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Short seasons with God, short seasons of attack: Did I do something wrong? - John Fenn

December 31, 2025·10 min·1 clip
John Fenn explains why intense spiritual seasons suddenly end and if it means you offended God.
John Fenn opens the episode by posing a question to listeners about experiencing brief, intense periods of spiritual activity like dreams, warfare, or God's presence that then vanish. He notes this often leads people to wonder if they offended God or lost their salvation. Fenn immediately reassures them this is not unusual and they likely did nothing wrong. He compares it to a good father tutoring his children. The first scriptural example comes from Luke 5:17, where it uniquely states 'the power of the Lord was present to heal' during one event in Jesus's ministry, highlighting a temporary, special anointing. Fenn explains the Greek word 'dunamis' implies mighty, miracle-working power. Next, he discusses Galatians 1:12-18, where Paul describes receiving revelation directly from the Lord during three years alone in Arabia after his conversion, clarifying a condensed timeline in Acts. Fenn then shares a personal anecdote from his teenage years. He says God told him He would teach him about healing for three months. After this period, at a house meeting, he was prompted to pray for healing. A teenage girl with scoliosis stepped forward; when he prayed, her spine straightened and shoulders leveled out. For the following two weeks, everyone he prayed for was healed, including his mother and a neighbor. Then the anointing ceased. God told him it was a taste of future ministry. Fenn also briefly references John 5:35 regarding John the Baptist's seasonal ministry. He concludes by reiterating that short seasons of spiritual intensity or attack are normal, often a combination of Satan's opposition and God's fatherly instruction, not a sign of personal failure.
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