Im sorry about last night

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Recovery talk with the rough edges left in.

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Im sorry about last night is a solo recovery journal built from weather reports, meeting check-ins, family life, errands, and old memories. The shape is messy in a human way: a thought starts with taxes or a cold, then circles toward sobriety, humility, and peace.

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About Im sorry about last night

Im sorry about last night is a recovery-room monologue with the windows open to ordinary life. It starts where the day starts. Spring weather, taxes, a holiday break, a cold after a meeting, a run on an old trail, or a car wash that gets rained on can all become part of the same ongoing reflection. The show is loose by design, or at least loose in practice. It does not sand down the pauses, restarts, detours, or second thoughts. That is a large part of its identity. The speaker often begins with a simple check-in and gradually finds the recovery question underneath it: why show up, why share, why choose coffee instead of the bar, why fear returns when selfishness takes over. AA meetings and the Big Book recur often, sometimes with affection and sometimes with impatience. The show is honest about both. Sobriety is treated less as a finished victory than as a daily rearranging of decisions, habits, memories, and spiritual language. God appears not as a polished sermon topic, but as a practical word for peace, love, accountability, and the absence of fear. The episodes can be funny in a dry, self-aware way. They can also turn heavy without much warning. Old drinking and drugging memories are framed as part of a breakup with a former life, one that still sends back shiny memories even when the relationship is clearly over. The local-podcast feel matters too: it is not trying to sound national, branded, or clean. It sounds like a person who has made hundreds of episodes because speaking it out helps keep the thread intact. For listeners drawn to recovery talk that leaves the rough edges in, the show offers something unusually unvarnished. It is candid, repetitive, searching, and more interested in staying honest than landing a perfect final line.

Made for: Best suited for listeners who connect with AA-adjacent recovery reflections, plainspoken spirituality, and long conversational solo episodes. It especially fits people who prefer lived-in honesty over polished wellness advice.

What sets it apart: The show turns small daily events into recovery meditations without cleaning up the thought process. Its strength is the raw continuity of one person repeatedly working through sobriety, fear, God, meetings, and ordinary life in real time.

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Based on 6 episodes we listened to · September 2026

A candid solo recovery journal that connects AA principles and spiritual practice to the choices hidden inside ordinary days.

Im sorry about last night lets an ordinary morning wander toward a serious reckoning with sobriety. The host moves from weather, family time, the gym, or household frustrations into solo reflections on AA, spiritual practice, and the choices that keep recovery intact.

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A freshly washed car meets rain, and you get a sobriety check before the wax dries.

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  • an unvarnished recovery companion who connects ordinary irritations to the choices that keep you sober
  • a host willing to test sugar cravings, procrastination, and gym excuses against lessons learned from quitting alcohol
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GODFeb 17, 2026

The host finds God in the peace that can follow a better choice.

A missed gym morning, an Instagram-led digestive-enzyme detour, and a cold, freshly washed East Coast day give the episode an ordinary, lived-in start before it turns toward the larger question of what a higher power can look like in daily recovery.

Did I sign up for this!!!!~Feb 16, 2026

A car wash, fresh rain, and a sober reset.

This episode starts with a car wash, a coat of wax, and a dry joke about salt, filth, and rain undoing a clean start, then uses that small errand to settle into a recovery-minded meditation on booze, drugs, and the uneasy labor of step work.

Spirits all around!!!Feb 12, 2026

A sore morning turns into a blunt case for gratitude, accountability, and not letting work become a private enemy.

The episode opens as a loose morning check-in, with the host back from the gym, a little winded after running stairs, and already circling the small daily negotiations that shape the day.

Sugar is the devil!!Feb 9, 2026

A recovery-minded episode about why sugar can resist old tools that worked elsewhere.

A hard winter morning gives way to a more pointed recovery question: the host knows how to avoid alcohol and cigarettes, yet still finds sugar harder to refuse.

Prepping my day with the 11th step

A morning meditation becomes a practical road map for staying sober when the day turns unpredictable.

Morning meditation gets a plainspoken frame here: preparing for the day is likened to following old MapQuest directions, with each ordinary choice tied back to the host's work not to drink again.

Congrats on one year!!!

A candid recovery reflection that finds humility in meeting rooms, daily discipline, and the panic of lost car keys.

The host frames recovery through plain daily effort: getting to the gym at 57, making meetings, staying active, and noticing how those habits help him feel better.

Podcasts like Im sorry about last night

Episodes

  1. 1

    Great night

    ·31m
  2. 2

    Congrats on one year!!!

    The host reflects on his 57-year-old life, emphasizing recovery, gym routines, and avoiding medication.

    ·34m·3 clips
  3. 3

    Just another Monday!!!

    ·31m
  4. 4

    What hasn't already been said about fear?

    ·32m
  5. 5

    Is Sobriety enough?

    ·31m
  6. 6

    Going to parties sober!!!

    ·31m
  7. 7

    What came first, the head or the heart???

    ·31m
  8. 8

    Im sorry about the other day!!!

    ·34m
  9. 9

    Changing routines is tough!!!

    ·31m
  10. 10

    Mixing up my meetings!!!

    ·32m
  11. 11

    We can't do this alone!!!!

    ·34m
  12. 12

    Centered on the beam!!

    ·31m
  13. 13

    Happy Friday!!!

    ·32m
  14. 14

    Shortcomings!!!

    ·29m
  15. 15

    Mental health is a thing!!!

    ·28m
  16. 16

    Trying to get back!!

    ·42m
  17. 17

    Its all about the third step!!!

    ·35m
  18. 18

    He called!!!

    ·24m
  19. 19

    What's your favorite step?

    ·30m
  20. 20

    Came to believe!!!

    ·32m
  21. 21

    Bondage of self!!!

    ·34m
  22. 22

    Not much going on!!

    ·27m
  23. 23

    Entirely ready!!

    ·32m
  24. 24

    Arogance!!!

    ·31m
  25. 25

    Gonna find a new home group!!!

    ·31m
  26. 26

    Don't take our selves to seriously!!!

    ·29m
  27. 27

    Prayer and meditation !!!

    ·32m
  28. 28

    Im not perfect!!!

    ·32m
  29. 29

    Under spiritual attack!!!

    ·31m
  30. 30

    Can we finally be happy??

    ·32m
  31. 31

    Staying sober in the good times!!!

    ·29m
  32. 32

    Relapse and Recovery!!

    ·30m
  33. 33

    Could have gone bad!!!

    ·31m
  34. 34

    Eight is Great!!!

    ·33m
  35. 35

    Getting separated from the herd !!

    ·31m
  36. 36

    Recovered

    ·31m
  37. 37

    Cleaning out my dads house!!

    ·31m
  38. 38

    Im not a fan of rushing into the fourth step!!

    ·35m
  39. 39

    Learning GOD!!!

    ·31m
  40. 40

    Last night was a great meeting!!!

    ·33m
  41. 41

    Are we ready to move into step 4?

    ·32m
  42. 42

    Finally feeling better!!!

    ·31m
  43. 43

    Ive been SICK!!!!

    ·31m
  44. 44

    The 1st Step!!!!

    ·29m
  45. 45

    Half measures avail us nothing!!!

    ·33m
  46. 46

    That conversation threw me for a loop!!!

    ·33m
  47. 47

    Raising kids is the toughest thing I do!!!!

    ·32m
  48. 48

    We did the 11th not the 10th!!

    ·33m
  49. 49

    Im losing my mind!!!

    ·32m
  50. 50

    Where do I go to find God!!

    ·31m
  51. 51

    I don't have to look over my shoulder anymore.

    ·34m
  52. 52

    Step 8 is very freeing!!

    ·33m
  53. 53

    Finally being able to use the program in my life!!!

    ·34m
  54. 54

    Shortcomings are different then character defects!!!

    ·30m
  55. 55

    A complete act of providence !!

    ·32m
  56. 56

    Sugar is Devil!!!

    ·32m
  57. 57

    And The Journey Continues !!!

    ·32m
  58. 58

    Snow Day!!

    ·27m
  59. 59

    Am I even an alcholic?

    ·31m
  60. 60

    Understanding intuitivly!!!

    ·31m
  61. 61

    I celebrated 16 Years of sobriety!!!

    ·31m
  62. 62

    The 3rd step was such an important step!!!!

    ·30m
  63. 63

    Matt!!!

    ·29m
  64. 64

    Prepping my day with the 11th step

    The host of 'I Am Sorry About Last Night' shares a personal update on August 20, 2025, discussing hurricane Aaron affecting his paddling plans and time with his sons.

    ·35m·3 clips
  65. 65

    Accountable is the key to the kingdom!!!

    ·31m
  66. 66

    Why did I go back out?

    ·32m
  67. 67

    Donuts don't get us put in jail!!!

    ·31m
  68. 68

    Making the right choice!!!

    ·31m
  69. 69

    Turning Point!!!!

    ·36m
  70. 70

    We love you Charlie!!!!

    ·31m
  71. 71

    Drinking is a character defect!!!

    ·27m
  72. 72

    Because I had too, because I wanted too!!!

    ·32m
  73. 73

    Freakin Taxes!!!

    ·35m
  74. 74

    Shame!!

    ·30m
  75. 75

    TDS!!!!

    ·35m
  76. 76

    Ive been sick!!!

    ·31m
  77. 77

    GOD

    ·29m
  78. 78

    Did I sign up for this!!!!~

    ·32m
  79. 79

    Spirits all around!!!

    ·32m
  80. 80

    Sugar is the devil!!

    ·32m
  81. 81

    I do have a defense against the first drink!!!

    ·31m
  82. 82

    Love to see friends get sober!!

    ·27m
  83. 83

    Always finding reasons not too!!!

    ·31m
  84. 84

    Habits!!!

    ·28m
  85. 85

    Minding my own business!!

    ·31m
  86. 86

    Seventh Step!!

    ·30m
  87. 87

    He brought me down for my first!!

    ·29m
  88. 88

    Ive had a great year!!

    ·28m
  89. 89

    Accountability is the key!!!

    ·31m
  90. 90

    I made 17 years!!

    ·34m
  91. 91

    Four more days!!!

    ·25m
  92. 92

    It doesn't happen over night!!!

    ·34m
  93. 93

    Re- Construction of life

    ·34m
  94. 94

    Meetings are amazing!!!

    ·34m
  95. 95

    Making life a little less eventful!!!

    ·31m
  96. 96

    I haven't been to a meeting in a week!!!

    ·31m
  97. 97

    Damn these character defects!!!!

    ·34m
  98. 98

    Congrats on a Year!!!

    ·32m
  99. 99

    Still afraid of December!!!

    ·34m
  100. 100

    Faith!?!?

    ·29m
  101. 101

    Was it worth it?

    Oct 1, 2026·30m
  102. 102

    Call everyday!!

    Sep 30, 2026·31m
  103. 103

    Don't touch my charger!!

    Sep 17, 2026·31m
  104. 104

    There for the newcomer!

    Sep 9, 2026·32m
  105. 105

    Avoiding Contamination!!

    Aug 28, 2026·30m
  106. 106

    Kind of an anniversary!!

    Aug 26, 2026·29m
  107. 107

    Ohio!!

    Aug 20, 2026·32m
  108. 108

    The Lies!!!

    Aug 19, 2026·32m
  109. 109

    The tenth!!!

    Aug 4, 2026·31m
  110. 110

    Bad is good, Good is bad!!

    Jul 31, 2026·28m
  111. 111

    Personality change!!

    Jul 29, 2026·32m
  112. 112

    Dealing with people!!

    Hidden gem

    On July 22, 2026, the host of I Am Sorry About Last Night describes a replacement-car dispute involving a faulty vehicle, missing license-plate items, and a salesman who failed to deliver a clean car.

    Jul 22, 2026·30m·2 clips
  113. 113

    Its like pulling a weed!!

    Jul 20, 2026·32m
  114. 114

    Life is like soup!!!

    Jul 6, 2026·31m
  115. 115

    God Bless America!!!

    Jul 1, 2026·29m
  116. 116

    Im tired of being Mediocre!!!

    Jun 18, 2026·29m
  117. 117

    Second Step!!!

    Jun 9, 2026·30m
  118. 118

    Just an act of providence!!

    Jun 5, 2026·31m
  119. 119

    Medicine !!!

    May 21, 2026·31m
  120. 120

    Im a little lost!!

    May 18, 2026·31m
  121. 121

    Happy Mothers Day!!!

    May 11, 2026·32m
  122. 122

    My feelings got hurt!!

    May 4, 2026·30m
  123. 123

    Meetings!

    Apr 30, 2026·31m
  124. 124

    The steps don't change, I do!!!

    Apr 28, 2026·30m
  125. 125

    Thougfhrly is the word!

    Apr 24, 2026·29m
  126. 126

    He tapped his watch!!!

    Apr 20, 2026·30m
  127. 127

    I had a lot more problems!!

    The host reflects on reaching over 500 episodes of their podcast, expressing gratitude for listeners and personal growth, while mentioning tax day and a philosophical thought about providence.

    Apr 15, 2026·29m
  128. 128

    Making stuff up!!!

    The host reflects on attending a Monday noon literature meeting focused on the big book, discussing personal struggles with relating to older stories and the internal conflict of going to meetings.

    Apr 13, 2026·31m
  129. 129

    Freakin Taxes!!!

    The host discusses the unpredictable spring weather and personal reflections before reminding listeners about the upcoming tax filing deadline.

    Apr 8, 2026·35m
  130. 130

    Shame!!

    The host reflects on their sobriety journey, gratitude for being in recovery, and personal struggles with maintaining a podcast routine after a rough weekend.

    Apr 2, 2026·30m
  131. 131

    TDS!!!!

    The host returns after a hiatus due to a cold and a blizzard, shares a personal update, and briefly touches on politics and Donald Trump.

    Mar 20, 2026·35m
  132. 132

    Ive been sick!!!

    The host shares a personal update about recovering from illness, reflecting on a recent run on a trail and emphasizing the importance of being present.

    Mar 9, 2026·31m
  133. 133

    GOD

    Hidden gem

    On February 17, 2026, `I'm Sorry About Last Night` centers on the host's AA reading of the third step, which he says now means 'peace, love, and free of fear.' He says a Red Fern digestive enzyme, discovered after an Instagram video and a prior gallbladder removal, reduced the bloating he had been fighting with gym sessions, running, and paddling.

    Feb 17, 2026·29m·2 clips
  134. 134

    Did I sign up for this!!!!~

    Hidden gem

    It opens on a Monday morning check-in.

    Feb 16, 2026·32m·3 clips
  135. 135

    Spirits all around!!!

    Hidden gem

    The host starts the morning a bit winded after running downstairs, back upstairs, and coming straight from the gym.

    Feb 12, 2026·32m·2 clips
  136. 136

    Sugar is the devil!!

    Hidden gem

    The host starts with the weather.

    Feb 9, 2026·32m·2 clips
  137. 137

    I do have a defense against the first drink!!!

    Feb 2, 2026·31m
  138. 138

    Love to see friends get sober!!

    Jan 29, 2026·27m
  139. 139

    Always finding reasons not too!!!

    The host discusses a recent snowstorm on the East Coast, reflecting on weather predictions, personal experiences with snow removal, and family updates.

    Jan 26, 2026·31m
  140. 140

    Habits!!!

    Jan 22, 2026·28m
  141. 141

    Minding my own business!!

    Jan 21, 2026·31m
  142. 142

    Seventh Step!!

    Jan 14, 2026·30m
  143. 143

    He brought me down for my first!!

    Jan 6, 2026·29m
  144. 144

    Ive had a great year!!

    Dec 31, 2025·28m
  145. 145

    Accountability is the key!!!

    Dec 27, 2025·31m
  146. 146

    I made 17 years!!

    Dec 24, 2025·34m
  147. 147

    Four more days!!!

    Dec 22, 2025·25m
  148. 148

    I haven't been to a meeting in a week!!!

    Dec 15, 2025·31m
  149. 149

    Damn these character defects!!!!

    Dec 8, 2025·34m
  150. 150

    Congrats on a Year!!!

    Dec 5, 2025·32m
  151. 151

    Still afraid of December!!!

    Dec 1, 2025·34m
  152. 152

    Faith!?!?

    Nov 20, 2025·29m
  153. 153

    Just another Monday!!!

    Nov 17, 2025·31m
  154. 154

    Great night

    Nov 13, 2025·31m
  155. 155

    What hasn't already been said about fear?

    Nov 12, 2025·32m
  156. 156

    Is Sobriety enough?

    Nov 5, 2025·31m
  157. 157

    Going to parties sober!!!

    Nov 3, 2025·31m
  158. 158

    What came first, the head or the heart???

    The host discusses struggling with motivation to stick to a daily elliptical workout routine, sharing personal experiences of talking himself out of exercise and pushing through resistance.

    Oct 30, 2025·31m
  159. 159

    Im sorry about the other day!!!

    Oct 29, 2025·34m
  160. 160

    Changing routines is tough!!!

    Oct 16, 2025·31m
  161. 161

    Mixing up my meetings!!!

    Oct 14, 2025·32m
  162. 162

    We can't do this alone!!!!

    Sep 29, 2025·34m
  163. 163

    Congrats on one year!!!

    Sep 25, 2025·34m
  164. 164

    Why did I go back out?

    Sep 24, 2025·32m
  165. 165

    Making the right choice!!!

    Sep 22, 2025·31m
  166. 166

    Turning Point!!!!

    Sep 15, 2025·36m
  167. 167

    We love you Charlie!!!!

    Sep 11, 2025·31m
  168. 168

    It doesn't happen over night!!!

    Sep 8, 2025·34m
  169. 169

    Re- Construction of life

    Sep 4, 2025·34m
  170. 170

    Meetings are amazing!!!

    Aug 28, 2025·34m
  171. 171

    Making life a little less eventful!!!

    Aug 21, 2025·31m
  172. 172

    Prepping my day with the 11th step

    The host shares a personal morning update about dealing with hurricane effects, family time, and paddling activities with his sons.

    Aug 20, 2025·35m
  173. 173

    Centered on the beam!!

    Jul 21, 2025·31m
  174. 174

    Happy Friday!!!

    The host shares a personal story about joining a gym with his sons, detailing their initial enthusiasm, subsequent soreness, and humorous struggles with maintaining their new fitness routine.

    Jul 18, 2025·32m
  175. 175

    Drinking is a character defect!!!

    Jul 15, 2025·27m
  176. 176

    Because I had too, because I wanted too!!!

    Jul 10, 2025·32m
  177. 177

    Im not a fan of everything in the Big Book!!!

    Dec 10, 2024·30m
  178. 178

    Wrap it up and move on!!!

    Dec 5, 2024·26m
  179. 179

    The 12th Step is BIG!!!

    Dec 4, 2024·24m
  180. 180

    Read the 12Th Step!!!

    Dec 3, 2024·33m
  181. 181

    Trying to catch up after our trip!!

    Nov 30, 2024·33m
  182. 182

    He went out after 5 years!!

    Nov 21, 2024·30m
  183. 183

    Met a guy last night who has 2 days!!!

    Nov 12, 2024·31m
  184. 184

    If I can't listen to others opinions, I have know hope!!!

    Nov 11, 2024·34m
  185. 185

    My buddy celebrated 19 years!!!

    Nov 8, 2024·35m
  186. 186

    Using step 11 to plan my day!!!

    Nov 6, 2024·33m
  187. 187

    H.O.P.E. (Hearing other peoples experience )

    Nov 2, 2024·30m
  188. 188

    Defiant!!!

    Oct 25, 2024·33m
  189. 189

    Accountability is the secret to spirituality

    Oct 23, 2024·32m
  190. 190

    To the Wives!!!

    Oct 22, 2024·35m
  191. 191

    Working with others, isn't my favorite chapter!!!

    Oct 15, 2024·30m
  192. 192

    Guys like you and me are arrogant !!

    Oct 13, 2024·35m
  193. 193

    And be their for the next Alcoholic!!!

    Oct 2, 2024·34m
  194. 194

    Im not living that life anymore!!!

    Oct 1, 2024·31m
  195. 195

    Just another manic Monday!!!

    Sep 23, 2024·32m
  196. 196

    Attitude and Effort!!!

    Sep 20, 2024·32m
  197. 197

    Just read "In to action"!!!

    Sep 18, 2024·32m
  198. 198

    Went out of town to speak at meeting!!!

    Sep 13, 2024·32m
  199. 199

    Two weeks of Hell!!!

    Sep 12, 2024·32m
  200. 200

    Back to the basement where I belong!!!

    Sep 6, 2024·33m
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    Size does not matter!!!

    Sep 3, 2024·31m
  202. 202

    Life comes from with in your heart and desire!!

    Sep 2, 2024·33m
  203. 203

    God will find you!!!

    Sep 1, 2024·31m
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    Money!!!

    Aug 28, 2024·30m
  205. 205

    Interesting Week!!!

    Aug 25, 2024·30m
  206. 206

    Balancing the committee!!!

    Aug 22, 2024·37m
  207. 207

    Promptly admitted it and tried not to do it again!!!

    Aug 20, 2024·29m
  208. 208

    Drinking is a character defect!!!

    Aug 19, 2024·29m
  209. 209

    Don't be a volunteer.

    Aug 12, 2024·37m
  210. 210

    attitude of gratitude !!!

    Aug 7, 2024·32m
  211. 211

    I tried a new meeting!!!

    Aug 6, 2024·30m
  212. 212

    My friend saved our relationship!!!

    Aug 5, 2024·28m
  213. 213

    Its hard to remember how bad it was 5,703 days ago!!!

    Aug 3, 2024·31m
  214. 214

    I need to chill out and mind my own business!!!

    Jul 31, 2024·30m
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    God!!!

    Jul 29, 2024·32m
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    Finding gratitude in the bad things as well!!!

    Jul 20, 2024·29m
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    Continued !!!!

    Jul 17, 2024·29m
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    I don't have to go to meetings!, I get too!!!

    Jul 11, 2024·33m
  219. 219

    Its Been a long week!!!

    Jul 10, 2024·34m
  220. 220

    Happy Fourth!!!!

    Jul 5, 2024·33m
  221. 221

    Turns out, it was my fault!!!

    Jun 30, 2024·31m
  222. 222

    Improving Compromises!!!

    Jun 26, 2024·30m
  223. 223

    Stop stealing the free sugar packets!!!

    Jun 25, 2024·34m
  224. 224

    Starting over isn't always the worst thing!!!

    Jun 21, 2024·28m
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    Fixing my broken character !!!

    Jun 19, 2024·36m
  226. 226

    Happy Fathers Day!!

    Jun 16, 2024·34m
  227. 227

    Friday!!!

    Jun 14, 2024·32m
  228. 228

    I almost missed work!!!

    Jun 12, 2024·30m
  229. 229

    Thanks for letting me share!!!

    Jun 10, 2024·35m
  230. 230

    Shortcomings VS Microcheating!!

    Jun 3, 2024·36m
  231. 231

    I found a new meeting!!

    Jun 2, 2024·32m
  232. 232

    Congrats!!

    May 30, 2024·33m
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    Happy Holiday!!!

    May 28, 2024·32m
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    Your Drunk!!!

    May 22, 2024·32m
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    Through the door!!

    May 21, 2024·31m
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    One, Two, Three, One, Two, Three!!!

    May 20, 2024·31m
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    Came to believe !!!!

    May 19, 2024·31m
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    Be still!!!

    May 12, 2024·33m
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    Something Special!!

    May 9, 2024·33m
  240. 240

    Comprehend the word serenity!!!

    May 8, 2024·32m
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    Comprehend the word Serenity

    May 6, 2024·31m
  242. 242

    Projecting is not good!!!

    May 2, 2024·33m
  243. 243

    Expecting less, Experiencing more!!!

    May 1, 2024·35m
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    Closing down a business is tough!!

    Apr 29, 2024·36m
  245. 245

    Serenity is not liked by the devil!!!

    Apr 24, 2024·30m
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    No burning bridges here!!

    Apr 22, 2024·31m
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    I don't know how I stayed sober!!!

    Apr 18, 2024·30m
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    Peace is now!!!

    Apr 17, 2024·35m
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    Don't let this get complicated!!!

    Apr 14, 2024·40m
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    Looking for the lesson!!

    Apr 10, 2024·34m
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    Watch out for those who don't work the steps!!!

    Apr 9, 2024·34m
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    Im not doing anything hard! (Reloaded)

    Apr 7, 2024·30m
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    Im not doing anything hard!!!

    Apr 7, 2024·33m
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    I'll make a. deal with you!!!

    Apr 6, 2024·33m
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    It always boils down to self vs Humility !!

    Apr 5, 2024·31m
  256. 256

    Cleaning out the backpack!!!

    Apr 3, 2024·31m
  257. 257

    I had to make a list of people that had harmed me!!!

    Apr 1, 2024·33m
  258. 258

    RFK JR inspires me to be a better person!!!!

    Mar 31, 2024·33m
  259. 259

    In five years this won't matter!!!

    Mar 29, 2024·32m
  260. 260

    Sober, won't keep you sober!!!

    Mar 28, 2024·31m
  261. 261

    It takes humility to see shortcomings !!!

    Mar 24, 2024·30m
  262. 262

    As long as you don't drink, You can do anything!!!

    Mar 21, 2024·30m
  263. 263

    If your gonna cross the country, You want the best vehicle!!!

    Mar 19, 2024·30m
  264. 264

    Are shortcomings before or after?

    Mar 18, 2024·35m
  265. 265

    Protect your serenity !!!

    Mar 17, 2024·30m
  266. 266

    We went to Morgan Stanley, Not Disneyland

    Mar 15, 2024·33m
  267. 267

    What would your boardwalk Caricature look like?

    Mar 13, 2024·31m
  268. 268

    Taking Hostages!!!

    Mar 11, 2024·35m
  269. 269

    Prepare for the climb, You can die on the mountain!!

    Mar 10, 2024·29m
  270. 270

    I almost started crying !!!

    Mar 8, 2024·31m
  271. 271

    We choose how happy we want too be!!!

    Mar 5, 2024·32m
  272. 272

    Restless, irretable and discontent!!!

    Mar 4, 2024·31m
  273. 273

    Pissing on the present!!!

    Mar 3, 2024·32m
  274. 274

    My phone is killing me!!!

    Mar 1, 2024·32m
  275. 275

    The Devil 2.0!!

    Feb 25, 2024·32m
  276. 276

    Its your Journey!

    Feb 23, 2024·29m
  277. 277

    Then one day we become ready!!!

    Feb 21, 2024·33m
  278. 278

    God Who?

    Feb 20, 2024·31m
  279. 279

    He's Alive!!!

    Feb 19, 2024·32m
  280. 280

    Meeting suck!!!

    Feb 16, 2024·32m
  281. 281

    I need to take care of my charecter!!

    Feb 14, 2024·35m
  282. 282

    Who let fear in?

    Feb 13, 2024·32m
  283. 283

    You never know when you'll change your mind!!!

    Feb 11, 2024·35m
  284. 284

    The times are changing!!

    Feb 9, 2024·28m
  285. 285

    Staying in the day!!!

    Feb 7, 2024·33m
  286. 286

    Still working on this fear stuff!!!

    Feb 5, 2024·34m
  287. 287

    Step 3!!! A life of Good

    Feb 4, 2024·34m
  288. 288

    I heard the craziest story!!!

    Feb 2, 2024·30m
  289. 289

    Don't let the Cynicism in!!!!

    Feb 1, 2024·29m
  290. 290

    Im still the patient, not the doctor!!!

    Jan 31, 2024·30m
  291. 291

    Pushing Through!!! Step 2!!!

    Jan 28, 2024·29m
  292. 292

    Stay in the day, or not!!!

    Jan 18, 2024·31m
  293. 293

    A sponsor is a person in the neighborhood, in the neighborhood !!!

    Jan 17, 2024·36m
  294. 294

    Prayer and meditation !!!

    Jan 16, 2024·33m
  295. 295

    Wrap it up!!!

    Jan 15, 2024·29m
  296. 296

    We all need a savior, from human behavior!!!

    Jan 14, 2024·39m
  297. 297

    Better choices, Better life!!!!

    Jan 13, 2024·32m
  298. 298

    To important for serenity!!!

    Jan 12, 2024·32m
  299. 299

    Five days off work!!!!

    Jan 10, 2024·33m
  300. 300

    Night cast!!!

    Jan 2, 2024·30m
  301. 301

    If I had know Then, What I Know now !!

    Jan 1, 2024·33m
  302. 302

    Happy New Years Eve!!!

    Dec 31, 2023·32m
  303. 303

    Im not living unless im suffering !!

    Dec 30, 2023·31m
  304. 304

    Im speaking tonight for my Anniversary!!!

    Dec 27, 2023·31m
  305. 305

    Principals over Personalities!!!

    Dec 17, 2023·32m
  306. 306

    One of those days!!!

    Dec 14, 2023·32m
  307. 307

    I have to keep meetings interesting!!!

    Dec 12, 2023·28m
  308. 308

    Sunday Runday!!

    Dec 10, 2023·34m
  309. 309

    So grateful for my Father!!!

    Dec 8, 2023·33m
  310. 310

    Unconditional!!!

    Dec 6, 2023·32m
  311. 311

    99% of the stuff I worry about, never comes true !!!

    Dec 5, 2023·33m
  312. 312

    You can not please everybody!!!

    Dec 1, 2023·30m
  313. 313

    We help more then we realize !!

    Nov 30, 2023·33m
  314. 314

    Nobody talks about the steps!!

    Nov 28, 2023·30m
  315. 315

    Back to the grind

    Nov 27, 2023·29m
  316. 316

    Happy Thanksgiving!!

    Nov 23, 2023·35m
  317. 317

    Shortcomings? Who Knew?

    Nov 12, 2023·41m
  318. 318

    Love was my drug, But that's not what I died of !!!

    Nov 9, 2023·34m
  319. 319

    Spirituality is fascinating!!!

    Nov 8, 2023·34m
  320. 320

    Until "I" see who I am !!!

    Nov 7, 2023·30m
  321. 321

    Alone, or Lonely !!

    Nov 6, 2023·30m
  322. 322

    Cutting off your nose to spite your face!!!

    Nov 4, 2023·30m
  323. 323

    Did I hear that Correctly??

    Nov 2, 2023·31m
  324. 324

    Losing Financial Fears !!!

    Nov 1, 2023·32m
  325. 325

    Happy Halloween!!!

    Oct 31, 2023·31m
  326. 326

    F*%k Everything and Run!!!

    Oct 30, 2023·34m
  327. 327

    Im starting to feel better!!!

    Oct 28, 2023·30m
  328. 328

    Fuck off Andy Sinclair!!!!

    Oct 22, 2023·33m
  329. 329

    Im feeling better!!!

    Oct 16, 2023·34m
  330. 330

    This week has been a blur!!!

    Oct 13, 2023·35m
  331. 331

    Im trying to stand when im asked to speak!!!

    Oct 6, 2023·31m
  332. 332

    It's happening again!!!

    Oct 5, 2023·30m
  333. 333

    It doesn't even say GOD!!!

    Oct 3, 2023·31m
  334. 334

    Just another Monday!!!

    Oct 2, 2023·31m
  335. 335

    So they sent me away, teach me how to be logical!!

    Sep 29, 2023·34m
  336. 336

    I got to speak at a rehab!!!

    Sep 26, 2023·30m
  337. 337

    Big Storm Weekend!!

    Sep 22, 2023·31m
  338. 338

    Don't forget about "Me"

    Sep 20, 2023·31m
  339. 339

    Trying a different meeting!!!

    Sep 19, 2023·30m
  340. 340

    Count Ability!!!

    Sep 18, 2023·32m
  341. 341

    Oh My GODness!!!

    Sep 14, 2023·32m
  342. 342

    I wasn't always bad!!

    Sep 13, 2023·32m
  343. 343

    Shortcomings again!!

    Sep 12, 2023·32m
  344. 344

    Surrender!!!

    Sep 7, 2023·32m
  345. 345

    Creatine value in our selves!!!!

    Sep 5, 2023·32m
  346. 346

    Its not what you think!!!

    Aug 31, 2023·31m
  347. 347

    I had to do it twice!!!

    Aug 30, 2023·32m
  348. 348

    Redefining GOD in my life!!!

    Aug 27, 2023·31m
  349. 349

    Sponsorship is KEY!!!!

    Aug 24, 2023·32m
  350. 350

    Its been 9 Years!!!

    Aug 22, 2023·29m
  351. 351

    (second try) I actually have faith today

    Aug 18, 2023·30m
  352. 352

    I actually have faith today!!!

    Aug 18, 2023·33m
  353. 353

    Finding a new relationship with my brain!!

    Aug 17, 2023·33m
  354. 354

    Learn to love myself!!

    Aug 16, 2023·33m
  355. 355

    Zip the lip!!!

    Aug 14, 2023·38m
  356. 356

    I am an Isolater!!!

    Aug 10, 2023·31m
  357. 357

    Sit down and shut up!!

    Aug 8, 2023·30m
  358. 358

    Stop playing the blame game!!!

    Aug 7, 2023·31m
  359. 359

    We are safe in the day!!!

    Aug 4, 2023·30m
  360. 360

    remain comfortably unaware!!!!

    Aug 2, 2023·31m
  361. 361

    Breaking his anonymity !!!

    Jul 30, 2023·32m
  362. 362

    I have to remind myself, Its better then JAIL!!!

    Jul 27, 2023·30m
  363. 363

    As a result of these steps!!!

    Jul 25, 2023·29m
  364. 364

    Just because im sober, doesn't mean I can't improve me technique!!!

    Jul 24, 2023·30m
  365. 365

    Loneliness was one of the first things to go!!

    Jul 21, 2023·31m
  366. 366

    You'll find some folks are still annoyed!!

    Jul 20, 2023·33m
  367. 367

    Fear can still consume me!!!

    Jul 18, 2023·31m
  368. 368

    Lots of new recovery!!!

    Jul 14, 2023·32m
  369. 369

    Im a huge fan of Prayer

    Jul 11, 2023·31m
  370. 370

    I was asked to speak!!

    Jul 6, 2023·34m
  371. 371

    On to the Tenth!!!

    Jul 3, 2023·31m
  372. 372

    Devil is always planning!!!

    Jun 28, 2023·30m
  373. 373

    Trying to move forward with a clean slate!!

    Jun 27, 2023·29m
  374. 374

    How do I work a program?!

    Jun 22, 2023·30m
  375. 375

    8 is Great!!!!

    Jun 20, 2023·31m
  376. 376

    Weird stuff can undermine our peace of mind!!!

    Jun 12, 2023·30m
  377. 377

    I didn't get anxiety until I got sober!!!

    Jun 10, 2023·32m
  378. 378

    What does Intuitivly mean?

    Jun 8, 2023·34m
  379. 379

    Raise your hand if you want to get sober!!

    Jun 7, 2023·32m
  380. 380

    Dropping rocks so we don't drown!!!

    Jun 5, 2023·32m
  381. 381

    Digging out of a hole!!!

    Jun 1, 2023·31m
  382. 382

    Im shocked that Im even Alive!!!

    May 30, 2023·30m
  383. 383

    Memorial Day!!

    May 29, 2023·29m
  384. 384

    Wrapping up the Fourth!!

    May 23, 2023·30m
  385. 385

    On a cloud of pink, that turns to grey!!!

    May 22, 2023·32m
  386. 386

    Serenity is like putting together a puzzle!!!!

    May 18, 2023·31m
  387. 387

    In The Middle!!!

    May 16, 2023·31m
  388. 388

    Happy Mothers Day!!

    May 15, 2023·32m
  389. 389

    Jealous again!!!

    May 12, 2023·24m
  390. 390

    Crazy Mary!!!

    May 10, 2023·31m
  391. 391

    Seems to me!!!

    May 8, 2023·30m
  392. 392

    Seeing things for the first!!!!

    May 4, 2023·34m
  393. 393

    Power!!!

    May 1, 2023·31m
  394. 394

    At What Cost !?! (Fixed)

    Apr 29, 2023·33m
  395. 395

    Starting my journey on the right path!!!

    Apr 25, 2023·32m
  396. 396

    You never know when its gonna happen!!

    Apr 22, 2023·30m
  397. 397

    We choose our own Happiness!!!

    Apr 18, 2023·30m
  398. 398

    Having had a spiritual awakening!!

    Apr 11, 2023·33m
  399. 399

    Trying to understand my spirituality !!

    Apr 9, 2023·30m
  400. 400

    Finding Quite Time!!

    Apr 7, 2023·29m
  401. 401

    Sought!!!!

    Apr 4, 2023·28m
  402. 402

    Im not lonely anymore!!!

    Mar 29, 2023·29m
  403. 403

    Given the green light to make an amends!!

    Mar 27, 2023·33m
  404. 404

    Give me, Give me, Give me!!

    Mar 26, 2023·31m
  405. 405

    Who's happy in this amends!?

    Mar 21, 2023·31m
  406. 406

    I thought I was over procrastination!!

    Mar 20, 2023·30m
  407. 407

    Were Growing up!!

    Mar 19, 2023·1h 4m
  408. 408

    Loving the Joe and Charlie tapes

    Mar 17, 2023·26m
  409. 409

    All of this is personal!!!

    Mar 15, 2023·32m
  410. 410

    It always gets better!!

    Mar 10, 2023·36m
  411. 411

    Humility!! How does that work?

    Mar 7, 2023·31m
  412. 412

    Im a Cartoon Charecter!!

    Mar 4, 2023·32m
  413. 413

    Rough week!!

    Mar 3, 2023·32m
  414. 414

    One day at a Time!!!

    Feb 27, 2023·30m
  415. 415

    What is it you want from this?!

    Feb 23, 2023·32m
  416. 416

    Loving that I get too!!!

    Feb 18, 2023·32m
  417. 417

    Searching and fearless!!

    Feb 14, 2023·32m
  418. 418

    I was sick all week!!

    Feb 13, 2023·31m
  419. 419

    Made a Decision!!

    Feb 7, 2023·32m
  420. 420

    Easy! Does it

    Feb 3, 2023·42m
  421. 421

    Came to Beleive!!!

    Jan 31, 2023·30m
  422. 422

    Wrapping up the week!!

    Jan 28, 2023·31m
  423. 423

    Step 1

    Jan 24, 2023·30m
  424. 424

    Well that's the end of that life!!

    Jan 20, 2023·30m
  425. 425

    Finally got a sponsor!!

    Jan 18, 2023·32m
  426. 426

    Learn to bet on yourself!!

    Jan 6, 2023·35m
  427. 427

    Another great year sober!!!

    Jan 2, 2023·34m
  428. 428

    Hanging out with joyful people helps!!

    Dec 29, 2022·30m
  429. 429

    Id never been part of a community!!

    Dec 28, 2022·30m
  430. 430

    I made 14 years!!!

    Dec 23, 2022·29m
  431. 431

    The day before!!

    Dec 21, 2022·45m
  432. 432

    God Speed Brother!!

    Dec 13, 2022·34m
  433. 433

    Being honest about my alcoholism !!

    Dec 9, 2022·31m
  434. 434

    Spiritual Awakening or spiritual experience?

    Dec 6, 2022·29m
  435. 435

    GOT SPIRIT?

    Dec 2, 2022·34m
  436. 436

    Happy Holiday

    Nov 23, 2022·31m
  437. 437

    NO to the YES, and YES to the NO!!!

    Nov 18, 2022·33m
  438. 438

    I got through the scary stuff!!

    Nov 14, 2022·32m
  439. 439

    Ive been given the green light to be a nice person!!

    Nov 10, 2022·34m
  440. 440

    A relationship with the Devil (as I understood it)

    Nov 9, 2022·40m
  441. 441

    I know there is a graceful way of being right, and many ways to be wrong!!

    Nov 1, 2022·35m
  442. 442

    Figuring out the GOD thing

    Oct 31, 2022·32m
  443. 443

    It just won't matter in 5 years!!!

    Oct 20, 2022·33m
  444. 444

    This is what happens when you think you don't need the steps!!!

    Oct 18, 2022·35m
  445. 445

    Raising kids is tuff!!!

    Oct 17, 2022·33m
  446. 446

    How ya doin, Keep it movin !!!

    Oct 16, 2022·30m
  447. 447

    You saw me low, Alone again!!

    Oct 12, 2022·35m
  448. 448

    Here we go again!!

    Oct 10, 2022·33m
  449. 449

    Its all Good!!

    Oct 4, 2022·35m
  450. 450

    Lets try it again

    Sep 30, 2022·34m
  451. 451

    Get off the cross, so someone else can use it!!

    Sep 14, 2022·34m
  452. 452

    Im sorry about last week!!

    Sep 13, 2022·34m
  453. 453

    Im sorry about last week !!!

    Sep 13, 2022·35m
  454. 454

    Still scared of money!!

    Sep 9, 2022·44m
  455. 455

    Jungle Juice!!!

    Sep 6, 2022·34m
  456. 456

    Come down from your Ivory Tower!!

    Sep 2, 2022·30m
  457. 457

    Picking and choosing!~!!!

    Aug 29, 2022·34m
  458. 458

    Surrender, Don't Surrender, up to you!!!

    Aug 26, 2022·34m
  459. 459

    Drop the rock

    Aug 22, 2022·34m
  460. 460

    Its the pistol, it's the bottle, its the drugs, its the throttle

    Aug 19, 2022·36m
  461. 461

    Lost another

    Aug 12, 2022·26m
  462. 462

    Finding new meetings!!

    Aug 9, 2022·34m
  463. 463

    Are you ready for love???

    Aug 1, 2022·33m
  464. 464

    Its not easy being pleasant!!

    Jul 29, 2022·33m
  465. 465

    Lifestyle change!!

    Jul 27, 2022·31m
  466. 466

    Not Getting my Way!!!

    Jul 19, 2022·32m
  467. 467

    Looking good, doesn't always mean were doing good!!

    Jul 15, 2022·33m
  468. 468

    Learning to converse with others!!

    Jul 11, 2022·34m
  469. 469

    And then there was Seven!!!

    Jul 8, 2022·33m
  470. 470

    Making normal habits!!

    Jul 1, 2022·32m
  471. 471

    The importance of sharing!!!

    Jun 27, 2022·31m
  472. 472

    trying to get a little better everyday!!

    Jun 24, 2022·32m
  473. 473

    Meditation frustration!!

    Jun 20, 2022·30m
  474. 474

    Fridays are fun days!!

    Jun 17, 2022·34m
  475. 475

    He's a runner, he's a track star!!!

    Jun 15, 2022·30m
  476. 476

    Seriously!! One day at a time.

    Jun 14, 2022·38m
  477. 477

    As long as I'm sober, it will work out!!!

    Jun 7, 2022·31m
  478. 478

    What is Humility?

    Jun 6, 2022·34m
  479. 479

    My Confidence is feeling low!!

    Jun 3, 2022·30m
  480. 480

    After the Holiday

    Jun 1, 2022·31m
  481. 481

    We never had a chance to say goodbye!!!

    May 20, 2022·30m
  482. 482

    Love James Hetfield !!!

    May 19, 2022·32m
  483. 483

    Healthy??

    May 16, 2022·32m
  484. 484

    Its like dragging an anchor around!!!

    May 14, 2022·34m
  485. 485

    You crush me!!!

    May 10, 2022·32m
  486. 486

    step 5 and the truth!!

    May 6, 2022·31m
  487. 487

    I had to drink!!!

    Apr 29, 2022·34m
  488. 488

    Another Day!!

    Apr 26, 2022·28m
  489. 489

    turning!!!

    Apr 22, 2022·31m
  490. 490

    Im sure self has a place somewhere!

    Apr 12, 2022·31m
  491. 491

    Good is bad and Bad is Good!!

    Apr 6, 2022·32m
  492. 492

    So much changed from the Fourth!!

    Apr 4, 2022·31m
  493. 493

    Sometimes it takes a couple tries!!!

    Apr 1, 2022·33m
  494. 494

    Lifestyle!!

    Mar 25, 2022·33m
  495. 495

    You are where your feet are!!

    Mar 18, 2022·31m
  496. 496

    Devil!!

    Mar 15, 2022·31m
  497. 497

    You get too!!

    Mar 11, 2022·29m
  498. 498

    Exscuse me! Self coming through....

    Mar 8, 2022·32m
  499. 499

    Still trying to figure out self!!

    Mar 4, 2022·30m
  500. 500

    Watching out for the good and bad

    Feb 28, 2022·32m