Halfway To Dead, A Midlife Spiritual Journey

Jen Lovell

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Midlife spirituality with the armor off.

The gist

Halfway To Dead is a warm, blunt interview show about spiritual growth after life stops making sense. Jen Lovell talks with guests about religion, trauma, intuition, work, wellness, and the midlife choice to live with more honesty.

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About Halfway To Dead, A Midlife Spiritual Journey

Halfway To Dead is a midlife spirituality show for people who have already lived through enough to distrust easy answers. Jen Lovell hosts conversations that start with real lives: childhood belief systems, ministry, marriage, careers, illness, burnout, business pressure, parenting, and the slow realization that survival is not the same thing as peace. The show is intimate. It is also plainspoken. Guests are given room to explain what happened next, while Lovell keeps the emotional timeline clear and occasionally names the obvious with dry, midlife candor. Recent episodes move between angel guidance, religious deconstruction, yoga, Reiki, neuro-semantic NLP, boundaries, and the body as a source of information. Sue Elliott speaks about divine guidance, old patterns, and learning to treat wrong turns as clarity rather than failure. Aaron Tomlinson brings the story of leaving organized religion into contact with counseling, spiritual experience, and integrated healing. Barbara Burgess returns as a repeat guest with practical reflections on enoughness, distraction, expectations, and the small choices that protect peace. Daryl Carlson talks about inherited belief, brain maps, survival, and the possibility of updating what once felt fixed. Beth Rockert connects yoga, workplace stress, recovery from illness and injuries, and compassion across life stages. Chrissy Mellinger brings business, embodiment, soul purpose, and a sharper entrepreneurial edge into the same midlife frame. The show is comfortable with woo-woo language, but it rarely floats away from daily stakes. It cares about what a person believed, how that belief shaped the body, and what becomes possible when the old structure cracks. Listeners looking for doctrine alone may find it too open-ended. Listeners looking for sterile wellness advice may find it too personal. Its home is the messy middle: spiritually curious, sometimes wounded, often funny, and ready to stop pretending the old script still works.

Made for: For midlife listeners rethinking faith, work, wellness, identity, and old survival habits. It especially suits people drawn to spiritual growth after religious disillusionment, burnout, illness, or a major personal reset.

What sets it apart: The show blends woo-woo openness with grounded life-story interviewing, so angel guidance, church history, yoga, NLP, business coaching, and boundaries all stay tied to lived midlife stakes. Its strength is the timeline: what someone believed, what broke, and what changed after that.

In their own words

Let’s have a moment of real talk. Life is fucking hard. You and I didn’t get to midlife without hitting a few bumps in the road. Sure, on the surface your life seems pretty great. You’ve accomplished some amazing things. But dig a little deeper and we’ve been through some shit. I’m talking big T traumas. We armored up and battled through…it’s worked for us…until now. Now, you and I have reached the age where we are done with all the bullshit. Time feels more precious and we have the wisdom to know we aren’t go...

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Based on 4 episodes we listened to · September 2026

Jen Lovell makes spiritual reconstruction legible through candid conversations that connect inherited belief, personal experience, and practical change.

Jen Lovell treats midlife as a point when inherited beliefs can be inspected, revised, or left behind. Halfway To Dead, A Midlife Spiritual Journey builds that inquiry through informal guest conversations about Christian deconstruction and spirituality beyond organized…

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Why you'd press play

Mary Magdalene and angel guidance land on Jen Lovell's table; your old rulebook may need margin notes.

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  • to revisit what you learned about Mary Magdalene without being handed a new creed
  • to hear a former pastor talk about leaving church while keeping room for spiritual experience
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Connect With Your Angels featuring Sue ElliottApr 1, 2026

Midlife reinvention, guided by angels, intuition, and a calm step-by-step view of change.

Halfway to Dead treats midlife as a chance to stop circling the same habits and move with a little more honesty. Jen Lovell keeps the talk grounded while Sue Elliott leans into angels, divine guidance, and the idea that each step carries information, not failure.

E62 -Authentic Spirituality: Finding God Beyond the Church Walls with Aaron TomlinsonSep 10, 2025

A calm, honest conversation about faith after religion and the work of rebuilding it.

Jen Lovell's conversation with Erin Tomlinson stays with the question of what remains when organized religion no longer fits. Erin comes across as a licensed professional counselor and former pastor, and the episode links a life-threatening heart crisis to a search for healing…

E57 -Spiritual Pilgrimages: Finding Truth Across Faiths with Barbara BurgessAug 6, 2025

A warm midlife conversation about spirituality, background, and lived practice.

Barbara Burgess returns for a loose, reflective conversation about midlife and spirituality. Jen Lovell keeps things friendly and direct, and the episode stays anchored in Barbara's life as an author, mother, executive, founder of Cord Luma, and writer of both a one-woman show…

E56 -What If Your Brain's Map Is Outdated? Neuro-Semantic NLP with Daryl CarlsonJul 23, 2025

A conversation about how early beliefs shape adult life, and how some people rebuild that framework later on.

This episode follows Jen Lovell in conversation with Daryl Carlson, whose path runs from Moody Bible Institute and more than 15 years as a missionary to NeuroSemantic NLP, a certified meta coach, and secular nonprofit work.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    Becoming A NeuroHeir by Healing Generational Trauma

    Sep 30, 2026·1h 2m
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    It's Time To Awaken Your Sleeping Queen

    Sep 23, 2026·55m
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    The Adoption Triad Explained With Compassion

    Sep 16, 2026·50m
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    Absolute Self-Love In Midlife

    Sep 9, 2026·50m
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    Naked Out Loud -From Rock Tours To Real Healing In Midlife

    Sep 2, 2026·51m
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    Tantra Talk Part 2 -The Midlife Guide To Tantra Beyond Sex

    Aug 26, 2026·55m
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    You’re Not The Problem: A Nervous System Roadmap For Midlife

    Aug 19, 2026·51m
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    Live Fully & Die Ready with Niki Weiss

    Aug 12, 2026·56m
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    Be More & Do Less; ADHD in Midlife with Theresa Lear Levine

    Aug 5, 2026·52m
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    A Message From the Other Side; The Story of Brandon Mitchner

    Jul 29, 2026·43m
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    "Parasite Flu" Parasite Cleanse Reality Check

    Jul 22, 2026·1h 1m
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    Spiritual Red Flags: A Solo Episode with Jen Part 1

    Jul 15, 2026·21m
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    Spiritual Red Flags: Part 2

    Jul 15, 2026·22m
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    What If Your Next Chapter Is Joy? with Marcia Wakeman

    Jul 8, 2026·45m
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    BONUS CONTENT With Marcia Wakeman

    Jul 8, 2026·27m
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    Bonus Content with Shannon Keef, A Mediumship Reading with Jen

    Jul 1, 2026·24m
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    The Unexpected Shaman with Shannon Keef

    Jul 1, 2026·44m
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    How Women Over 50 Build Purpose Driven Income with Patricia Noel Drain

    Jun 24, 2026·55m
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    Channeling The Council Of Light with Pamela Downes

    Jun 3, 2026·52m
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    Bonus Episode with Pamela Downes: A Message From The Great Light Council

    Jun 3, 2026·15m
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    Unlocking Your Potential with Bach Flower Essences And Human Design

    May 27, 2026·1h 2m
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    Comedy As A Midlife Superpower with Lynn Harris

    May 20, 2026·51m
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    Intuitive Dating in Midlife With Truly Eleanor

    Apr 15, 2026·56m
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    How To Develop Psychic And Medium Skills With Melissa Pharr

    Apr 8, 2026·1h 16m
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    BONUS CONTENT With Mel Pharr

    Apr 8, 2026·11m
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    BONUS CONTENT With Sue Elliott

    Apr 1, 2026·24m
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    Connect With Your Angels featuring Sue Elliott

    Hidden gem

    Jen Lovell opens by inviting listeners to treat midlife as a chance to flip the script and live on their own terms.

    Apr 1, 2026·1h 3m·4 clips
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    The Infinity Within Featuring Kris Land

    Mar 25, 2026·1h 2m
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    Jen's Psilocybin Journey...Tam & Ang are back too!!!

    Mar 18, 2026·1h 13m
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    IFS -Why Meeting Your Parts Can Unlock Your Calm, Clarity, And Confidence

    Mar 11, 2026·1h
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    SHE-Q And The Return Of Feminine Wisdom with Shelley Takei

    Mar 5, 2026·1h 9m
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    Inside the MARI Test: Mandala Maps For Midlife Clarity

    Feb 25, 2026·1h 4m
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    How To Harness 2026’s Wild Energy with Jen

    Feb 18, 2026·29m
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    Numerology, Aliens, AI, And The Fire Horse Year

    Feb 11, 2026·57m
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    After The Awakening, Now What?

    Feb 4, 2026·23m
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    Bonus Content with Jen -Spiritual Bypassing

    Jan 29, 2026·15m
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    What Phase of Your Spiritual Awakening Are You In?

    Jan 29, 2026·43m
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    Bonus Content with Annie Rorabaugh

    Jan 21, 2026·26m
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    Functional Medicine For Women Who Want Real Answers with Annie Rorabaugh

    Jan 21, 2026·58m
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    Bonus Content with Courtney Townley

    Jan 14, 2026·11m
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    The Consistency Code with Courtney Townley

    Jan 14, 2026·1h 12m
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    Season 2...Jen's Back!!!

    Jan 7, 2026·36m
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    E63 -Tragic Magic with Regan Caruthers

    Oct 1, 2025·1h 17m
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    E62 -Authentic Spirituality: Finding God Beyond the Church Walls with Aaron Tomlinson

    Hidden gem

    Jen Lovell opens the episode with a midlife spiritual journey.

    Sep 10, 2025·1h 23m·2 clips
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    E61 -Awakening from the Trance of Unworthiness with Monica Rodgers

    Sep 3, 2025·1h 17m
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    E60 -Beyond Emotional Eating: A Midlife Woman's Guide to Sustainable Weight Loss with Terry Tateossian

    Aug 27, 2025·1h 12m
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    E59 -A Spiritual Awakening in Lily Dale, Solo Episode with Jen

    Aug 20, 2025·53m
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    E58 -How to Have A Happy Birthday with Tamar Hurwitz-Fleming

    Aug 13, 2025·1h 19m
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    E57 -Spiritual Pilgrimages: Finding Truth Across Faiths with Barbara Burgess

    Hidden gem

    Barbara Burgess returns for a conversation about spiritual pilgrimages and learning from practices across different religions.

    Aug 6, 2025·1h 26m·2 clips
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    E56 -What If Your Brain's Map Is Outdated? Neuro-Semantic NLP with Daryl Carlson

    Hidden gem

    Jen Lovell opens with a midlife frame and sits down with Daryl Carlson for a conversation about beliefs, religion, and the maps people live by.

    Jul 23, 2025·1h 26m·2 clips
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    E55 -Celebrating One Year of our Midlife Spiritual Journey Part 2

    Jul 16, 2025·49m
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    E55 -Celebrating One Year of our Midlife Spiritual Journey Part 1

    Jul 16, 2025·52m
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    BONUS EPISODE...What do AI produced podcast hosts think of Jen's podcast?

    Jun 25, 2025·24m
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    E54 -Midlife Astrology: Navigating Your Natal Chart with Tara Redfield

    Jun 18, 2025·1h 20m
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    Bonus Content with Tara Redfield

    Jun 18, 2025·39m
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    E53 -Unlocking the Healing Potential of Psychedelic Journeys with Angela DeCraene

    Jun 11, 2025·1h 14m
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    Bonus Content with Tammi Janel

    Jun 4, 2025·37m
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    E52 -Deep Healing via Psychedelic Therapy & Soul Readings with Tammi Janel

    Jun 4, 2025·1h 10m
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    Bonus Content with Beth Rockert

    May 28, 2025·26m
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    E 51 -Losing My Religion with Beth Rockert

    Host Jen Lovell interviews Beth Rockert, a yoga instructor with corporate experience, about how yoga guided her through recovery from physical illness and injuries, emphasizing midlife spiritual growth and finding balance.

    May 28, 2025·1h 10m
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    E50 -Midlife Cannabis: Benefits Beyond the Buzz with Ellen Scanlon

    May 21, 2025·1h 17m
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    E49 -Burnout Cure: Reclaim Your Energy and Thrive with Cindy Meckler

    May 14, 2025·1h 4m
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    E48 -Sorry, Not Sorry: When Your Soul Says No

    Apr 30, 2025·40m
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    E47 -Midlife: Crisis or Transformation? with Keri Mangis

    Apr 23, 2025·1h 11m
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    E46 -Enough: Finding Peace in a World of Distractions, Hustle, and Expectations with Barbara Burgess

    Host Jen Lovell interviews author Barbara Burgess about finding peace and embracing one's enoughness in midlife.

    Apr 16, 2025·1h 15m
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    E45 -Six Pillars for Embracing Confidence with Karen Fabian

    Apr 9, 2025·1h 14m
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    E44 -Psychic Medium Kelly Palmatier

    Apr 2, 2025·1h 1m
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    E43 Part 1 -The Worm Queen: Kim Rogers amazing story

    Mar 26, 2025·38m
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    E43 part 2 -Uninvited Dinner Guests: The Truth About Parasites with Kim Rogers

    Mar 26, 2025·1h 8m
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    E42 -Embracing New Growth in Your Spiritual Journey with Jen

    Mar 19, 2025·45m
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    Bonus Content with Chrissy Mellinger

    Mar 12, 2025·14m
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    Episode #41 -Beyond the Grind: Reconnecting Your Business and Your Soul's Purpose with Chrissy Mellinger

    Host Jen Lovell interviews holistic business coach Chrissy Mellinger about helping ambitious women service providers transition from overworked solopreneurs to successful CEOs while reconnecting with their soul's purpose.

    Mar 12, 2025·1h 8m
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    Bonus Content with Hilary Young

    Mar 5, 2025·23m
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    Episode 40 -Trusting GUS: A Journey of Resilience with Hilary Young

    Mar 5, 2025·1h 19m
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    Mini Edition #11 -Continuous Glucose Monitoring (CGM)

    Mar 3, 2025·26m
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    Episode 39 -Awakening to Your True Self with Jennifer Spor

    Feb 26, 2025·1h 4m
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    Episode #38 -Choosing Yourself: A Journey of Healing and Transformation with Alex Sabbag

    Feb 19, 2025·1h 6m
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    Mini Edition #11 -Yin Yoga Pose for Trauma Release

    Feb 18, 2025·20m
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    Episode 37 -The Healing Powers of Yin Yoga with Kimberley Roberts

    Feb 12, 2025·1h
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    Episode 36 -Midlife Mastery: Empowering Midlife Women with Sairan Aqrawi

    Feb 5, 2025·1h 2m
  81. 81

    Mini Episode #10 -Indoor Grounding for Enhanced Health and Vitality

    Jan 31, 2025·15m
  82. 82

    Episode 35 -Discovering Your Divine Purpose: A Spiritual Journey with Traci Trimble

    Jan 29, 2025·1h 34m
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    Episode #34 - Channeling the Pleiadians with Brittany Wittig

    Jan 22, 2025·1h 7m
  84. 84

    Mini Edition #9 -Avocado Seed Tincture for Joint Pain Relief

    Jan 20, 2025·9m
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    Episode 33 -Embracing Midlife Through Yoga with Natalie Holst

    Jan 15, 2025·1h 23m
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    Episode 32 -New Year Insights with Jen

    Jan 1, 2025·34m
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    Mini Edition #8 - Exploring GLP-1 Benefits with Elizabeth Barker

    Dec 30, 2024·25m
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    Episode 31 -Spiritual Growth Through Kundalini Yoga with SevaRam Spronk

    Dec 18, 2024·1h 11m
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    Mini Edition #7 -Guided Breathwork Reset with Lisa Luna

    Dec 16, 2024·12m
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    Episode 30 -Unlocking Midlife Transformation: Embracing Therapy with Megan Campbell-Degedeh

    Dec 11, 2024·1h 15m
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    Mini Edition #6 -Exploring Natural Remedies for Menopause with Wild Yam Cream

    Dec 9, 2024·13m
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    Episode 29 -Connecting with Angels featuring Nichole Bigley

    Dec 4, 2024·1h 9m
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    Mini Edition #5 -A Guided Body Scan with Micki Abels

    Dec 2, 2024·19m
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    Episode 28 -Raising your Vibes with Host Jen Lovell

    Nov 27, 2024·46m
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    Mini Edition #4 - Mindful Walking with Sue Schneider PhD

    Nov 25, 2024·20m
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    Episode 27 -Harnessing the Transformative Power of Breathwork with Lisa Luna

    Nov 20, 2024·1h 22m
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    Mini Edition #3 -Theta Healing Meditation with Lauren Blagui

    Nov 18, 2024·12m
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    Episode 26 -Creating a Vibrant and Purposeful Life with Debbie Weiss

    Nov 13, 2024·1h 4m
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    Mini Edition #2 -Self-Ordered Lab Tests

    Nov 11, 2024·20m
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    Episode 25 -Meeting the Moment with Kindness insights from Sue Schneider Ph.D.

    Nov 6, 2024·1h 17m
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    Mini Edition #1 -Unlocking Better Sleep

    Nov 4, 2024·28m
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    BONUS EPISODE!!! The Power of Letting Go with Host Jen Lovell

    Nov 1, 2024·41m
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    Episode 23 -Connecting to Your Divine Council with Micki Abels

    Oct 30, 2024·58m
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    Episode 22 -The Healing Power of RTT in Navigating Menopause with Sally Garozzo

    Oct 23, 2024·1h 19m
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    Episode 21 -Dreams as a Pathway to Personal Growth and Healing with Micki Abels

    Oct 16, 2024·52m
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    Episode 20 -Theta Healing and the Path to Inner Transformation with Lauren Blagui

    Oct 9, 2024·1h 3m
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    Episode 19 -Unlocking Human Design with Jo Figueras

    Oct 2, 2024·1h 15m
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    Episode 18 -A Journey of Surrender and Self-Love with author Stacey Brown

    Sep 25, 2024·1h 10m
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    Episode 16 -The Hidden Struggles of Veterinarians: Unveiling the Emotional Toll and Urgent Need for Compassion

    Sep 18, 2024·1h 47m
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    Bonus Episode 17 -When Your Pet Needs Immediate Care: Insights from Dr. Lovell

    Sep 18, 2024·30m
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    Episode 15 -•Becoming a CASA; How YOU Can Support Abused Children in the Foster Care System

    Sep 11, 2024·1h 7m
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    Episode 14 -•Exploring the Healing Power of Animal Reiki with Kelly McCully

    Sep 4, 2024·1h 23m
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    Episode 13 -Divorce in Midlife: You Have the Power to Thrive with guest Denise Brathwaite

    Aug 28, 2024·1h 15m
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    Episode 12 - Meditation for the Modern Mind: Insights From Natalie Brown

    Aug 21, 2024·1h 15m
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    Episode 11 -The Path of Spiritual Awakening with Heather Danielle

    Aug 14, 2024·1h 11m
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    Episode 10 -Jen's Tips & Tricks: Steps to Begin Your Spiritual Awakening

    Aug 7, 2024·40m
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    Episode 9 -Unlocking Inner Freedom: The Midlife Journey of Self-Work with Tianna Roser

    Jul 31, 2024·1h 20m
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    Episode 8 - Tapping Into Your Intuition with Laura Marie

    Jul 24, 2024·1h 21m
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    Episode 7- QHHT: A Path to Spiritual Awakening and Healing with Amy Craver

    Jul 17, 2024·1h 5m
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    Episode 6 - Preparing for Your First Reading with a Medium: Insights from Laura Marie

    Jul 10, 2024·1h 9m
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    Episode 5- Unlocking Your Body’s Healing Potential with Micki Abels

    Jul 3, 2024·1h 9m
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    Episode 3 - Part 1: Reiki and Energy Balance: Healing from the Inside Out with Amy Craver

    Jun 27, 2024·47m
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    Episode 2 - Accessing Akashic Records for Direction and Clarity in Life with Jo Figueras

    Jun 27, 2024·1h 5m
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    Episode 1 - A Journey Inward: Mastering the Art of Meditation with Micki Abels

    Jun 27, 2024·1h 7m
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    Episode 4 - Part 2: Reiki and Energy Balance: Healing from the Inside Out with Amy Craver

    Jun 27, 2024·35m
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    A Brief Message From Jen

    Jun 25, 2024·4m
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    Trailer

    May 10, 2024·3m