Spiritual monologues from the edge of self.
Our Undoing Radio turns household life into metaphysical pressure. A duck’s death, a YouTube comment, a rainstorm, or a cat story can become a long, sharp meditation on silence, ego, awakening, and whether modern spirituality has trapped itself in its own mirror.
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Our Undoing Radio sounds like a personal journal that keeps finding trapdoors into the absolute. It begins in ordinary weather. Ducks mutter, cats get sick, rain hits the roof, family visits interrupt the schedule, and the speaker apologizes for ambient noise before turning the whole room into an argument about consciousness. The recent run is heavily shaped by Kundalini and the Secrets of Silence and by the speaker’s reading of The Serpent’s Tale. Spiritual language gets treated with suspicion. The show is interested in awakening, but it is even more interested in how quickly awakening talk becomes another costume for the self. That gives the episodes their peculiar charge. They are funny, impatient, intimate, and grave, sometimes all in the same paragraph. Jeremy Vaney pushes against ownership phrases like “my Kundalini,” pokes at enlightenment myths, questions guru reputations, and treats online spiritual communities as evidence in a larger case about ego wearing holy clothes. The domestic material matters just as much. Chocolate the duck, Alfie the cat, Carol’s and Jeremy’s animals, island rain, and household exhaustion are not filler; they are the soil the arguments grow out of. Paranormal and UFO material also sits near the center, but it is folded into spiritual inquiry rather than presented as simple spectacle. Alien abduction becomes a way to ask whether the “me” exists. Kriyas become intelligent body language rather than decorative spiritual theater. The show’s humor is sharp, sometimes needling, but not empty. Under the mockery is a bruised seriousness about death, silence, truth, and the possibility that modern people have chosen delusion because it is easier than surrender. It is not polished wellness audio. It is a rough, fast, clean-edged monologue for listeners who want spiritual speculation with mud on its shoes, grief in its pockets, and no patience for incense-soaked vanity.
Made for: Best for listeners drawn to raw spiritual inquiry, paranormal overlap, rural domestic detail, and skeptical critiques of enlightenment culture. It fits people who like long, unruly solo arguments more than tidy interviews or soothing wellness talk.
What sets it apart: The show turns pets, weather, grief, YouTube comments, kundalini debates, and alien abduction into one continuous investigation of ego and silence. Its power is the collision between household anecdote and cosmic accusation.
Aloha, and welcome to the Our Undoing Radio family of podcasts! Here you’ll find the flagship show, Our Undoing Radio, as well as Our Undoing Live Specials, Paratopia and its offspring, Paratopia Live and Paratopia Oculus (coming down the line.) O.U.R. is a clean show focused on spiritual wholeness. Paratopia has explicit language and focuses on UFOS/UAP, paranormal, and a variety of high strangeness phenomena.
Based on 6 episodes we listened to · September 2026
Jeremy Vaney turns animals, anomalous experiences and spiritual disputes into searching monologues about ego, silence and transformation.
Our Undoing Radio lets Jeremy Vaney think aloud from the middle of ordinary life, moving from ducks, cats, rain and sick pets into questions about selfhood, silence and spiritual transformation.
A duck's last day leaves you with an uncomfortable question about choosing life.
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A duck's final day leads into laughter, grief, and a stark spiritual question about collective survival.
An early-morning duck flight opens a season finale that moves from ordinary animal life into grief, laughter, and a severe spiritual question about whether a people has chosen death.
Domestic strain turns into a searching meditation on wholeness, psychology, and waking past thought.
Jeremy Vaney's fatigue opens into a meditation on what people may need to let go of before wholeness becomes possible. His mother is in town, Alfie the cat has been ill but is improving, and Chocolate the duck has a close call, so the episode begins in the press of household…
A Spotify notice and a Kundalini pile-on become a sharp study of authority, ownership, and artificial intelligence.
Undoing It Radio begins in ordinary noise: birds, ducks, a lawnmower outside the window. From there, the episode moves into a pointed meditation on belief, ownership, and the strange authority now granted to automated systems.
A loose, suggestive comparison of alien abduction terror, Zen shock, and the question of whether the self exists at all.
Jeremy Vaney sets alien abduction stories beside spiritual awakening, using both to probe selfhood, illusion, fear, and authority. He starts with the abductee's uneasy question of whether the experience is real or madness, then moves toward the Zen warning about killing Buddha…
A duck's death becomes a grave, funny meditation on laughter, grief, and humanity's pull toward self-destruction.
Water For Chocolate starts in the duck run, where Blondie's first flutter and Penelope's stubborn short hop open onto larger questions about intelligence, laughter, grief, and the stories people use to steady themselves.
A shelter-cat story becomes a funny, sideways meditation on rescue, vanity, and the moral that keeps slipping away.
Rain on the rooftop gives Jeremy Vaney's shelter visit a fittingly damp comic charge, as a story about cats, rescue, and human vanity keeps slipping away from any clean moral.
Pop culture trivia, argued fast and with affection.
Pop culture, personal stakes, and room for a tangent.
A Brazilian journalist spends years reinvestigating unsolved child disappearances in Paraná.
Cris Bartz and Juva Lauer alternate debate and interview episodes on Brazilian social issues.
Robert Wright interviews specialists on Iran, Gaza, Ukraine, Taiwan, and open-source AI.
Jeremy Vaney tells a shelter-cat story about Alfie, Sir Palm Trees, and a third cat first called "Finn" and then "Cosmo." The episode moves through Humane Society adoption, a Jackson Galaxy-style slow introduction, and a fight where Cosmo "tore after Alfie." Carol's reaction to the cats, including her refusal to keep the nickname "shitty Hitler," shapes the whole story.
Host Jeremy reflects on the death of his duck Chocolate, reading a chapter from his book about her joyful flying rituals and the spiritual meaning of laughter.
Jeremy Vaney introduces part three of a miniseries on Tom Cheatham's iboga journey in South America, with references to previous episodes and related content.
Our Undoing Radio's 'Water For Chocolate' opens with Blondie, Penelope, and Chocolate flying at the duck run while Jeremy treats their morning ritual as a shared joke.
Jeremy Vaney says America and Israel have made pro-wrestling "heel turns," then links that reversal to war, drones, desalination plants, and a grid that can be knocked out too easily.
Jeremy Vaney introduces a discussion about Osho while promoting his upcoming Substack book and other podcast projects.
Jeremy Vaney debunks 12 common myths about spiritual enlightenment, starting with the idea that enlightenment is something to be attained.
Jeremy Vaney discusses the Deepak Chopra dilemma, connecting recent Epstein revelations to broader issues in spirituality and Kundalini.
A Facebook ad for an AI girlfriend becomes a complaint about "women" and "dogs" being built to "shut up."
Jeremy Vaney uses Our Undoing Radio’s “Alien Buddha Theater” to compare alien abductions, kundalini, and spiritual awakening through the problem of self.
Jeremy Vaney shares a humorous cat story from his book 'Kundalini and the Secrets of Silence' on R&Doing Radio.
Jeremy Vaney introduces an unreleased episode of Paratopia Oculus where he and Jeff Ritzman discuss Star Wars, explaining why it doesn't fit their paranormal podcast.
Jeremy and Jeff discuss listener questions about maintaining objectivity when paranormal phenomena seem to tailor themselves to the seeker.
Two speakers discuss the value of personal psychological work and whether it is ultimately self-indulgent, with one defending it as meaningful despite its potential futility.