John de Ruiter Podcast

A person asks John de Ruiter about feeling blocked from fully experiencing divine essence despite a content life.

A person shares their lifelong addiction and grief from a past-life trauma of losing a child.

A listener asks how to integrate a state of being and self-awareness into daily life, prompting a discussion on personal development and transformation.

A person discusses the struggle to connect with their mother beyond traditional roles and receives guidance on moving from identification with past experiences to awareness and openness.

A listener shares a personal story about caring for a sleepless granddaughter and asks about the profound sense of inevitability and connection felt during a hug with the host.

A caller shares their struggle with lifelong addiction rooted in past-life trauma of losing a child, and the host advises focusing on direct self-knowledge rather than believing unverified stories.

This episode explores how to maintain awareness of awareness itself, even amidst unpleasant emotions, as a path from fragmentation to oneness.

This episode explores how subconscious belief structures shape personality and behavior, emphasizing the importance of shifting awareness away from these automatic patterns.

This episode explores how to be present in your body by letting go of concerns and thinking patterns that prevent true enjoyment of simple existence.

This episode explores overcoming fears that prevent self-actualization, particularly the fear of living up to one's full potential, through profound honesty and self-acceptance.

A person seeks guidance on transforming their painful mother-daughter relationship by moving beyond fixed roles and expectations through awareness and openness.

This episode explores how using doubt about known truths can free the heart and enable full engagement in life's opportunities.