Heart To Mouth

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A daily ritual of raw reflection.

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Heart To Mouth follows Darius through a year of small, immediate recordings from kitchen counters, parked cars, birthdays, grocery lots, and emotional thresholds. The show suits listeners drawn to unpolished personal reflection, masculine vulnerability, creative ambition, and sudden laughter in the middle of heavy feelings.

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About Heart To Mouth

Heart To Mouth is a year-long daily reflection project built from whatever emotional material Darius has in reach. The show is not arranged like a studio essay. It behaves more like a nightly promise kept in public. Episodes come from Studio Kitchen Counter, Studio Car, grocery store parking lots, Kingston, the Danforth, and the last minutes before sleep takes over. Sometimes Darius arrives with a full thought. Sometimes he arrives with only the fact that he arrived. That range gives the show its shape. It can hold a one-minute check-in beside a winding reflection on market research, creative identity, family healing, or the Softman project. The recurring center is vulnerability, especially the kind that asks men to lower their guard, name fear, and ask for support. Darius is often thinking out loud about how people perform once a camera or microphone appears, and how to help them return to a more natural self. His photography work, business ambitions, YouTube plans, and fear of burnout all become part of the same inquiry. The personal material is just as present. He speaks about his father with surprise and tenderness, about his aunt’s illness with love, and about Kamran’s care with deep admiration. Jen and Jennifer Mansell appear as intimate counterpoints, bringing laughter, reflection, and a shared look back at 2019. The show is spiritually curious without becoming tidy. It moves through ecstatic dance, meditation, abundance language, family visits, and joking detours in the same breath. That looseness can feel chaotic, but it also keeps the recordings close to the day that made them. Heart To Mouth is best understood as an archive of practice: showing up, speaking plainly, feeling fully, then doing it again tomorrow. Its final episodes carry the bittersweet relief of a completed commitment. The year ends, but the creative restlessness clearly does not.

Made for: For listeners who like intimate audio diaries, creative self-inquiry, spiritual reflection, and candid conversations about vulnerability. It especially fits people interested in men’s emotional lives, service-minded creativity, and the imperfect discipline of showing up daily.

What sets it apart: Heart To Mouth stands apart through its daily, location-specific immediacy: parked cars, kitchen counters, nearly missed deadlines, and unedited emotional pivots all stay in the frame. The show’s power comes from preserving the process, not polishing it away.

In their own words

This is what a zero budget, 10-minute a day, podcast looks (and sounds) like. If I can make a podcast every single day in 2019, just imagine what YOU could do? This podcast is dedicated to HEART-centered leaders and creators; especially those that are tired of hiding their voice and their gifts from the world. THIS IS ME...Heart To Mouth, with no detours through my mind. :)

daily reflectioncreative entrepreneurshipSoftman projectmen and vulnerabilityfamily illness and carerelationship healingphotography and authentic expressionspiritual practice

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Ep. 365 - The EndJan 1, 2020

At the kitchen counter, a year-long daily project ends with relief, sadness, and the comedy of ordinary life.

At the kitchen counter, Darius and Jennifer close out a year-long daily project with quick questions about 2019 and what they want from 2020. The conversation slips easily between family memories, creative plans, and Darius's changed relationship with his father.

Ep. 365 - The End

A loose, affectionate farewell carried by shared memories and honest ambivalence.

Heart To Mouth closes out with a year-end farewell built around a loose round of questions between Darius and Jennifer Mansell. From Studio Kitchen Counter, they look back on 2019, turn briefly toward 2020, and let affection, teasing, and self-examination share the same space.

Ep. 277 - Is My Podcast Holding Me Hostage

A daily-podcast promise opens into a candid, warm conversation about burnout, confidence, and creative commitment.

Heart To Mouth's episode 277 turns a guest spot into a candid reckoning with the pressure behind a daily podcast. Darius tells Julie he has been feeling burnt out after committing to one episode a day for 365 days, a promise he still feels bound to finish.

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Episodes

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    Ep. 345 - One Million Views On YouTube

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    Ep. 295 - No Parts Left Behind

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    Ep. 294 - I'm Ready To See My Full Greatness

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    Ep. 293 - Post Adrenaline Rush From Archangel Summit

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    Ep. 292 - Morning Show With Lil

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    Ep. 290 - Celebrity Thought Leader VS Year 1 Coach

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    Ep. 289 - New Doesn't Always Need To Be Better

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    Ep. 287 - The Next Chapter Will Be Scalable

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    Ep. 286 - Persian Turkey Breath

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    Ep. 285 - Today Was The First Day I Paid For Porn

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    Ep. 284 - Princess Margaret

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    Ep. 283. Slow Trains Suck

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    Ep. 282 - Almost Caught Me

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    Ep. 281 - Scared to Succeed

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    Ep. 280 - No More Words...

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    Ep. 279 - Love You Khaleh

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    Ep. 278 - Karate Kid

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    Ep. 276 - Chaos Energy From The Jump

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    Ep. 275 - Take 1 "No Brainer" Risk Daily...Even if You Think You'll Die

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    Ep. 274 - Something Is Happening

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    Ep. 273 - Burnt Out Excited For The End Of This Podcast

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    Ep. 272 - Artist Warrior King Day 02

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    Ep. 271 - Day 01

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    Ep. 270 - 24 hours In The Life Of D

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    Ep. 269 - Huuuh

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    Ep. 268 - I Do NOT Have A Podcast

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    Ep. 267 - It Takes Courage To Ask For Money

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    Ep. 266 - Day 1 off "Discipline Week"

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    Ep. 333 - 11:57pm !!

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    Ep. 297 - Your Pretty Ears

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    Ep. 364 - The Second Last Podcast EVER

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    Ep. 365 - The End

    Hidden gem

    Heart to Mouth Ep.

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    Ep. 277 - Is My Podcast Holding Me Hostage

    Julie asks why Darius is holding himself hostage to a goal set 273 days ago when he has evolved.

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    Ep. 288 - Market Research = Trigger Trigger Trigger

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    Ep. 291 - We Meet Liz Gilbert Tomorrow

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    Ep. 358 - Magic Is Possible Anywhere... Even With An Ugly Christmas Sweater

    The host shares a personal story about delivering an ugly Christmas sweater and discusses collaboration with a tech conference organizer.

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    Ep. 357 - I Love Christmas With The Mansell's

    The host records a quick, whispered podcast episode before dinner while visiting family for Christmas, reflecting on the simplicity and intimacy of the process.

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    Ep. 363 - Last Sunday of The Decade

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    Ep. 315 - Hi and Goodbye

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    Ep. 314 - Persian Men

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    Ep. 313 - The Soft Men Podcast (Coming Soon!)

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    Ep. 312 - Feeling Unmotivated, Uncreative + Frustrated

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    Ep. 311 - Bigger Ain't Always Better

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    Ep. 310 - Feeling Shy And Introverted

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    Ep. 309 - The More We Have, The More We Have To Lose

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    Ep. 308 - Hospitals Can Be Draining

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    Ep. 306 - Comedy Bar + Oysters

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    Ep. 305 - Listen, Check-In and Release

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    Ep. 304 - Can't Feel What's Here

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    Ep. 303 - Where Are You When You Listen To This Podcast?

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    Ep. 302 - 63 Days Left In This Podcasts

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    Ep. 301 - #softmen

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    Ep. 300 - Contraction

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    Ep. 299 - Introverted

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    Ep. 362 - Kamran

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    Ep. 361 - Boy Psychology VS Man Psychology

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    Ep. 360 - No Intro Music Needed. :)

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    Ep. 359 - Tomorrow I Turn 13,514 Days Old

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    Ep. 356 - Time to Rest, Reflect and Recharge

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    Ep. 355 - 2020 Surrender Experiment

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    Ep. 354 - Passed The F Out

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    Ep. 353 - Boundries + Empathy = POWER

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    Ep. 352 - Best December of My Life

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    Ep. 351 - Feeling Solid

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    Ep. 350 - I Love My CollaBROS

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    Ep. 349 - So Much Love

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    Ep. 348 - Day 5 of 6 of Shooting In A Row

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    Ep. 347 - Love Letters + Hate Letters

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    Ep. 346 - 6 days, 6 shoots.

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    Ep. 307 - Internal (Body) Stress VS Mental Stress

    The host reflects on how his packed schedule creates internal stress and explores ways to reduce it for better well-being.

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    Ep. 344 - Could I Be A YouTuber?

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    Ep. 343 - Killer Day... Time For Bed

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    Ep. 342 - Holy Smokes I Forgot To Podcast Yeatersay!

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    Ep. 341 - Meditation + Journaling + K + Pico

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    Ep. 340 - It Takes Discipline To Rest

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    Ep. 339 - Stay Open + Stay Solid

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    Ep. 338 - create, creator, creative...

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    Ep. 337 - Heavy Clouds

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    Ep. 336 - Men Need Men

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    Ep. 335 - Process and Integration Day

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    Ep. 334 - Penises Get Nervous Like Dogs. Even Soft Penises

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    Ep. 332 - Sacred Ketchup

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    Ep. 331 - Chaos + Dreams

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    Ep. 330 - Look Into My Eyes And You Will See God

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    Ep. 329 - How I Used Meditation To Make $20,000+ In Less Than 24 Hours

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    Ep. 328 - My First Naked Photoshoot

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    Ep. 327 - First Soft Man

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    Ep. 326 - I Upgraded My Heart

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    Ep. 325 - Calling In The Light

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    Ep. 324 - GrandSlam 2019... Still Processing

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    Ep. 323 - I Made A New Website

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    Ep. 322 - I Have No More Room For Your Love

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    Ep. 321 - Back With My Love

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    Ep. 320 - Thank You To All My Beloveds

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    Ep. 319 - Psychedelic Afternoons With Loved Ones

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    Ep 318 - So Grateful

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    Ep. 317 - Sickening Feeling Inside My Belly

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    Ep. 316 - Caught Me "Feelings Flu"

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    Ep. 298 - Time To Evolve Beyond Exchanging My Time For Money

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    Ep. 296 - Who Needs Senses? Not This Guy

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    Ep. 365 - The End

    Heart To Mouth’s Episode 365, “The End,” has Darius and Jennifer Mansell use an 18-minute timer to rapid-fire reflections on 2019 and intentions for 2020.

    Jan 1, 2020·30m·2 clips
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    Ep. 364 - The Second Last Podcast EVER

    Dec 31, 2019·7m
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    Ep. 362 - Kamran

    Dec 28, 2019·4m
  104. 104

    Ep. 361 - Boy Psychology VS Man Psychology

    Dec 28, 2019·6m
  105. 105

    Ep. 360 - No Intro Music Needed. :)

    Dec 26, 2019·3m
  106. 106

    Ep. 359 - Tomorrow I Turn 13,514 Days Old

    Dec 26, 2019·4m
  107. 107

    Ep. 358 - Magic Is Possible Anywhere... Even With An Ugly Christmas Sweater

    Dec 24, 2019·4m
  108. 108

    Ep. 355 - 2020 Surrender Experiment

    Dec 22, 2019·5m
  109. 109

    Ep. 356 - Time to Rest, Reflect and Recharge

    Dec 22, 2019·2m
  110. 110

    Ep. 353 - Boundries + Empathy = POWER

    Dec 20, 2019·3m
  111. 111

    Ep. 352 - Best December of My Life

    Dec 19, 2019·5m
  112. 112

    Ep. 351 - Feeling Solid

    Dec 18, 2019·3m
  113. 113

    Ep. 350 - I Love My CollaBROS

    Dec 17, 2019·3m
  114. 114

    Ep. 348 - Day 5 of 6 of Shooting In A Row

    Dec 15, 2019·2m
  115. 115

    Ep. 349 - So Much Love

    Dec 15, 2019·2m
  116. 116

    Ep. 347 - Love Letters + Hate Letters

    Dec 14, 2019·6m
  117. 117

    Ep. 345 - One Million Views On YouTube

    Dec 12, 2019·5m
  118. 118

    Ep. 342 - Holy Smokes I Forgot To Podcast Yeatersay!

    Dec 10, 2019·2m
  119. 119

    Ep. 339 - Stay Open + Stay Solid

    Dec 6, 2019·5m
  120. 120

    Ep. 338 - create, creator, creative...

    Dec 5, 2019·3m
  121. 121

    Ep. 337 - Heavy Clouds

    Dec 4, 2019·2m
  122. 122

    Ep. 335 - Process and Integration Day

    Dec 2, 2019·3m
  123. 123

    Ep. 336 - Men Need Men

    Dec 2, 2019·5m
  124. 124

    Ep. 334 - Penises Get Nervous Like Dogs. Even Soft Penises

    Dec 1, 2019·4m
  125. 125

    Ep. 332 - Sacred Ketchup

    Nov 29, 2019·3m
  126. 126

    Ep. 331 - Chaos + Dreams

    Nov 28, 2019·4m
  127. 127

    Ep. 330 - Look Into My Eyes And You Will See God

    Nov 27, 2019·4m
  128. 128

    Ep. 329 - How I Used Meditation To Make $20,000+ In Less Than 24 Hours

    Nov 26, 2019·5m
  129. 129

    Ep. 328 - My First Naked Photoshoot

    Nov 24, 2019·5m
  130. 130

    Ep. 326 - I Upgraded My Heart

    Nov 23, 2019·4m
  131. 131

    Ep. 325 - Calling In The Light

    Nov 22, 2019·4m
  132. 132

    Ep. 324 - GrandSlam 2019... Still Processing

    Nov 21, 2019·2m
  133. 133

    Ep. 323 - I Made A New Website

    Nov 20, 2019·4m
  134. 134

    Ep. 322 - I Have No More Room For Your Love

    Nov 19, 2019·6m
  135. 135

    Ep. 321 - Back With My Love

    Nov 17, 2019·8m
  136. 136

    Ep. 320 - Thank You To All My Beloveds

    Nov 16, 2019·7m
  137. 137

    Ep. 319 - Psychedelic Afternoons With Loved Ones

    Nov 15, 2019·4m
  138. 138

    Ep 318 - So Grateful

    Nov 15, 2019·4m
  139. 139

    Ep. 317 - Sickening Feeling Inside My Belly

    Nov 14, 2019·4m
  140. 140

    Ep. 316 - Caught Me "Feelings Flu"

    Nov 13, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 265 - My First Holotropic Breathwork Experience

    Sep 23, 2019·1m
  142. 142

    Ep. 264 - DJ Snazzie J + Mushies

    Sep 22, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 263 - Cultivating More Energy

    Sep 21, 2019·5m
  144. 144

    Ep. 262 - Approaching My Breaking Point

    Sep 20, 2019·2m
  145. 145

    Ep. 261 - HVOB

    Sep 19, 2019·2m
  146. 146

    Ep. 260 - Boring AF

    Sep 18, 2019·3m
  147. 147

    Ep. 259 - 13 Years of Overdraft

    Sep 17, 2019·8m
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    Ep. 268 - I Met My Little

    Sep 16, 2019·4m
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    Ep.267 - Introverts + Kids + LSD

    Sep 15, 2019·7m
  150. 150

    Ep. 266 - Transhuman / Prehuman / Posthuman

    Sep 14, 2019·7m
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    Ep.265 - Guilt Free Rest Day...Harder Than It Sounds

    Sep 13, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 263 - New Level, New Level Boss...Slay Mofo, Slay

    Sep 11, 2019·2m
  153. 153

    Ep. 264 - $$$ Is My Superpower

    Sep 11, 2019·5m
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    Ep. 262 - Monday Recap

    Sep 10, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 261 - Cold, Angry + Still

    Sep 9, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 260 - 1:05 AM

    Sep 8, 2019·0m
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    Ep. 259 - Magic Mike + Magic Mushrooms

    Sep 7, 2019·31m
  158. 158

    Ep. 258 - There Is No Such Thing As Confusion

    Sep 6, 2019·3m
  159. 159

    Ep. 257 - Let Them See You In This Place

    Sep 5, 2019·5m
  160. 160

    Ep. 256 - I Have No Chance At Understating Your Subconscious Mind

    Sep 4, 2019·7m
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    Ep. 255 - Last Night Of Summer 2019

    Sep 3, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 254 - Last "Saturday" Of 2019 Summer

    Sep 2, 2019·5m
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    Ep. 252 - 6 (mini) HEARTShots In One Day!

    Aug 31, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 253 - Fruit Salad with special host Jenn

    Aug 31, 2019·16m
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    Ep. 251 - Flash Sale

    Aug 30, 2019·6m
  166. 166

    Ep. 250 - Running For Years From Bankruptcy. Chase Is Over

    Aug 29, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 249 - Dear Universe, I Am Ready To Double My Income...

    Aug 28, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 248 - New Relationship With Fear

    Aug 27, 2019·7m
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    Ep. 247 - See You Tomorrow

    Aug 26, 2019·1m
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    Ep. 246 - CosmicHangs.com

    Aug 24, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 245 - Burnt Out...How Is This Possible...I Just Came Back From Vaca!

    Aug 24, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 244 - Spiral

    Aug 23, 2019·0m
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    Ep. 243 - Buzzzzzer Beaterrrr

    Aug 22, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 242 - Fighting Monkey Is The Bomb

    Aug 21, 2019·9m
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    Ep. 241 - I Hate THC

    Aug 20, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 240 - I Am Maybe 20% Conscious

    Aug 19, 2019·1m
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    Ep. 239 - My First Kinky Party

    Aug 17, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 238 - Reflecting On My East Coast Vacation

    Aug 16, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 237 - Grampy's Lake

    Aug 15, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 236 - In The Country With Grampy

    Aug 14, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 235 - What Do I Need To Know Before I meet Your Grampy?

    Aug 13, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 234 - Monday Morning In Hampton, New Brunswick

    Aug 12, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 233 - Raising Free Daughters

    Aug 12, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 232 - First Vacation With Jenn (Day 01 In New Brunswick)

    Aug 10, 2019·5m
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    Ep. 231 - On A Boat

    Aug 10, 2019·1m
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    Ep. 230 - My Gift After 2 Years Of Deep Inner Work Is Anger

    Aug 9, 2019·5m
  187. 187

    Ep. 228 - Long Weekend Tuesday = Implosion

    Aug 7, 2019·4m
  188. 188

    Ep. 229 - Time For A Change...Time For An End

    Aug 7, 2019·13m
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    Ep. 227 - Poop, Periods + Sex talk with Special Guest Jessica Mowforth

    Jessica Mowforth, a registered holistic nutritionist, connects poop, periods, and sexuality through the language of body awareness.

    Aug 6, 2019·58m·2 clips
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    Ep. 226 - A School For Little Boys Who Grew Up Without Dads

    Aug 4, 2019·5m
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    Ep. 225 - Wanna Know When You Will See Your Parents For The Last Time?

    Aug 3, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 224 - He Had No Clue We Were Going To Podcast...

    Heart To Mouth episode 224 begins when Darius turns an unexpected chat with F45 trainer Derek into a podcast after Derek had never heard of the show.

    Aug 3, 2019·50m·2 clips
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    Ep. 223 - Why You Don't Want To Ignore The Voices In Your Head

    Hidden gem

    Tim Sotaday explains how a five-year-old's playground humiliation can create an exile, manager, and firefighter.

    Aug 2, 2019·35m·2 clips
  194. 194

    Ep. 222 - Photography Pop Up Shop (Launch Day)

    Aug 1, 2019·5m
  195. 195

    Ep. 221 - The Connection Between Artistic Mastery and Open Relationships

    Jul 31, 2019·4m
  196. 196

    Ep. 220 - Most Boring Podcast So Far

    Jul 30, 2019·1m
  197. 197

    Ep. 219 - Podcasting From Inside The Shower

    Jul 29, 2019·3m
  198. 198

    Ep. 218 - Brown People Pay Attention...Get Yourself A Cottage

    Jul 28, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 215 - Bliss Attacks, Joygasms & The Little Things

    Jul 26, 2019·3m
  200. 200

    Ep. 216 - Why It's Important To Change, When Things Are Clearly Working?

    Jul 26, 2019·6m
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    Ep. 217 - D's Keys to Livin' your best life w special guest

    Jul 26, 2019·11m
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    Ep. 214 - Fear Does Not Exist

    Jul 24, 2019·7m
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    Ep. 212 - 4:30 AM Wake Ups Everyday This Week

    Jul 22, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 213 - Breathwork + Compersion + Fearlessness

    Jul 22, 2019·10m
  205. 205

    Ep. 211 - Masterclass On "Knowing My Boundries"

    Jul 21, 2019·3m
  206. 206

    Ep. 210 - What Do You Do With Your Rage?

    Jul 20, 2019·10m
  207. 207

    Ep. 209 - Deep Dive With Lilian Motta

    Jul 19, 2019·29m
  208. 208

    Ep. 208 - Forget About 1 Year Goals

    Jul 18, 2019·5m
  209. 209

    Ep. 207 - Time To Gather Data and Blow Shit Up

    Jul 16, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 206 - Is The Heart To Mouth Podcast Coming To An End?

    Jul 16, 2019·28m
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    Ep. 205 - Mega Mega Mega Download

    Jul 14, 2019·6m
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    Ep. 204 - Bowels + Skunks + Turtle Weddings + TP

    Jul 14, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 203 - My Truth About Getting Feedback

    Jul 12, 2019·5m
  214. 214

    Ep. 203 - Biggest Mistake New Creative Entrepreneurs Make

    Jul 12, 2019·10m
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    Ep. 202 - Jennifer Rabbit

    Jul 11, 2019·1m
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    Ep. 200 - New Wake Up Time --》4:30AM

    Jul 9, 2019·4m
  217. 217

    Ep. 201 - It Took Me So Long Until I Could Finally Be Kind

    Jul 9, 2019·7m
  218. 218

    Ep. 199 - What If My Content Was Just For Me

    Jul 7, 2019·10m
  219. 219

    Ep. 198 - What I Have Learned After 197 Podcasts In 197 Days

    Jul 7, 2019·9m
  220. 220

    Ep. 197 - A Very Familiar Loneliness

    Jul 6, 2019·7m
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    Ep. 196 - 2 Weeks To Live

    Jul 5, 2019·8m
  222. 222

    Ep. 195 - Hit A Wall

    Jul 4, 2019·1m
  223. 223

    Ep. 194 - Wish I Could Of Said Hello

    Jul 2, 2019·4m
  224. 224

    Ep. 192 - Happy Wedding Day To Andrew + Stef

    Jul 1, 2019·2m
  225. 225

    Ep. 193 - LSD

    Jul 1, 2019·8m
  226. 226

    Ep. 191 - Turtle's Bachelor Party

    Jun 29, 2019·3m
  227. 227

    Ep. 190 - Finding Abundance + Love With My Blinders On

    Jun 29, 2019·3m
  228. 228

    Ep. 189 - Why Are We So Obsessed With Being Understood?

    Jun 28, 2019·8m
  229. 229

    Ep. 188 - What Do You Get From Negativity?

    Jun 27, 2019·11m
  230. 230

    Ep. 187 - I wonder...

    Jun 26, 2019·2m
  231. 231

    Ep. 186 - Rest

    Jun 25, 2019·1m
  232. 232

    Ep. 185 - Second Wind...Coming Soon

    Jun 24, 2019·2m
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    Ep. 184 - 6 Months Left. Time To Experiment

    Jun 23, 2019·4m
  234. 234

    Ep. 183 - Second Half

    Jun 22, 2019·2m
  235. 235

    Ep. 182 - Forgiveness In The Mountains

    Jun 21, 2019·7m
  236. 236

    Ep. 181 - Triggers

    Jun 20, 2019·4m
  237. 237

    Ep. 180 - Summer of Experimentation

    Jun 19, 2019·8m
  238. 238

    Ep. 179 - I Wonder What It Feels Like

    Jun 18, 2019·2m
  239. 239

    Ep. 178 - Taking Risks With Men

    Jun 16, 2019·3m
  240. 240

    Ep. 176 - Dru

    Jun 15, 2019·5m
  241. 241

    Ep. 177 - Men's Celebration Ceremony

    Jun 15, 2019·6m
  242. 242

    Ep. 175 - Raps Win!!! RAPS WIN!!!

    Jun 14, 2019·6m
  243. 243

    Ep. 174 - Stop Solving Problems That Don't Exist

    Jun 13, 2019·6m
  244. 244

    Ep. 173 - Protect Your Excitement

    Jun 12, 2019·9m
  245. 245

    Ep. 172 - Raptors Lose Game 6 and Jenn Pees Her Pants

    Jun 11, 2019·6m
  246. 246

    Ep. 171 - Deep Dive With Jennifer Mansell

    Jun 10, 2019·36m
  247. 247

    Ep. 170 - Do You Crotch Hug?

    Jun 8, 2019·7m
  248. 248

    Ep. 168 Don't Shame Me For Expressing My Heart

    Jun 7, 2019·3m
  249. 249

    Ep. 169 - Blowing Sh*t Up With Jovana Borojevic

    Jun 7, 2019·22m
  250. 250

    Ep. 167 - Friggin Beautiful

    Jun 6, 2019·11m
  251. 251

    Ep. 166 - Expect The Best Without Being Attached Or Entitled

    Jun 5, 2019·7m
  252. 252

    Ep. 164 - Micro Dosing + Open Love + Thank You

    Jun 3, 2019·9m
  253. 253

    Ep. 165 - Kanye West + 1 Year Anniversary + Say Hi To Everyone

    Jun 3, 2019·12m
  254. 254

    Ep. 163 - I Own Nothing

    Jun 2, 2019·5m
  255. 255

    Ep. 161 - See The *Full* Pattern

    May 31, 2019·5m
  256. 256

    Ep. 162 - My Everything

    May 31, 2019·8m
  257. 257

    Ep. 160 - One Question You Keep F**king Up

    May 29, 2019·9m
  258. 258

    Ep. 159 - Pain From Couples Therapy + Best Convo I Have Ever Had With My Mom

    May 29, 2019·6m
  259. 259

    Ep. 158 - Couples Therapy + Blowouts + Cancer :(

    May 28, 2019·6m
  260. 260

    Ep. 156 - My Addiction To Crisis

    May 26, 2019·9m
  261. 261

    Ep. 157 - Called MySelf Out On Instagram

    May 26, 2019·10m
  262. 262

    Ep 155 - Preview of This Weekends Podcasts

    May 25, 2019·4m
  263. 263

    Ep. 154 - How I Used To Feel About A Women's Period

    May 24, 2019·6m
  264. 264

    Ep. 153 I Gained 15 pounds and I Am Fappy

    May 23, 2019·4m
  265. 265

    Ep. 152 - Poetry Tuesday (Nayyirah Waheed)

    May 22, 2019·1m
  266. 266

    Ep. 151 - Gary V Lost His Shit

    May 21, 2019·3m
  267. 267

    Ep. 150 - Game of Thrones Final Episode Review

    May 20, 2019·8m
  268. 268

    Ep. 149 What Is Your 'Sex Number'? (Group Edition)

    May 19, 2019·14m
  269. 269

    Ep. 148 - I Fell Off The Wagon...Big Time!

    May 17, 2019·4m
  270. 270

    Ep. 147 - What Is Your Fighting Style?

    May 17, 2019·5m
  271. 271

    Ep. 146 - I am Not Ashamed of My Privilege

    May 16, 2019·10m
  272. 272

    Ep 145 - Half Asleep + My first workshop

    May 15, 2019·2m
  273. 273

    Ep. 144 - Workshops Do Not Work

    May 14, 2019·5m
  274. 274

    Ep. 143 - Artist + Warrior + King (Day 02)

    May 13, 2019·21m
  275. 275

    Ep. 142 - Artist Warrior King (Day 01)

    May 12, 2019·33m
  276. 276

    Ep. 141 - I Signed The Separation Papers Today

    May 11, 2019·6m
  277. 277

    Ep. 140 - Open Love

    May 10, 2019·3m
  278. 278

    Ep. 139 - I Need A Social Media Ninja

    May 9, 2019·8m
  279. 279

    Ep. 138 - How To Bypass Fear + Doubt

    May 8, 2019·5m
  280. 280

    Ep 137 - ...did it again...sweat dreams

    May 7, 2019·1m
  281. 281

    Ep. 136 - Sunday Mushies + Powerful Women

    May 6, 2019·6m
  282. 282

    Ep. 135 - All I Want Is "The 9 to 5"

    May 4, 2019·9m
  283. 283

    Ep. 134 - Is Porn A Drug

    May 4, 2019·8m
  284. 284

    Ep. 133 - How To Be 5 x More Productive With Your Day

    May 3, 2019·5m
  285. 285

    Ep. 132 - How To Make Your First Podcast in 90 Seconds

    May 1, 2019·5m
  286. 286

    Ep. 131 - How To Win At SpeakerSlam

    May 1, 2019·7m
  287. 287

    Ep. 130 - Stuck In A Bliss Vortex

    Apr 30, 2019·1m
  288. 288

    Ep. 129 - How To Get The F--K Out of Your Own Way

    Apr 29, 2019·9m
  289. 289

    Ep.128 - My First Workshop!!

    Apr 28, 2019·3m
  290. 290

    Ep. 127 - Heroin / Leaking Power / Porn

    Apr 26, 2019·14m
  291. 291

    Ep. 126 - Adil's Last Day In India

    Apr 26, 2019·56m
  292. 292

    Ep. 125 - Experimenting With My Addiction

    Apr 25, 2019·9m
  293. 293

    Ep. 124 - That's All I Have

    Apr 24, 2019·1m
  294. 294

    Ep. 123 - Vho

    Apr 23, 2019·3m
  295. 295

    Ep. 122 - Why Long Weekends Can Suck For Entrepreneurs

    Apr 22, 2019·6m
  296. 296

    Ep. 121 - Even After 121 Days I Can Get Nervous

    Apr 20, 2019·2m
  297. 297

    Ep. 120 - Tips For A Multi-Racial Long Weekend

    Apr 19, 2019·9m
  298. 298

    Ep. 118 - Somedays I Don't Want To Say A Word

    Apr 18, 2019·1m
  299. 299

    Ep. 119 - Low Energy Days

    Apr 18, 2019·11m
  300. 300

    Ep. 117 - I Burnt My Crotch

    Apr 17, 2019·4m
  301. 301

    Ep. 116 - Announcing A Totally New Podcast!!

    Apr 16, 2019·6m
  302. 302

    Ep. 115 - My System For Dealing With Anxiety

    Apr 14, 2019·13m
  303. 303

    Ep. 114 - Blissed AF + Ancestral Fear

    Apr 14, 2019·3m
  304. 304

    Ep. 113 - 9 Tips on How To Stay Productive When You Work From Home

    Apr 13, 2019·20m
  305. 305

    Ep. 111 - The Importance of Setting Boundaries With Our Parents

    Apr 11, 2019·8m
  306. 306

    Ep. 112 - Everything I Learned After 3 Days In Nature, With 13 Conscious Men

    Apr 11, 2019·19m
  307. 307

    Ep. 110 - Armin Shafee (Breathwork + Meditation + Freedom)

    Apr 10, 2019·1h 2m
  308. 308

    Ep. 109 - Still Not Ready To Podcast About This Past Weekend

    Apr 9, 2019·6m
  309. 309

    Ep. 108 - I Need To Ground...So Much To Say...

    Apr 8, 2019·4m
  310. 310

    Ep. 107 - Panic or Power (Conscious Cottage Men)

    Apr 6, 2019·18m
  311. 311

    Ep. 105 - Persistently 15 mins Late + Conscious Cottage Men

    Apr 5, 2019·6m
  312. 312

    Ep. 106 - Conscious Cottage Men (Pre-Show)

    Apr 5, 2019·10m
  313. 313

    Ep. 104 - Nobody Gives A Sh*t About Meditation

    Apr 4, 2019·6m
  314. 314

    Ep. 103 - Money + Suicide + BullSh*t

    Apr 3, 2019·11m
  315. 315

    Ep. 102 - Study The Masters (Lewis Howes Edition)

    Apr 1, 2019·8m
  316. 316

    Ep. 101 - How (not) To Rest

    Mar 31, 2019·3m
  317. 317

    Ep. 100 - What It Feels Like To Podcast 100 Days In A Row

    Mar 30, 2019·9m
  318. 318

    Ep. 99 - Tough Conversations With Friends

    Mar 29, 2019·6m
  319. 319

    Ep. 98 - Most Important Question In The Universe (According To Einstein)

    Mar 28, 2019·7m
  320. 320

    Ep. 97 - Do Not Scale Your Business If...

    Mar 28, 2019·5m
  321. 321

    Ep. 96 - Waiting For Your Parents To Die

    Mar 27, 2019·14m
  322. 322

    Ep. 95 - Extra Juicy (Spring) Ecstatic Dance

    Mar 26, 2019·6m
  323. 323

    Ep. 94 - Today I Cried Like A Little Boy

    Mar 25, 2019·5m
  324. 324

    Ep. 93 - Three Lessons I Learned After Podcasting For 93 Days In A Row

    Mar 23, 2019·8m
  325. 325

    Ep. 92 - Gratitude + Chronic Fatigue

    Mar 23, 2019·4m
  326. 326

    Ep. 90 - Why Did I Wait?

    Mar 21, 2019·1m
  327. 327

    Ep. 91 - It's Not Your Fault You Hate Your Face

    Mar 21, 2019·11m
  328. 328

    Ep. 89 - AM vs PM

    Mar 20, 2019·2m
  329. 329

    Ep. 88 - "Real Men Don't Dance"

    Mar 19, 2019·11m
  330. 330

    Ep. 87 - Do NOT Eat Day Old Sushi

    Mar 18, 2019·10m
  331. 331

    Ep. 86 - Here's My Hack For Launching A Website In A Hurry

    Mar 17, 2019·8m
  332. 332

    Ep. 85 - Clean Out Your Fridge Fool!

    Mar 16, 2019·8m
  333. 333

    Ep. 84 - You Are NOT The Hero!

    Mar 15, 2019·7m
  334. 334

    Ep. 83 - Fear Cleanse

    Mar 14, 2019·5m
  335. 335

    Ep. 82 - What Do You Say When You Can't Say What You Want To Say?

    Mar 13, 2019·8m
  336. 336

    Ep. 81 - Day After, Daylight Savings

    Mar 12, 2019·7m
  337. 337

    Ep. 80 - Too Many Zooz

    Mar 11, 2019·11m
  338. 338

    Ep. 79 - What Is Lost At Death?

    Mar 9, 2019·8m
  339. 339

    Ep. 78 - You Can't Make Something Beautiful...

    Mar 8, 2019·8m
  340. 340

    Ep. 76 - It's March Dummy!

    Mar 7, 2019·9m
  341. 341

    Ep. 75 - Nobody Wants Your Pity

    Mar 7, 2019·8m
  342. 342

    Ep. 77 - Want to Be An Artist...Do Your Freaking Taxes!

    Mar 7, 2019·7m
  343. 343

    Ep. 74 - War Chemicals VS Healing

    Mar 4, 2019·5m
  344. 344

    Ep. 73 - No Such Thing As Death

    Mar 3, 2019·12m
  345. 345

    Ep. 72 - I Fell Into A Black Hole

    Mar 3, 2019·3m
  346. 346

    Ep. 71 - Family OVER Cancer

    Mar 2, 2019·4m
  347. 347

    Ep. 70 - Gayborhood + Lilian + Pissing Humans Off

    Mar 1, 2019·8m
  348. 348

    Ep. 69 - Don't Bury Your Heart

    Feb 28, 2019·4m
  349. 349

    Ep. 68 - No Rule Book For Cancer

    Feb 27, 2019·6m
  350. 350

    Ep. 67 - Something Special

    Feb 26, 2019·6m
  351. 351

    Ep. 66 - It's Okay Being At The Bottom Of The Barrel

    Feb 25, 2019·5m
  352. 352

    Ep. 65 - Failing Fast At Archangel San Diego

    Feb 24, 2019·9m
  353. 353

    Ep. 64 - Live From San Diego Baby!

    Feb 23, 2019·6m
  354. 354

    Ep. 63 - Podcast Creativity Ain't So Hot

    Feb 22, 2019·3m
  355. 355

    Ep. 62 - Rough Day

    Feb 21, 2019·1m
  356. 356

    Ep. 61 - Zombie Darius Part 2 (Astral Reading!)

    Feb 20, 2019·4m
  357. 357

    Ep. 60 - Zombie Darius

    Feb 19, 2019·2m
  358. 358

    Ep. 59 - Wanna See Me Make A Sausage?

    Feb 18, 2019·6m
  359. 359

    Ep. 58 - Who Is This Podcast For?

    Feb 16, 2019·7m
  360. 360

    Ep. 57 - Should I Change This Podcast To...

    Feb 16, 2019·7m
  361. 361

    Ep. 56 - Earn The Right To Ask For Money

    Feb 14, 2019·9m
  362. 362

    Ep. 55 - Before I Turn Into A Pumpkin

    Feb 14, 2019·6m
  363. 363

    Ep. 54 - Want A Better Orgasm? Alice Can Help!

    Feb 12, 2019·38m
  364. 364

    Ep. 53 - Why The F**K Should I Care About My Wounds?

    Feb 11, 2019·7m
  365. 365

    Ep. 52 - Do Artists Matter?

    Feb 10, 2019·5m
  366. 366

    Ep. 51 - This Is Absolutely Ridiculous

    Feb 9, 2019·4m
  367. 367

    Ep. 49 - Vulnerability Hangover From Yesterday

    Feb 8, 2019·4m
  368. 368

    Ep. 50 - This Release Felt Amazing...I Needed That!

    Feb 8, 2019·7m
  369. 369

    Ep. 47 - I'm Ready To Fail Faster

    Feb 6, 2019·6m
  370. 370

    Ep. 48 - Time To Change The Format Of This Podcast

    Feb 6, 2019·7m
  371. 371

    Want To Be A Guest On Heart To Mouth?

    Feb 6, 2019·17m
  372. 372

    Ep. 46 - How To Go From $250k to $1 Million

    Feb 4, 2019·4m
  373. 373

    Ep. 45 - It Took Me 3 Mins To Implode On This Podcast

    Feb 3, 2019·6m
  374. 374

    Ep. 44 - The Difference Between Me and The Greatest

    Feb 2, 2019·4m
  375. 375

    Ep. 43 - My Addiction (Part 2 )

    Feb 1, 2019·6m
  376. 376

    Ep. 42 - Am I Loved...Am I Loved... AM I LOVED?!

    Jan 31, 2019·6m
  377. 377

    Ep. 41 - Time To Crash And Burn

    Jan 30, 2019·6m
  378. 378

    Ep. 40 - Failure Is NOT An Identity, It's Just Input

    Jan 29, 2019·8m
  379. 379

    Ep. 39 - I Messed Up This Morning

    Jan 28, 2019·8m
  380. 380

    Ep. 38 - How To Find Your Why

    Jan 27, 2019·11m
  381. 381

    Ep. 37 - "Nobody Wants To Understand You!"

    Jan 26, 2019·6m
  382. 382

    Ep. 36 - This Podcast Scared Me, But I Asked For It.

    Jan 25, 2019·10m
  383. 383

    Ep. 35 - Want More Money + Impact? Change This One Thing

    Jan 24, 2019·6m
  384. 384

    Ep. 34 - How I Made 34 Podcasts In 34 Days, For FREE

    Jan 23, 2019·5m
  385. 385

    Ep. 33 - If You Believe You are Doing God's Work, This One's For You?

    Jan 22, 2019·6m
  386. 386

    Ep. 32 - Consistency is NOT Perfection

    Jan 21, 2019·5m
  387. 387

    Ep. 31 - "There Is Nothing Serious Happening Here!"

    Jan 20, 2019·5m
  388. 388

    Ep. 30 - Danced With God, 1-second Orgasm + Bliss Junkies

    Jan 19, 2019·5m
  389. 389

    Ep. 29 - Freedom Is Independence From Praise

    Jan 18, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 27 - How to Find Your SuperPower

    Jan 17, 2019·5m
  391. 391

    Ep. 28 - Want More Joy? Be A Better Bullshitter

    Jan 17, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 26 - Approaching My Limit

    Jan 15, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 25 - "Only One Of 'Me' Is Triggered"

    Jan 14, 2019·5m
  394. 394

    Ep. 24 - Introducing The 1-Second Orgasm

    Jan 13, 2019·3m
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    Ep. 23 - Meditation Does NOT Work

    Jan 12, 2019·4m
  396. 396

    Ep. 22 - This Podcast Was Never About Looking Good...Here's My Mess

    Jan 11, 2019·4m
  397. 397

    Ep. 21 - Someone Told Me To Quit This Podcast

    Jan 10, 2019·4m
  398. 398

    Ep. 20 - Exhausted... But Freaking Ready

    Jan 9, 2019·3m
  399. 399

    Ep. 19 - It Takes Discipline To Rest

    Jan 8, 2019·5m
  400. 400

    Ep. 18 - How Are You Going To Screw-Up 2019 ... But Also Joy!

    Jan 7, 2019·5m
  401. 401

    Ep. 17 - No Idea What to Call This, So There

    Jan 6, 2019·5m
  402. 402

    Ep. 16 - I Discovered a Huge Area In My Life I Was Sabotaging

    Jan 5, 2019·5m
  403. 403

    Ep. 15 - This Is Where It All Begins To Fall Apart

    Jan 4, 2019·4m
  404. 404

    Ep. 14 - Don't Eat Other People's Shit

    Jan 3, 2019·4m
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    Ep. 13 - Anxiety Is Circling

    Jan 2, 2019·5m
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    Ep. 12 - There Will Be Days Like Today

    Jan 1, 2019·4m
  407. 407

    Ep. 11 - Did I Find The Solution to Perfectionism?

    Dec 31, 2018·4m
  408. 408

    Ep. 10 - I Suck At Anger + Mad Love To The Crazy Ones

    Dec 30, 2018·4m
  409. 409

    Ep. 09 - If I Do This One Thing, My Life Will Radically Change

    Dec 29, 2018·4m
  410. 410

    Ep. 08 - What Can An Artist Teach A Human?

    Dec 28, 2018·4m
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    Ep. 07 - Claim What You Freaking Want

    Dec 27, 2018·5m
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    Ep. 06 - Happy 36 Year Anniversary

    Dec 26, 2018·4m
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    Ep. 05 - I Found My Big Project For 2019

    Dec 25, 2018·3m
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    Ep. 04 - Can I Be Happy Without Creative Expression?

    Dec 24, 2018·1m
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    Ep. 03 - Sometimes "Awesome" Can Throw You Off Too

    Dec 24, 2018·2m
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    Ep. 02 - I Am A Spectrum

    Dec 22, 2018·3m
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    Ep. 01 - We Have Lift-Off

    Dec 21, 2018·3m