CJ shares how he slipped into passive suicidality, driven by exhaustion from six years of constant crises.
As heard by us
A raw check-in about grief, illness, and trying to keep moving.
Back from the (Mostly) Dead finds CJ leaving the usual history lane to speak plainly about a hard stretch: a memorial for his stepfather, grief, a bad respiratory virus, and mental health struggles that have made steady work difficult to maintain.
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You want a blunt check-in from CJ after a rough few months.
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