Medicine Girl Podcast · Robin Stebbins

Episode 72-Lindsay Carricarte-The Spiritual Hamster Wheel

·51 min·3 clips
Keith Mitchell tells doctors, “Who are you to diagnose me with anything? I will not give you that power.”
The hour starts with purification. Healing, in this frame, opens when body, mind, and spirit clear out enough for the inner healer to catch. Then Lindsay gets to the part that stings a little. She describes years of looking outside herself for validation, answers, safety, security, and some voice that could tell her what was true. The conversation widens from there, moving through medicine, health treatment, news, and the spiritual community as systems that can look different while still keeping people obsessed with what is wrong. Robyn comes in hot. Lindsay's post, she says, made her jump out of her seat because someone was finally saying the thing. The target is external authority. Lindsay talks about paying coaches, following online experts, studying systems, and still feeling her gut reject the guidance because it was not hers. That is where the episode turns. The old program is not only in institutions; it can hide inside spiritual spaces, teachings, trauma language, and awakening culture too. They talk about repeated diagnosis, repeated trauma stories, and constant naming as a kind of spell-casting, a way of keeping attention locked on the wound. Even healing language can turn into another loop. Lindsay's image for the spiritual version is a hamster wheel with lights on it: cooler-looking, still a wheel. Robyn agrees. Their claim is simple and sharp: nobody knows more than a person does about that person's own body and inner signal. The practical close is just as plain. If content makes you cringe, crinkle, shut down, or pull away, Lindsay says that reaction counts. Turn it off.
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