Different, Not Broken

Lauren "L2" Howard

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Blunt dispatches from a different nervous system.

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Different, Not Broken turns messy personal experience into sharp arguments about how people are treated at home, at work, and in public. Lauren Howard, who goes by L2, moves fast through grief, parenting, business, health, gender, and sensory overload without sanding off the edges.

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About Different, Not Broken

Different, Not Broken is a fast, candid show about difference, exhaustion, work, family, and the daily negotiations of a noisy nervous system. Lauren Howard, who goes by L2, speaks from lived specifics rather than tidy expertise. That matters. The show can begin with makeup, a vacuum cleaner, a coloring book, a basketball tournament, or the wish that someone would send a list instead of a video, then turn those details into a fuller argument about capacity, sensory limits, care, and respect. Its center of gravity is neurodivergence, but the episodes are not boxed into one category. They move through entrepreneurship, people-first leadership, chronic stress, parenting, grief, gendered safety, reproductive trauma, and the strange emotional math of continuing when a plan collapses. The pace is brisk. The tone is warm, impatient, funny, and unsentimental. Howard often sounds like she is thinking in real time, but the looseness has direction; a detour usually becomes the point. One episode uses an IVF clinic scandal to think through harm, responsibility, and what kind of humanity people choose when the worst-case version of life arrives. Another takes the familiar “not all men” argument and turns it toward women’s safety, fear, and the lack of reliable ways to tell danger from harmlessness. The workplace episodes are just as pointed. Bad leadership is framed as both cruel and impractical, because burning through people wastes the knowledge that actually keeps organizations alive. The household episodes are smaller but not lighter. Noise cancellation, rest, children, dogs, content backlogs, and “mindless” activities all become part of the same question: what helps a person keep functioning without pretending the hard thing is not hard? Different, Not Broken suits listeners who like personal storytelling with a spine. It is not clinical. It is not detached. It is an energetic, emotionally literate record of one person making sense of pressure, difference, and dignity in public.

Made for: For neurodivergent adults, burned-out workers, underestimated founders, parents, and anyone who prefers direct emotional honesty over tidy wellness language. It also fits listeners who like personal stories that turn into practical arguments about work, care, and survival.

What sets it apart: The show stands apart by making tiny domestic details carry real analytical weight. A vacuum, a makeup day, a coloring book, or a workplace policy can become a clear argument about dignity, capacity, and the cost of pretending people are fine.

In their own words

You’ve spent your whole life feeling like something’s wrong with you. Here’s a radical thought: what if you’re not broken - just different? Welcome to Different, Not Broken, the no-filter, emotionally intelligent, occasionally sweary podcast that challenges the idea that we all have to fit inside neat little boxes to be acceptable. Hosted by L2 (aka Lauren Howard), founder of LBee Health, this show dives into the real, raw and ridiculous sides of being neurodivergent, introverted, chronically underestimated - and still completely worthy. Expect deeply honest conversations about identity, autism, ADHD, gender, work, grief, anxiety and everythi...

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Based on 5 episodes we listened to · September 2026

Lauren Howard makes private coping habits legible by connecting grief, work, safety, and everyday pleasure to the judgments people carry about themselves.

Lauren Howard turns private experience into a running argument about how people judge their own minds, bodies, work, and safety. Different, Not Broken is a host-led, first-person listen: conversational, quick to joke, and willing to stay with distress when an IVF clinic crisis…

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A missing embryo and makeup dopamine share a mic, because your coping mechanisms contain multitudes.

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  • Lauren Howard to articulate what your nervous system remembers after your brain files the paperwork away
  • reassurance that crisis competence counts, even when calendars and ordinary chores remain undefeated
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The IVF clinic scandal nobody prepared me forMay 6, 2026

A blunt account of a missing embryo and the cost of carrying that uncertainty alone.

Lauren Howard turns a painful stretch of life into something plainspoken and hard to shake. She begins with humor about feeling changed in her own body, then moves into the harder question of a missing embryo and the fear that follows when there is no clean answer.

Not All Men! But Definitely 62 Million Hits From Some of the Men...Apr 29, 2026

A forceful case for why caution can feel like the only rational default.

Different, Not Broken treats "not all men" as a blunt safety argument, with Lauren Howard, who goes by L2, showing how the phrase can send the whole conversation sideways.

March Madness Sportsball: For When The Murder Shows Stop WorkingApr 22, 2026

Sports ball becomes a blunt case for burnout, turnover, and the cost of disposable labor.

Different, Not Broken uses sports ball as a clean entry point into burnout, turnover, and the bad habit of treating workers as if they can be swapped out without consequence.

What my body remembered that my brain tried to forgetMar 11, 2026

A family hospital scare becomes a plainspoken study of what the body keeps.

Lauren Howard turns a family hospital scare into a blunt, steady account of what grief leaves in the body. She describes her mother becoming suddenly acutely ill, not knowing what it was, and spending the day on the practical work of getting her out the door, locking the house,…

The Little Extra Hug (And Other Things My Brain Needs)Feb 18, 2026

Makeup becomes a way to chase small resets and little pockets of joy.

Lauren Howard centers this episode on a small but familiar set of comforts: makeup, sales, lists, drawers, and delivery boxes. What starts as a Friday-night scroll becomes a deeper fixation, and the details are plain enough to make the habit feel lived in instead of polished.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    The Cornell 7: They Assign Essays When They're Embarrassed

    The host connects her teacher’s two five-page essays to Cornell’s reported five-paragraph discipline after a 2024 lawsuit alleging fraternity sexual assault.

    Sep 30, 2026·20m·1 clip
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    Brain Fog and Existential Dread: Why I Can't Find My Words

    The host describes late-thirties-to-early-forties word-finding problems, including being unable to recall “grass” while talking to her child.

    Sep 23, 2026·23m·1 clip
  3. 3

    How to Survive a Toxic Job When You Can't Afford to Quit

    Sep 16, 2026·26m
  4. 4

    Lindsay Clancy, Postpartum Illness and Why We're Missing the Point

    Sep 9, 2026·18m
  5. 5

    Idris Elba Lost His Piece In My Bedroom Once - A Saturday Sidequest

    Sep 5, 2026·3m
  6. 6

    Women at Work: You’re Not Too Much, They’re Not Enough

    Sep 2, 2026·20m
  7. 7

    Husband's New Toy - A Saturday SideQuest

    Aug 29, 2026·3m
  8. 8

    He Smashed Into It — Then Waited 9 Hours To Tell Me To My Face

    Aug 26, 2026·30m
  9. 9

    Grief Doesn't Get Smaller. You Grow Around It.

    Aug 21, 2026·13m
  10. 10

    You're Not Too Much: Betting on Yourself When You're Scared

    Aug 19, 2026·15m
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    Different, Not Broken Is Becoming You’re Not Too Much

    Aug 15, 2026·6m
  12. 12

    The Sandwich Generation, a 4am Fall, and a $6 Box of Equal

    Aug 12, 2026·30m
  13. 13

    They Called My Mom Fat. It Absolutely Wasn't That.

    Aug 5, 2026·22m
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    Bet On Yourself (Even When Nobody Else Will)

    Jul 29, 2026·24m
  15. 15

    Is Mitch McConnell Alive? I Have Questions. And 40 Tabs On Fire.

    Jul 22, 2026·19m
  16. 16

    Taylor Swift Wedding Drama, President Trump's Billions, And Service Staff Love

    Jul 15, 2026·26m
  17. 17

    No Brain Space Because Kidney Poitier Is Stealing It All

    Jul 8, 2026·20m
  18. 18

    My Kid’s Being Rude and Office Furniture Fu*kery

    Jul 1, 2026·35m
  19. 19

    My Thunderous Moments During the NY Knicks and Stephen Colbert Finale

    Jun 25, 2026·20m
  20. 20

    I Did So Much Peopling My Brain is Still Wet (Or Maybe That's Just My Shower Soaked Jeans)

    Jun 17, 2026·23m
  21. 21

    Finding Your Voice and Power: Cindy Gallop on Authenticity and Resilience

    Jun 10, 2026·41m
  22. 22

    Food Aversions, Founder Friendship and Women’s Wellbeing with Dr. Sipra Laddha

    Jun 3, 2026·46m
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    I run successful companies but cleaning up their mess is still sometimes my main job

    May 27, 2026·15m
  24. 24

    You feel better? That's not the point. Keep the appointment!

    May 20, 2026·14m
  25. 25

    I'm Not Yelling at Him, I'm Yelling In His Direction. If I'm Quiet, You're in Trouble

    May 13, 2026·29m
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    The IVF clinic scandal nobody prepared me for

    Hidden gem

    Lauren Howard is dealing with an IVF clinic failure and the possibility that a missing embryo may have been used where it should not have been.

    May 6, 2026·35m·2 clips
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    Not All Men! But Definitely 62 Million Hits From Some of the Men...

    Hidden gem

    Lauren Howard starts with "not all men" and treats it like a code phrase that flips the whole conversation.

    Apr 29, 2026·20m·1 clip
  28. 28

    March Madness Sportsball: For When The Murder Shows Stop Working

    Hidden gem

    Lauren Howard starts with sportsball as background noise.

    Apr 22, 2026·23m·1 clip
  29. 29

    I Put on Makeup. That's The Big Win.

    The host reflects on taking a break from content creation and discusses feeling overwhelmed while emphasizing that being different doesn't mean being broken.

    Apr 15, 2026·20m
  30. 30

    Don't Send Me a Video: Lists, Learning Styles & the Women's Health Gap

    The host discusses her preference for written lists over video content for learning, reflecting on learning styles and the broader issue of how information is presented, particularly in the context of women's health.

    Apr 8, 2026·36m
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    Why We Do People-First Leadership (even though it has to suck first!)

    The host shares a personal story about a friend unexpectedly calling for emotional support, exploring themes of people-first leadership and relationship dynamics.

    Apr 1, 2026·30m
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    I Robbed My Mom and My 9-Year-Old (In That Order) and I Regret Nothing

    The host shares a personal story about her husband's vacuuming habits and her noise sensitivity, using it as an entry point to discuss neurodiversity and feeling different rather than broken.

    Mar 25, 2026·17m
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    Paint by Number is Fine. A Coloring Book is a Threat!

    The host discusses why she dislikes receiving coloring books as gifts despite enjoying other mindless activities like paint by numbers, exploring personal reactions and neurodiversity perspectives.

    Mar 18, 2026·19m
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    What my body remembered that my brain tried to forget

    Hidden gem

    Lauren Howard opens with grief.

    Mar 11, 2026·29m·2 clips
  35. 35

    Mute Your Wonderwall Because I'm Clicking Things!

    Mar 4, 2026·20m
  36. 36

    Arguments with dudes on the internet: LinkedIn/Facebook edition

    The host discusses her experiences getting into arguments with men on LinkedIn and Facebook, framing it as part of her podcast's theme about feeling different rather than broken.

    Feb 25, 2026·21m
  37. 37

    The Little Extra Hug (And Other Things My Brain Needs)

    Hidden gem

    Lauren Howard opens by pointing listeners to the free Quirky community at alwaysquirky.com and then gets into the thing her brain will not let go of: makeup, sales, and the little rush of buying something new.

    Feb 18, 2026·22m·2 clips
  38. 38

    People still use these?

    Feb 14, 2026·4m
  39. 39

    Sudoku Shame, Sandwich Logic and Ridiculous Brains

    Feb 11, 2026·20m
  40. 40

    I Hate The New England Patriots. But Al Michaels?...

    Feb 6, 2026·4m
  41. 41

    ICE Raids, Queer Faith and Why Injustice Feels So Personal

    Feb 4, 2026·44m
  42. 42

    I recognized him instantly. (My Reality TV → Real Life Nightmare)

    Jan 28, 2026·22m
  43. 43

    Simplify My Soda: A Crispy Coke RTO Love Story

    Jan 21, 2026·26m
  44. 44

    You're Not Broken. You Were Taught Harmful Theology!

    Jan 14, 2026·41m
  45. 45

    Can somebody please explain this timeline to me?

    Jan 9, 2026·3m
  46. 46

    I Survived the Flight and Still Won’t Load the Toilet Roll

    Jan 7, 2026·24m
  47. 47

    What If This Is It?

    Dec 31, 2025·27m
  48. 48

    The super secret Christmas episode

    Dec 25, 2025·4m
  49. 49

    Are You an Order Muppet or a Chaos Muppet?

    Dec 24, 2025·17m
  50. 50

    Embracing The Gift of Nothing and Why Modesty Hasn't Helped Your Career!

    Dec 17, 2025·23m
  51. 51

    Justice for Kevin McCallister!

    Dec 14, 2025·3m
  52. 52

    They Called Me "Difficult". Turns Out... I Was Right!

    Dec 10, 2025·27m
  53. 53

    Toxic Work Places: No Job Deserves Your Mental Health

    Dec 3, 2025·30m
  54. 54

    Thanksgiving is made up. You don't owe ANYONE a turkey!

    Nov 27, 2025·10m
  55. 55

    Different, Not Broken - Vegas Didn’t Kill Me… But It Tried

    Nov 26, 2025·28m
  56. 56

    How I became L2 and started hating meetings

    Nov 19, 2025·20m
  57. 57

    Car shopping in Florida is a scam — I have receipts!

    Nov 12, 2025·31m
  58. 58

    My Dad, Vietnam and the Bruce Lee Autopsy Conspiracy

    Nov 5, 2025·17m
  59. 59

    My Dad, the Autoerotic ‘Expert’ (and Other Things I Can’t Unhear)

    Oct 29, 2025·20m
  60. 60

    Autism hacks, sensory stories and The Autistic Adult's Toolbox

    Oct 22, 2025·37m
  61. 61

    Breaking news! My big podcast change...

    Oct 20, 2025·7m
  62. 62

    When All Else Fails: A True Story About Fighting the System and Saving My Dad

    Oct 15, 2025·34m
  63. 63

    Tylenol, Autism, and RFK's Dangerous Search for Someone to Blame

    Oct 8, 2025·33m
  64. 64

    There's one thing I'll never be rational about!

    Oct 1, 2025·13m
  65. 65

    Why Affirming Occupational Therapy Matters for Autistic and ADHD Adults

    Sep 24, 2025·33m
  66. 66

    Infertility, loss, and the questions you should never ask

    Sep 17, 2025·25m
  67. 67

    We've Been Programmed By the Boomers to be Secretive

    Sep 10, 2025·26m
  68. 68

    Neurodivergent friends - the relationship trauma nobody talks about

    Sep 3, 2025·30m
  69. 69

    Nine Years Without My Dad: The Story Behind LBee Day and Finding Strength in Grief

    The host reflects on the nine-year anniversary of her father's death, sharing how his influence shaped her and introducing her podcast's sponsorship opportunities for small businesses.

    Aug 27, 2025·26m
  70. 70

    Upside Down but Seeing Straight

    Aug 20, 2025·22m
  71. 71

    Why you deserve help NOW, BEFORE the Gray sets in. Also, fu*k J.K. Rowling!

    Aug 13, 2025·19m
  72. 72

    Surviving Challenges with a Pinterest Mom By Your Side

    Lauren Howard (L2) describes how her husband drove to four post offices in a single day to set up her presorted-mail permit, which drops postage from 78 cents to about 40 cents per letter.

    Aug 6, 2025·26m·1 clip
  73. 73

    Who told you THAT and gave you imposter syndrome?

    Jul 30, 2025·16m
  74. 74

    Dismantling 'Normal': Why Different is Not Broken

    Jul 16, 2025·25m
  75. 75

    The Black neurodivergent experience

    Jul 2, 2025·46m
  76. 76

    Nobody knows what they're doing!

    Jun 25, 2025·22m
  77. 77

    Escaping MAGA - Your trauma is not an excuse to create more trauma

    This episode explores personal trauma related to MAGA politics while promoting small business sponsorships for neurodivergent entrepreneurs.

    Jun 18, 2025·39m
  78. 78

    Find yourself needing to mask at events? Here's how I avoid it.

    The host discusses how designing a life that avoids masking is possible for neurodivergent business owners, while promoting sponsorship opportunities for small businesses on the podcast.

    Jun 11, 2025·24m
  79. 79

    Autism registry? RFK can suck a lawnmower!

    Jun 4, 2025·28m
  80. 80

    Analytics Anxiety: Why Numbers Make Me Sweat

    May 30, 2025·9m
  81. 81

    Behavioral health - why does it have to be so hard?

    May 28, 2025·27m
  82. 82

    The fear of asking 'stupid questions'.

    May 21, 2025·26m
  83. 83

    A paycheck is not a permission slip for abuse

    May 14, 2025·23m
  84. 84

    Professionalism - a white supremacist scam for your imposter syndrome

    May 7, 2025·21m
  85. 85

    You're not supposed to be here and other Dad wisdom

    Apr 30, 2025·30m
  86. 86

    The importance of chosen family for building community

    Apr 25, 2025·10m
  87. 87

    They Call Me 'The CEO Who Says "Fu*k" On The Internet' - but why?

    Apr 23, 2025·18m
  88. 88

    They Shot Him in 12 Seconds — Because He Couldn’t Speak

    Apr 18, 2025·14m
  89. 89

    What is different, not broken? And why am I mortified by it?

    Apr 16, 2025·33m
  90. 90

    Different, not broken (Trailer)

    Apr 3, 2025·1m