting Over as a Single Mom

    Dec 19, 2025·1h 11m
  62. 62

    New Year, New Me: From 2 Bottles of Wine a Night to Sobriety — Now I’m Living Beyond My Wildest Dreams

    Dec 18, 2025·1h 6m
  63. 63

    I Was a Blackout Alcoholic at 16 — Near Liver Failure | How I Recovered From Alcoholism

    Dec 15, 2025·1h 23m
  64. 64

    I Went from Snorting Pills to Snorting Heroin...10 Months Later I Was in Prison

    Dec 11, 2025·1h 15m
  65. 65

    Cross-Addicted to Alcohol, Drugs, Gambling, Women & Nicotine | A SHOCKING Story of Recovery

    Dec 10, 2025·1h 23m
  66. 66

    My Son’s Opioid Addiction Nearly Destroyed Our Family | A Mother’s Journey to Recovery

    Dec 9, 2025·1h 13m
  67. 67

    Cocaine Ruined My Life | Dr. Jason Rudolph’s Rise from Addiction to Renowned Psychologist

    Dec 8, 2025·1h 35m
  68. 68

    Underoath’s Frontman Exposes SHOCKING Drug Spiral: Snorting Xanax, Dirty Cops & a Double Life

    Dec 6, 2025·1h 30m
  69. 69

    I Lost My Daughter to Fentanyl… Then I Spiraled Into Alcoholism

    Dec 3, 2025·57m
  70. 70

    Bipolar Depression Pushed Me to Suicide | Opiate Addiction & Painkillers Almost Took My Life

    Dec 2, 2025·1h 27m
  71. 71

    I Drank 20 Drinks a Day | Surviving a 0.40 BAC, Losing My Sister & Crawling Back From ROCK BOTTOM

    Nov 29, 2025·1h 18m
  72. 72

    Homeless Fentanyl Addict’s SHOCKING Survival Story Living Under a Bridge

    Nov 27, 2025·1h 18m
  73. 73

    Fentanyl Nearly Killed Me | Gangster Disciple’s Descent Into Addiction, Drive-Bys & Sobriety

    Nov 25, 2025·45m
  74. 74

    From ‘Fun Drunk’ to Full-Blown Alcoholic | My Terrifying Descent Into Addiction

    Nov 23, 2025·1h 3m
  75. 75

    I Lost Everything to Crack | My Descent Into Hell and the Fight Back

    Nov 22, 2025·1h 20m
  76. 76

    How Trauma Shapes Your Life: Dr. Monica Vermani Breaks Down Stress, Anxiety & Healing

    Nov 20, 2025·1h 14m
  77. 77

    I Overdosed on Fentanyl Mid-Flight | My Descent Into Fentanyl Hell & How I Finally Got Sober

    Nov 17, 2025·1h 15m
  78. 78

    Relapse After 13 Years Sober: The Dark Side of Addiction

    Nov 16, 2025·47m
  79. 79

    From Olympic Ice to Shooting Meth in a NYC Bathroom | How I Overcame Addiction and Found Sobriety

    Nov 14, 2025·1h 18m
  80. 80

    I Shot Heroin for the First Time in Prison | My Shocking Story of Recovery

    Nov 12, 2025·1h 33m
  81. 81

    $25K Gamble to Build an Empire | How I Became One of America’s Most Powerful Female Attorneys

    Nov 10, 2025·52m
  82. 82

    Everyone In Her Family Was Addicted to Drugs | How to Break Generational Trauma

    Nov 10, 2025·46m
  83. 83

    She Lost Everything to Heroin—But Found Recovery & Purpose | Powerful Addiction Transformation Story

    Nov 5, 2025·1h 29m
  84. 84

    He Broke His Neck…Then Came Back to Win 5 World Titles | The INSANE Life of Vinny Paz

    Nov 4, 2025·39m
  85. 85

    OxyContin Turned My Life Into a Nightmare | A Survivor’s Shocking Story

    Oct 31, 2025·48m
  86. 86

    I Was a Reality TV Star—and a Raging Alcoholic | How Addiction Took Over My Life

    Oct 29, 2025·1h 6m
  87. 87

    "I Was Stripping, Dealing, and Shooting Heroin" | Raw Addiction & Recovery Story

    Oct 26, 2025·1h 19m
  88. 88

    Addiction Lawyer Helps Families Lost in Addiction | Finding Hope & Taking Action

    Oct 25, 2025·1h 2m
  89. 89

    A Fentanyl Addict's Raw Story of Addiction & How He Found Sobriety

    Oct 23, 2025·1h 19m
  90. 90

    Addicted to Roxy: Wall Street Drug Dealer Busted at Ground Zero | $12K/Month Oxy Habit & Sobriety

    Oct 20, 2025·1h 30m
  91. 91

    Hooked on the Needle | The Dark Reality of IV Heroin Addiction

    Oct 17, 2025·1h 35m
  92. 92

    I Lost Everything to Alcohol | Homeless, Addicted & My Journey to Recovery

    Oct 15, 2025·1h 29m
  93. 93

    A Mother’s Fight to Save Her Addicted Daughter | Healing, Letting Go, and How She Finally Got Sober

    Oct 14, 2025·1h 42m
  94. 94

    How Sobriety Transformed My Life After Addiction | Therapist Shares Recovery & Trauma Healing Tools

    Oct 10, 2025·1h 17m
  95. 95

    Inside a Heroin Addict’s Dark Journey in Kensington | Robbing Family, Jail & Getting Sober

    Oct 8, 2025·1h 2m
  96. 96

    From Surf Prodigy to Crack Houses & Prison | Insane Addiction Story

    Oct 7, 2025·1h 12m
  97. 97

    Hooked on Heroin & Homeless in Detroit | From Opioid Addiction & Jail to 10 Years Sober

    Oct 4, 2025·1h 13m
  98. 98

    I Was Shooting Heroin With My Mom Living in a Tent | Jail, Homelessness & How I Got Clean & Sober

    Oct 1, 2025·1h 35m
  99. 99

    I Was Living in Hotels Snorting Meth & Drinking Vodka All Day | Bubba Sparxxx Opens Up on Addiction & Recovery

    Sep 29, 2025·1h 17m
  100. 100

    Inside a Binge Drinker’s Double Life on Cocaine & Alcohol | Rock Bottom, Jail & 13 Years of Sobriety

    Sep 28, 2025·59m
  101. 101

    "I Was Throwing Up Blood and Still Drinking" | Alcoholic Seizures, Hopelessness & How I Got Sober

    Sep 24, 2025·2h 8m
  102. 102

    Harvey Weinstein Assaulted Me at 16 | Alcohol Abuse, Xanax Addiction, Weinstein Trial and Getting Sober

    Sep 22, 2025·1h 8m
  103. 103

    Blackouts, Shame & the Illusion of Control | The Brutal Reality of Alcoholism

    Sep 20, 2025·51m
  104. 104

    I Smoked Myself Into a Crack Psychosis | 33 Felonies, 3 Raids, 40 Year Prison Sentence, Sobriety

    Sep 17, 2025·1h 21m
  105. 105

    Coming Off Adderall Was the Worst Experience of My Life | My Brutal 15 Year Addiction to Stimulants

    Sep 16, 2025·1h 6m
  106. 106

    I Caught My Wife Cheating, Blacked Out & Landed in Prison | Domestic Violence, Prison & Sobriety

    Sep 14, 2025·1h 5m
  107. 107

    Inside a Police Officers Brutal Addiction to Painkillers | Addiction, PTSD, Brain Trauma & Recovery

    Sep 12, 2025·1h 24m
  108. 108

    My Mugshot Was Everywhere: The Brutal Consequences of a DUI

    Sep 11, 2025·53m
  109. 109

    "Once I Shot Heroin, It Was GAME OVER" | My Dark Descent Into Addiction

    Sep 8, 2025·1h 7m
  110. 110

    Chevy Chase RAW & UNCUT | Hollywood Stories, Wild Years & Untold Moments

    Sep 7, 2025·28m
  111. 111

    A Heroin Addict's SHOCKING Descent | D1 Football Full Scholarship, Prison Time, Homelessness & His Road to Recovery

    Sep 5, 2025·1h 15m
  112. 112

    I Started Smoking Crack at 17 | Drug Addiction Story, Family Tragedy & Sobriety Recovery Journey

    Sep 2, 2025·1h
  113. 113

    The Needle Became My Addiction | From OxyContin to Shooting Heroin & Facing 8 Years in Prison

    Aug 29, 2025·1h 24m
  114. 114

    Addicted to Heroin at 17 | Trap Houses, Overdose, Jail & How She Got Clean and Sober

    Aug 25, 2025·1h 2m
  115. 115

    Inside the BRUTAL Psychosis of a Bipolar Drug Addict

    Aug 23, 2025·1h 20m
  116. 116

    My Addiction Wasn’t Just Heroin, It Was the Needle | Jail, Heroin & My Fight for Survival

    Aug 21, 2025·1h 11m
  117. 117

    Valedictorian Turned Addict: Inside His Secret Life of Drugs & Overdoses

    Aug 20, 2025·1h 9m
  118. 118

    The Dark Side of Alcoholism | Half a Gallon of Fireball a Day

    Aug 18, 2025·1h 8m
  119. 119

    Incest Survivor | Raised in a House of Horrors

    Aug 17, 2025·1h 1m
  120. 120

    I Was a Teacher—and a Raging Alcoholic | How I Lost Everything

    Aug 14, 2025·1h 1m
  121. 121

    Alcohol Was My Freedom Until It Destroyed Everything – The Dark Side of Addiction

    Aug 12, 2025·59m
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    Addicted to Fentanyl: Inside a Stripper’s Life of Chaos and Survival

    Aug 10, 2025·42m
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    Fentanyl Nearly Killed Me: The Darkest Days of Addiction and the Fight for Survival

    Aug 8, 2025·1h 14m
  124. 124

    I Started Shooting Heroin at 16 | Childhood Abuse, Baker Acted & How I Finally Got Clean & Sober

    Aug 6, 2025·1h 4m
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    I Blew a .37 and Woke Up in a Hospital | DUI, Benzos, Cocaine & a Life Rebuilt

    Aug 4, 2025·1h 7m
  126. 126

    Fentanyl Sent Me Into Psychosis | Brutal Jail Detox & My Journey to Get Clean and Sober

    Jul 31, 2025·1h 13m
  127. 127

    Addicted to Porn: The Brutal Truth About Porn Addiction

    Jul 30, 2025·1h 9m
  128. 128

    28 Years on Adderall: Ricki Friedman’s Story of Addiction, Recovery, and Rebuilding Her Life

    Jul 27, 2025·1h 18m
  129. 129

    Doctor Turned Drug Addict | Inside A Doctor's Brutal Addiction To Opioids

    Jul 25, 2025·52m
  130. 130

    Inside an Alcoholic’s Brutal Fall: From National Champion to Homelessness Drinking Hand Sanitizer

    Jul 23, 2025·1h 14m
  131. 131

    The Dark Side of IV Heroin Use: Jail Time, Overdose, and the Road to Sobriety

    Jul 21, 2025·53m
  132. 132

    My Brutal Addiction to Perc 30s, Locked Up, and Left for Dead

    Jul 19, 2025·46m
  133. 133

    Inside an Alcoholic's Battle with Severe Depression | How I Got Sober & Found Mental Clarity

    Jul 15, 2025·1h 22m
  134. 134

    I Was Living a Double Life | Addicted to Coke & Alcohol, Cheating & Wanting to Die

    Jul 12, 2025·1h 38m
  135. 135

    The Dark Side of Alcoholism: I Lost Everything to Alcohol | Relapse in Sobriety

    Jul 10, 2025·1h 31m
  136. 136

    Inside the Dark Reality of Drug Psychosis: Murder Trial, Public Shame & the Road to Sobriety

    Jul 8, 2025·1h 29m
  137. 137

    She Risked Everything to Follow Her Own Path | Nigerian Immigrant Story of Adversity & Purpose

    Jul 6, 2025·52m
  138. 138

    Undercover Agent Exposes Shocking Truth About Ch*ld Trafficking: What I Saw Changed My Life Forever

    Jul 3, 2025·1h 17m
  139. 139

    I Was Addicted to the Needle | How I Survived a Brutal Drug Spiral and Found Sobriety

    Jul 1, 2025·1h 43m
  140. 140

    I Pulled the Trigger Just to Pay Rent | Crack Addiction, Kidnapping & a Life Sentence to Redemption

    Jun 29, 2025·50m
  141. 141

    Cop Turned Cocaine Dealer | The Vicious Grip of Cocaine Addiction

    Jun 25, 2025·1h 9m
  142. 142

    I Married a Doctor… and Ended Up With a Drug Addict I Didn’t Recognize

    Jun 24, 2025·1h 25m
  143. 143

    "I Woke Up in Jail for Trying to Decapitate My Mom" | Alcohol & Opiate Addiction Spiral

    Jun 22, 2025·1h 2m
  144. 144

    Addiction Recovery: God saved me from a Drug + Alcohol Addiction | Rise Above Reflections

    Jun 20, 2025·29m
  145. 145

    "My 40 Roxy-a-Day Addiction Nearly Killed Me" | Exposing Florida’s Ruthless Pill Mill Empire

    Jun 17, 2025·1h 32m
  146. 146

    "I Was Doing 30 Oxycontins a Day" | Brutal Painkiller Addiction Story & How I Got Sober

    Jun 14, 2025·1h 11m
  147. 147

    Inside an Alcoholic’s Chaotic Life | Sexually Abused, Abandoned & Addicted

    Jun 11, 2025·1h 19m
  148. 148

    Inside the SHOCKING Fall of an Aspiring NHL Star | How Addiction Destroyed Everything

    Jun 8, 2025·1h 21m
  149. 149

    My Husband’s Hidden Opiate Addiction | Surviving a Spouses Addiction & a Federal Raid

    Jun 5, 2025·1h 19m
  150. 150

    "I Tried Heroin in a Laundry Room" | David Koechner Exposes His Darkest Addiction Struggles

    Jun 2, 2025·1h 8m
  151. 151

    I Started Shooting Heroin at 15 | Human Trafficked, Prison, and How I Finally Got Clean & Sober

    Jun 1, 2025·1h 13m
  152. 152

    “I Married a Junkie” | Dr. Cali Estes Exposes the Dark Reality of Fentanyl and Heroin Addiction, Detox & Recovery

    May 28, 2025·1h 10m
  153. 153

    Inside a PCP Addicts Brutal Lifestyle | Molested at 10, Pregnant by 16, and Selling Crack by 20

    May 25, 2025·1h 3m
  154. 154

    Inside the Brutality of Drug Psychosis | D1 Baseball Star at 16 Spirals into Addiction

    May 21, 2025·1h 3m
  155. 155

    The Alcoholic's Struggle: How Sobriety Changed My Life and Saved My Mental Health

    May 18, 2025·1h 3m
  156. 156

    Inside a War Hero’s Brutal Return Home: Addiction, Jail, Redemption (Security for Da Baby & Lil Baby)

    May 14, 2025·57m
  157. 157

    The Secret Hell of Anorexia: My Road to Recovery, Relapse Triggers & What It's Like to Live With It

    May 12, 2025·54m
  158. 158

    UFC Champion Kayla Harrison: From Sexual Abuse Survivor to UFC Bantamweight Champion

    May 9, 2025·1h 39m
  159. 159

    Inside a Drug-Fueled Armed Robber’s SHOCKING Double Life

    May 7, 2025·1h 38m
  160. 160

    Inside an OxyContin Addict's SHOCKING Lifestyle | Survivor's Guilt

    May 4, 2025·1h 6m
  161. 161

    Undefeated BKFC Fighter Quentin "QG" Gaskins Reveals Traumatic Upbringing | Jake Paul, Rise To Fame

    Apr 30, 2025·46m
  162. 162

    A Mother's Worst Nightmare: Losing My Son to Fentanyl After a Lifetime of Struggle

    Apr 27, 2025·1h 35m
  163. 163

    I Was Shot 5 Times: An Undefeated Boxer’s Incredible Comeback Story

    Apr 24, 2025·51m
  164. 164

    Surviving Trauma, PTSD, and a Household Shattered by Addiction: My Journey to Healing and Saving My Mental Health

    Apr 21, 2025·1h 18m
  165. 165

    I Was a Death Row Guard — What I Saw Still Haunts Me

    Apr 17, 2025·55m
  166. 166

    Inside an Alcoholic's Chaotic Lifestyle | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction & How I Found Sobriety

    Apr 13, 2025·1h 6m
  167. 167

    The Fatal Accident That Shattered Everything | How I Escaped Opiates After 45 Surgeries

    Apr 13, 2025·1h 10m
  168. 168

    Inside a Nitrous Oxide Addict’s Brutal Lifestyle After Being Paralyzed by the COVID Vaccine

    Apr 5, 2025·56m
  169. 169

    Brooklyn's Drug Kingpin | From Prison at 16 to Building a Jewelry Empire

    Apr 2, 2025·48m
  170. 170

    Joe "Tiger King" Exotic Drops BOMBSHELL About Trump Pardon… Tiger King 2 Coming?!

    Mar 30, 2025·20m
  171. 171

    Inside A Heroin Addict's BRUTAL Lifestyle

    Mar 26, 2025·1h 22m
  172. 172

    The Ex-GOOGLE Exec Who Stole Millions With John McAfee | Tech's Dark Side

    Mar 23, 2025·1h 22m
  173. 173

    Inside a College Football Player’s Tragic Injury That Left Him Paralyzed & His Unbelievable Comeback

    Mar 20, 2025·1h 10m
  174. 174

    I Am An Alcoholic | How I Knew I Had a Problem & Got Treatment for Alcoholism

    Mar 18, 2025·1h 5m
  175. 175

    I Was Childhood Friends With the 20th 9/11 Hijacker – The FBI Came for Me, Then I Became a Spy

    Mar 14, 2025·1h 14m
  176. 176

    Overcoming Alcoholism | Inside An Addicts Brutal Lifestyle

    Mar 12, 2025·1h 14m
  177. 177

    Former Rikers Island Chief Reveals the Mental Health Crisis Behind Bars & Its Deadly Consequences

    Mar 10, 2025·57m
  178. 178

    Inside A Kingpin's Multi-Million Dollar Health Clinic Scam | From Federal Prison to Media Mogul

    Mar 6, 2025·1h 5m
  179. 179

    Surviving Iraq: The Psychological Impact of War on an Air Force Sergeant

    Mar 4, 2025·1h 32m
  180. 180

    An IV Heroin User's DARK Reality in Kensington | Surviving a Self-Inflicted Headshot Su*cide Attempt

    Feb 26, 2025·1h 2m
  181. 181

    Inside a Google Executive's SHOCKING Opioid Addiction

    Feb 26, 2025·1h 58m
  182. 182

    Inside The Fatal Night at University of South Florida That Changed My Life Forever

    Feb 19, 2025·1h 18m
  183. 183

    Inside Florida’s Most Notorious Pill Mill: Exposing the OxyContin Empire Backed by Big Pharma

    Feb 16, 2025·1h 39m
  184. 184

    ADDICTION, FRAUD & POWER | Inside a $140M Wall Street Empire

    Feb 12, 2025·1h 42m
  185. 185

    The Truth About Reality TV Fame: Big Brother Star Zach Rance’s Story of Struggle & Success

    Feb 11, 2025·1h 1m
  186. 186

    Inside Dpeezy's Brutal Addiction to Xanax, Methadone and Lean | Daniel Phaithaisong

    Feb 5, 2025·49m
  187. 187

    Inside The SHOCKING Double Life of an Alcoholic

    Feb 4, 2025·1h 21m
  188. 188

    Inside a Doctor’s $10M Insurance Fraud Scheme That Takes a Shocking Turn

    Jan 29, 2025·1h 31m
  189. 189

    An Alcoholic's Testimony | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction

    Jan 28, 2025·1h 15m
  190. 190

    Inside the SHOCKING Life of a Fentanyl Addict | What Fentanyl Actually Does To The Brain

    Jan 24, 2025·1h 19m
  191. 191

    The Violent Night That Cost An NBA Prospect Everything

    Jan 21, 2025·1h 8m
  192. 192

    Inside An IV Fentanyl Addict's BRUTAL Lifestyle

    Jan 18, 2025·2h 3m
  193. 193

    Florida's Drug Kingpin | From Serving 23 Years in Prison to Becoming a Real Estate Mogul

    Jan 15, 2025·1h 2m
  194. 194

    Inside A Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor’s Brutal Upbringing

    Jan 13, 2025·1h 40m
  195. 195

    How Stress Discolored My Skin

    Jan 10, 2025·29m
  196. 196

    Inside a Stripper's Brutal Addiction to Fentanyl

    Jan 7, 2025·1h 26m
  197. 197

    Inside An Oxycontin Addict's Brutal Life of Crime

    Jan 4, 2025·1h 8m
  198. 198

    Inside Joe "Tiger King" Exotic's Chaotic Lifestyle | Exclusive Prison Interview

    Jan 4, 2025·32m
  199. 199

    The Alcoholic's Struggle: How Sobriety Changed My Life and Saved My Mental Health

    Jan 1, 2025·1h 12m
  200. 200

    Inside A Lifelong Battle With Hashimoto's Thyroiditis

    Dec 30, 2024·42m
  201. 201

    Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle

    Dec 26, 2024·57m
  202. 202

    Private Investigator EXPOSES Shocking Truth in Karen Read & Turtleboy Scandal

    Dec 24, 2024·1h 26m
  203. 203

    Inside A Nurse's Addiction To Fentanyl

    Dec 18, 2024·51m
  204. 204

    Inside A Violent 1% Outlaw's Brutal Lifestyle

    Dec 15, 2024·45m
  205. 205

    Ex-CFO Exposes $5M Tax Fraud Scandal: Shocking Truth Behind NYC’s Taxi King Empire

    Dec 11, 2024·59m
  206. 206

    Inside An Alcoholic's Brutal Lifestyle | The Dark Side of Alcohol Addiction

    Dec 9, 2024·1h 27m
  207. 207

    Inside A Detective’s Chilling School Shooter Takedown

    Dec 4, 2024·1h 10m
  208. 208

    Surviving America’s Opioid Epidemic | Ginjer’s Brutal Lifestyle

    Dec 2, 2024·1h 55m
  209. 209

    Inside A Professional Bank Robber's Brutal Lifestyle Fueled By Addiction to Heroin

    Nov 27, 2024·59m
  210. 210

    Trafficking For The Cartel | Taken Down by DEA, Brutal Prison Conditions and Getting Clean & Sober

    Nov 22, 2024·1h 43m
  211. 211

    How A Career Criminal Went From Prison to Hip Hop Icon

    Nov 20, 2024·53m
  212. 212

    Inside a Warden’s Groundbreaking Prison Reform Strategy

    Nov 18, 2024·47m
  213. 213

    Inside A Kingpin's Brutal Lifestyle

    Nov 13, 2024·59m
  214. 214

    Star Athlete Becomes A Prisoner After Fatal Car Accident

    Nov 10, 2024·1h 2m
  215. 215

    One Punch, A Lifetime Changed: How A Bar Fight Turned Fatal

    Nov 6, 2024·1h 4m
  216. 216

    Inside the Underworld of Wiretapping: A Military Officer’s Journey to Organized Crime

    Nov 4, 2024·1h 4m
  217. 217

    How My Family Was Brutally Murdered In Front of Me By The Cartel | From Orphan to Millionaire

    Oct 30, 2024·43m
  218. 218

    How My Family Was Brutally Murdered In Front of Me By The Cartel | From Orphan to Millionaire

    Oct 30, 2024·47m
  219. 219

    Inside a Salvadoran's Brutal Escape from MS-13

    Oct 28, 2024·49m
  220. 220

    Inside A Heroin Addicts Brutal Lifestyle

    Oct 21, 2024·53m
  221. 221

    Dr. Nadine Macaluso Reveals Dark Truths of Marriage to The Wolf of Wall Street: Inside Narcissism

    Oct 15, 2024·51m
  222. 222

    Prison Inmate Interview | Cricket

    Oct 9, 2024·23m
  223. 223

    Surviving the Horror: My Family’s Darkest Secret Exposed | Childhood Sexual Abuse Survivor

    Oct 7, 2024·1h 1m
  224. 224

    Child Abuse Survivor Reveals How Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson Saved His Life

    Oct 2, 2024·1h 22m
  225. 225

    Prison Shot Caller JD Delay Reveals Brutal Prison Secrets, Meth Addiction, and Path to Sobriety

    Sep 30, 2024·1h 19m
  226. 226

    How a Drunk Driving Tragedy Led Me to Get Sober and Change My Life

    Sep 25, 2024·37m
  227. 227

    Inside the Violent Night That Changed My Life Forever: Facing Life in Prison

    Sep 22, 2024·1h 11m
  228. 228

    Inside a Violent Biker Life: Matt’s Brutal Lifestyle & Journey to Sobriety | A Story of Redemption

    Sep 18, 2024·1h 18m
  229. 229

    Gabriel-Kane Day-Lewis Reveals The Truth About His Battle With Addiction and How He Found Sobriety

    Sep 11, 2024·1h 13m
  230. 230

    Against All Odds | A Con Man's Mind-Blowing Scam Leads Him to Go on the Run and Do the Unthinkable

    Sep 4, 2024·1h
  231. 231

    Drug Lord's Billion-Dollar Empire: Smuggling for the Mob | Secrets of the Underworld

    Aug 28, 2024·1h 37m
  232. 232

    Rise Above with Kevin Lanning Trailer

    Aug 23, 2024·1m
  233. 233

    Colombian Cartel Mule's Shocking Survival in Ecuador's Deadliest Prison | 7 Years of HELL

    Aug 21, 2024·1h 26m
  234. 234

    Florida Shuffle Trafficking Victim Reveals the Harsh Reality of Her Journey Through Addiction

    Aug 20, 2024·1h 18m
  235. 235

    Ex-Con’s Shocking Decision Lands Him in Prison for a Decade | His Miraculous Road to Redemption

    Aug 7, 2024·1h 11m
  236. 236

    Sentenced to Prison and On The Run, Jamie Does The Unthinkable | From Failure to Success

    Jul 31, 2024·1h 5m
  237. 237

    After Being Addicted To OxyContin For 10 Years Jon Resorts to Drug Trafficking To Support His Habit

    Jul 27, 2024·33m
  238. 238

    Lone Survivor of Deadly Car Crash Falls into Horrifying Drug Addiction and Does the Unthinkable

    Jul 17, 2024·52m
  239. 239

    Shocking Truth About Dating | Love Bombing, Narcissism and Gas Lighting

    Jul 16, 2024·1h 22m
  240. 240

    Childhood Trauma Secrets Revealed: How EMDR & ART Therapy Transform Lives

    Jul 16, 2024·1h 1m
  241. 241

    Judge Threatens Jail Time For 3rd DWI | Finding Sobriety and Then This Happens...

    Jul 16, 2024·51m
  242. 242

    PFL Light Heavyweight Champion Impa Kasanganay's Humble Beginnings to Global Success

    Jun 12, 2024·1h 33m
  243. 243

    Licensed Clinician Reveals Shocking Grips of His Addiction Which Led Him to Get Sober

    Jun 11, 2024·1h 5m
  244. 244

    EP 15: Healing Through Tragedy: Mental Health Insights with Shannon, LCSW

    May 29, 2024·1h 16m
  245. 245

    EP 14: 17-Year-Old Mastermind's Million Dollar Ponzi Scheme | Ian Bick's Shocking Prison Redemption Story

    May 22, 2024·56m
  246. 246

    EP 13: Finding Strength Within | Cat's Inspiring Story of Recovery and Transformation

    May 9, 2024·1h 36m
  247. 247

    EP12: Unbreakable: A Pro MMA Fighter's Journey Blooms in Adversity

    May 2, 2024·1h 24m
  248. 248

    EP11: Man In Coma Has Near-Death Spiritual Awakening

    Apr 25, 2024·1h 43m
  249. 249

    EP10: Miracle Sobriety Story | From Addiction & Jail to Counselor

    Apr 18, 2024·1h 18m
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    EP7: Nuclear Submarine Navy Veteran's Tragedy to Triumph Story

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 31m
  251. 251

    EP5: Being Taken, Surviving Addiction In NYC Streets to Entrepreneurship

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 37m
  252. 252

    EP8: UFC Fighter Jared 'Flash' Gordon's Chilling Story | Grips of Addiction to UFC Octagon

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 51m
  253. 253

    EP4: Defying the Odds: Bella's Journey from Division 1 Softball Star to Overcoming Paralysis and Painkiller Addiction

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 48m
  254. 254

    EP3: Triumph Over Childhood Trauma and Sobriety - Jose's Story

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 40m
  255. 255

    EP2: Nuclear Submarine Vet's Harrowing Resilience Journey

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 43m
  256. 256

    Alec's Inspirational Journey from Rock Bottom to Radiant Success

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 29m
  257. 257

    EP6: Struggle to Strength: Overcoming Xanax Addiction & Embracing Transformation

    Apr 4, 2024·1h 20m